MySpace - Everything's comatose roses. - 19 - Female - Sufferton (East of Painsville, South of Gwasnia), Michigan

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_{There is a lot more in this box that I bet you have never read.} I LIKE...

Photography <3
deviantART
Snail mail
Driving!
Blasting my music (shitty music, yay!)
Writing
Poetry
Dead baby jokes
Faeries
Making new friends
Singing & dancing
(not that I'm good at either)
Dancing in the rain
Bike riding (also fun while it's raining)
Terms of endearment, esp. original ones
Hugs (Far too rare)
Bubbles
Eyes
Roses (& dead roses!)
Rain
Cold things
Ice cubes
Animals (elephant, fox, platypus, etc)
Correct Grammar
Clouds
Rainbows
Skulls
Cherries
Scented Candles
Fruit
Friends
~~Love~~
~~You~~

I (severely) DISLIKE...

Stereotypes
SMOKE/cancer sticks/hard drugs
Allmybestfriendssmokingdammit
Alcohol
(False) Advertising
B*bies/children
Pain
Heat
Sunlight
Metal silverware (the scraping on the teeth! Dx) Hatred (not that I don't have any)
Teasing
Bullying
Burning
Abusiveness (of any kind)
Heartache
Dishonesty
Sneezing
The taste of tears (salty)
Chain letters
Needles (the "pinch" lasts the whole time, liar!)
Doctors (every single last one)
(The smell of) burnt popcorn
The smell of cat food
The smell of fish
Meat (taste and smell)
Acupuncture (she forgot to take the leg ones out!)
Hospital Gowns
Medical people poking me o_0
Self-pity
Spreading pain
Self-loathing
The idea of Hell
Organized religion
Judgy/overzealous Christians
When people feel worthless
Whenever the word "baby" is used as slang. - I am not your b*by; did you give birth to me? No. And anyone above fetus, infantile, or young child ages = NOT b*by.
Loneliness in any shape or form
When anyone feels alone in the world (haha, that sounds silly now. harf.)
Self-harming
Guilt
When people don't know or believe they are beautiful
Causing other people pain & worry
Seeing my friends in pain

I NEED...

My parents
~~My friends~~
~~Love~~
~~Hope~~
Trust
Water

I WANT...

A cure or treatment for my disease
Reasons to live (though I'll always have one (_{whether I want it or not}): Love. Or, you know, Guilt. Same difference.)
Safety, comfort
Fuzzy slippers
A brighter future
The love of someone special
Better relationships in "real life"
Something new.

I WINCE when I hear...

"I am worthless..."
"I am ugly..."
"I want to give up... I should just give up."
The question, "What do you like about yourself?"
My own sad story being told to another doctor.
How I was.
"But you *are* worth it..."

Past, present, & future obsessions/fascinations...

Eyelashes <3
Eyeballs <3
Dead roses <3
Pelvic bones <3
Collar bones <3
Foxes <3
Flowers <3
Death
White grape juice
Sugar free gum/candy
Photography <3
Black lace <3
Eisley <3
deviantART <3
Bubbles <3
Regina Spektor <3
Bubble wrap <3
Wolf pups
A certain lost puppy
Thea & her poetry <3
Healthy popcorn
Tutus <3
Goth boots
Alternative hairstyles & models <3
Microwaving things
I didn't know would catch on fire (oops)

