Sunspots cast a glare in my eyes
Sometimes I forget I'm alive...
My life it seems has taken a turn...
Why in the name of God would I ever want to return?
She turns me on, She makes it real
I have to apologize, For the way I feel
And nothing can stop me now
And there is nothing to fear
And everything I'd ever want
Is inside of here!
Now I just stare into the sun
And I see everything I've done
I think i could have been someone
But I can't stop what has begun
When everything is said and done
And there is no place left to run
I think I used to be someone
Now I just stare into the sun...
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The me that you know he had some second thoughts
He's covered with scabs he is broken and sore
The me that you know, he doesn't come around much
That part of me isn't here anymore...
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She's mostly gone...
Some other place...
I'm getting by
In other ways
Everything they whispered in our ear
Is coming true
Try to justify the things
I used to do
Believe in you
I tried to stay away
You know
Just in case
I've come to realize
We all have our place
Time has a way you know
To make it clear
I have my role in this
I can't disappear
Or leave you here
I'm Watching you drown...
I'll follow you down...
And I am here right beside you
The lights in the sky
Have finally arrived
I am staying right beside you...
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You and I we may look the same,
But we are very far apart,
There's bullet holes where my compassion used to be,
and there is violence in my Heart...
I am trying to see,
I am trying to believe,
This is not where I should be,
I am trying to believe...
Well I used to stand for something,
Now I'm on my hands and knees,
There's a lot of me inside you,
Maybe you're afraid to see....
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I'm getting smaller and smaller and smaller,
and I have nothing to say
It's all been taken away
I just behave and obey
I'm afraid I am starting to fade away...
Hey and for what it is worth
I really used to believe
That maybe there's some great thing
That we could achieve
And now I can't tell the difference
Or know what to feel
Between what I've been trying so hard to see
And what appears to be real
My world is getting smaller every day
Hey Hey Hey Hey,
And that's OK...
Jorge you angry angry little man... I guess you're back to being you're same old cranky self now that someones back in the picture. As for the last two nicknames.. No ones ever called me that. (except for mike he called me sad.) And idk if you've noticed jorge but i don't misspell that much because of the interwebs correcting my sentences!!!!!!
TODAY WAS RTHAT 'BIG PIC' SENIOR PIC THING AND SO I WAS LATE TO SCHOOL THOUGH RIGHT BUT I GOTG THERE JUST IN TIME BUT ALSO WHEN I SHOWED UP LATE I DIDNT REALIZE IT WAS THE BIG PIC DAY BUT COTNER WAS THERE GOIN ALL 'GIRL TODAYS THE SENIOR PIC DAY YOU BEST GET IN THERE' SO I WENT RIGHT
AND LIKE ERIN DAY IS THERE SO SHES LIKE ALL 'YO DAWG SIT NEXT TO ME' SO IM ALL 'OKAY DAWG' THEN SHES LIKE 'DAWG WAT U DOIN FOR SENIOR JIP' DAY AND IM ALL 'DAWG TODAYS SENIOR JIP DAY I TOTALLY FORGOTS SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEIT' EVEN THOUGH SAMANTHA TEXTED ME ON MONDAY TELLIN ME THAT IT WAS SENIIOR JIP DAY BUT ANYWAYS I FORGOT
BUT YEAH THEN AS IM LEAVIN THE AUDOTORIUM SAMANTHA IS LIKE 'DAWG WJAT U DOIN FOR SENIOR JIP DAY' AND IM LIKE 'DAWG I DONT EVEN KNOW' BIUT SHES LIKE 'DAWG EVERYONES GOIN TO RIVERSIDE AND SO ARE YOU' BUT THEN LATER SHE CALLS ME AND IS LIKE NVM DAWG EVERYONE IS AT 1502 ARIZONA ST AND IM LIKE COOL DAWG AND THEN I FOLLOW HER THERE AND THERES A PARTY THERE
AND LIKE THERES BEER AND SHIT AND LIKE WE'RE LIKE DAMN WHO DRINKS THIS EARLY BUT ME AND SAMANTHA STARTED DRINKIN ANYWAYS AND I DIDNT FEEL BUZZED OR ANYTHING BUT THEN LIKE I DROVE BACK TO SCHOOL TO TALK TO A TEACHER AND LIKE I GOT HIT BY IT AND ANYWAYS I FEEL A LIL DRUNK
WHY IS YOUR PHONHE DOIN THAT BEEP BEEP THING I WANT TO CALL YOU BUT ITS DOIN THAT THING I THINK IT MEANS YOUR PHONE IS BUSY SO YOURE LIKE TALKIN TO SOMEONE BUT DUDE WE'RE SUPPOSED TO HANG OUT AND BLFHFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
