let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words...
i've got some friends, some that i hardly know. but we've had some times I wouldn't trade for the world. we chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go. we live on front porches and swing life away. we get by just fine here on minimum wage.
i'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. i make mistakes. i'm out of control, and at times, i'm hard to handle. but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. i would rather live my life to the fullest than constantly conduct myself in a way to gain approval for others. i have many regrets, but no apologies.
the most important thing i've learned in my life: the perfect ones. the beautiful ones. the right ones. the just ones. the noble ones. the ones who never break down crying in restaurants, who never do anything in secret that they would be ashamed of. the normal ones. the healthy ones. the ones who always plan ahead. the content ones. the happy ones. the ones who work hard and reap the benefits, who brush and floss after every single meal. the well-adjusted ones. the popular ones. the ones who never disappoint, the little boys who do grow up to be president. the lucky ones. the ones with perfect skin and perfect teeth and perfect figures. the ones who want what they have and have what they want. they don't exist. the ones posing as them are even more fucked up than you.
all i wanna do is have some fun until the sun comes up on the santa monica boulevard..
i was born with a suitcase in my hand living in a life that few could understand..
i'm imperfect, blunt, and immature. i probably won't tell you if you have something in your teeth or if your clothes don't match but i'll sit in the corner with my besties and talk about you. i'll tell you if i don't agree with something you've said and since i have a very short temper, i'll probably be very rude about it and not think twice. i'm an elitist when it comes to music. i usually have my headphones on because chances are i like my music more than i like you. and everything you like, i probably liked ten years ago which is something i will proudly brag about to your face throughout our entire conversation no matter how obnoxious that is. when i'm out with my friends, my lindsay lohan/kate moss alter ego comes out and i become
that girl. if you can't use correct spelling or grammar, i would rather you not even attempt to talk to me. it's really not as difficult as people make it out to be. i understand that i'm a journalism major and therefore superior to you but the correct usage of “your” is just common sense. some days i'm a super bitch, but i'm not entirely bad..
most of the time, i do things just to make people smile. i'll bend down and tie your shoelace if you ask me to. i put pennies on the ground heads up and flip them over if i see them heads down. i make mixes like jewelers cut diamonds and leave them anonymously outside people's doors. i'm your modern day american amelie. Jesus didn't want me to be comfortable which is why i was given a heart for missions.
today is where my book begins, the rest is still unwritten..