The Used
Regina Spektor
The Spill Canvas
Eisley
The Beatles
Flyleaf
HorrorPops
Juliet Simms
Automatic Loveletter
Lovedrug
Weezer
Smile Empty Soul
Placebo
Concrete Blonde
Paramore
Mandy Moore
People in Planes
Social Code
RoboTeque (formerly Parachutes)
Scary Kids Scaring Kids
No One’s Kind
Before I Go
The Early November
Evanescence
Story of the Year
Beth Orton
Something Corporate
Against Me!
Thrice
Matchbook Romance
Cursive
Thursday
The Hurt Process
Finch
The Dresden Dolls
Oona
The Antique Toys
Calamine
Puddle of Mudd
Jessy Greene
Devotchkas
Sublime
No Use For A Name
We Are Scientists
Taking Back Sunday
Meg & Dia Band
30 Seconds to Mars
Artificial Joy Club
She Wants Revenge
Skye Sweetnam
Chevelle
Cold
Anti-Flag
The Cardigans
Saves The Day
Saliva
Three Doors Down
Veruca Salt
Alien Ant Farm
Mest
Garbage
Blue October
Jack's Mannequin
Say Anything
Exies
Ash
Seether
Lacuna Coil
Switchfoot
AFI
Muse
The Faint
Death Cab For Cutie
Roses Are Red
Letter Kills
Tremolo
Perfect
Socialburn
Minipop
Papa Roach
With Broken Wings
Unwritten Law
Nirvana
Lillix
Nonpoint
Die Trying
A Static Lullaby
Amanda Frazier
Deftones
Noisettes
Authority Zero
Sick Puppies
Alana Grace
Pop Evil
Eve 6
NYPC
Dishwalla
Fefe Dobson
The Flaming Lips
From Autumn To Ashes
Mouthful of Daisy
Mittenz
The Ting Tangs
Jimmy Eat World
Amber Pacific
Good Charlotte
Ambry
10 Years
Yeah Yeah Yeahs
Avenged Sevenfold
Blind Melon
Breaking Benjamin
Tegan and Sara
Burn Season
Coheed and Cambria
Crossfade
Echo
Liz Phair
Badly Drawn Boy
Bleed The Dream
The Killers
Morningwood
Nightwish
Opeth
Oliver James
Pink Floyd
The Feeling
Quest
Senses Fail
Social Distortion
Cartel
Augustana
Chiodos
Eighteen Visions
Lily Allen
Finger Eleven
The Forecast
Local H
Sugarcult
Voltaire
Kittie
Vast
Et cetera

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	...Rose
Birthday:	March 26
Birthplace:	Irvine, California
Current Location:	Kentwood, Michigan
Eye Color:	Hazel-green :]
Hair Color:	Dark brown with fuchsia-pink swirls.
Height:	5'6"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right.
Your Heritage:	Italian, French, Native American, a bit of Irish, a bit of African American apparently (the afro-prone hair... ;P), etc.
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Skull buckle flats.
Your Weakness:	What sort? shyness? living? eyes? Answering questions with no sample answers, haha! So true.
Your Fears:	Pain (hah), people, crowds, germs, life, the future, doctors, hospital gowns, insects with stingers...
Your Perfect Pizza:	Fat free. With ham.
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	To be cured? But I can't do that. To change? Not likely.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	I'm not annoying like that =P But I have been delightfully saying “totally” too much, haha.
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Sleep. Or pill time.
Your Best Physical Feature:	Eyes & lips? Ruined.
Your Bedtime:	Never. Turned to 2 AM. To 12 AM. To “Oops” it’s 6 AM…
Your Most Missed Memory:	Childhood. Dancing. Best friends.
Pepsi or Coke:	Eww and eww.
MacDonalds or Burger King:	McD's but no thanks. I’ll sniff your fries.
Single or Group Dates:	I wouldn't know... whichever is more comfortable? Double dates!
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Neither.
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Depends how much sugar is in it... not too much sugar, then chocolate! but vanilla is also good. Yes. I had to make that complicated. Haha.
Cappuccino or Coffee:	I hate the smell of coffee... neither.
Do you Smoke:	No, never. NEVER.
Do you Swear:	I’m a fan of both swearing and using alternative swear words. Blast and tarnation!
Do you Sing:	Yes. (if the music is loud enough or no one can hear or with a group)
Do you Shower Daily:	BUBBLES! I take baths. Cause I'm special.
Have you Been in Love:	So I thought...
Do you want to go to College:	No. Not one bit.
Do you want to get Married:	No. Stupid idea/concept to me. Although... Tax breaks? Bah.
Do you belive in yourself:	Completely and utterly. Hah. You spelled believe wrong.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Apparently I get car sick in the back seat. Good thing I hate being driven anyway. Bad thing I’m never getting my license ever.
Do you think you are Attractive:	I think I am fugly but also adorable. But mostly fugly. ;D
Are you a Health Freak:	Not in typical ways, but I’m always trying. O.o
Do you get along with your Parents:	Sure.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	But of course! Don't forget the umbrella!
Do you play an Instrument:	No, not right now.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	As if. Don't make me gag. Literally.
In the past month have you Smoked:	No! I thought we established this... Now stop dying! Please.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	Only what the doctors give me!
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	::laughs lightly:: You think so?
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	Yes actually! I think... I hate the mall experience. So much.
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No oreos...
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	Nohum.
In the past month have you been on Stage:	No.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	I would have to be picked up first, wouldn't I?
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	Hahaha hahaha hahaha hahaha haha... no.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	:fake whistles: Only from doctors. ;D
Ever been Drunk:	Let me think... No.
Ever been called a Tease:	Yes, hahahaha. I mean... oops.
Ever been Beaten up:	Not really.
Ever Shoplifted:	Nopedy.
How do you want to Die:	Sniper. Instantly.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Poet... and self-employed... photographer really. Nature and portraits/fashion.
What country would you most like to Visit:	Europe…
*In a Person...*
Favourite Eye Color:	GREEN & grey are my favorites. Or mixed colors… something unique…
Favourite Hair Color:	Brown or black. (Or pink or purple or teal or green! Rainbow! Whatever is suitable.
Short or Long Hair:	Whatever is befitting. Sort of long is cute... emo!
Height:	Whatever fits.
Weight:	Huggable! No, no... very huggable! CUDDLY.
Best Clothing Style:	GOTH. .Muah hahaha. Nah, whatever is seemly. Personal.
Number of Drugs I have taken:	Prescription drugs. I’ve tried a shit ton of those.
Number of CDs I own:	10 inches... no I mean... ahaha I was watching Scrubs... CDs? 50-ish.
Number of Piercings:	Two pair, one single (ears). I got my ear bubble “fixed.” Just two pair on lobes. I WANT MY NOSE PIERCED DAMMIT. Little sparkly stud!
Number of Tattoos:	Zero. No place to put one. Plus... pain! And the worst flare ever, most likely.
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	Too many. As in, most my life. ^_^
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

A Walk To Remember
Superbad
Young Frankenstein
Mallrats: Extended Edition
Office Space
Hostel: Part II (uncut)
Ordinary People
Ginger Snaps
Eraserhead
Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist (watch it!)
Teeth
Chasing Amy
Clerks
Die You Zombie Bastards!
To Kill A Mockingbird
North By Northwest
Abbott and Costello Meet Captain Kidd
Dazed and Confused
The Notebook
RENT
Girl, Interrupted
Brothers Solomon
I'm Reed Fish
Repo! The Genetic Opera
Being John Malkovich
The Simpsons Movie
Gia
Garden State
Knocked Up
Waitress
Dedication
All I Want
Romance & Cigarettes
Dead Poets Society
Sweet November
Cursed
Pay it Forward
The Upside of Anger
Music and Lyrics
Donnie Darko
Pan's Labyrinth
Dumbo
Jungle Book
Rescuers Down Under
Holes
How to Deal
Saved!
The Last Kiss
Little Miss Sunshine
Lorenzo's Oil
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
Tuck Everlasting
Dirty Dancing (Havanna Nights)
The Pursuit of Happiness
Pirates of the Carribean
The Outsiders
X men (all three)
Fantasia
Robin Hood (Animated! With the animals! :D)
The Flesh and the Fiends
The Flesh Eaters
Borat
Black Snake Moan
Sweeney Todd
Edward Scissorhands
Wristcutters: A Love Story
Almost Famous
Nearing Grace
Better Off Dead
Amélie
Rules Of Attraction
Muriel's Wedding
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
White Oleander
The Nanny Diaries
Dumb and Dumber
Dumb and Dumberer
American History X
Taxi Driver
The Martian Child
Taking Lives
Airport 1975
Sling Blade...

House
The Office
Scrubs
Invader Zim
Monk
Psych
Colbert Report
Daily Show
CSI: Crime Scene Investigation
CSI: Miami
Gilmore Girls
Superjail!
The Simpsons
My Name is Earl
Ren & Stimpy
Rocko's Modern Life
Angry Beavers
Top Model
So You Think You Can Dance
Family Guy
American Dad
30 Rock
Ed, Edd n Eddy
Important Things with Demetri Martin
Look Around You
One Tree Hill
Parks and Recreation
Reno 911!
Sarah Silverman Program
Sealab 2021
South Park
In Plain Sight
What Not To Wear
Made
Brandy & Mr. Whiskers
Cow and Chicken
Home Movies
Oblongs
The Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack
The Riches
Better Off Ted
Obsessed
Burn Notice
Mighty B
Intervention
Dead Like Me
Eureka
Best Dance Crew
Chowder
Curb Your Enthusiasm
Whose Line Is It Anyway...

Don't believe everything you think.

Chronic pain is a hoot.

I wish I had a creative mind.
I appreciate art.

And I wish I could model.
But I do love photography.

I have a shiny nose.
Impossible skin.
And wild fredo-fluffing hair.
I'll admire you more than you'll ever know.
Hug your knees for me. Think about it.
I forget how I got here,
and I wish I knew,
and I wish I hadn't...

I wish I could pull off a tutu.
It's not about age, it's about figure
(and style. and figure.)
If I could, I would wear tutus in public
and frequently so.

I've yet to own a cowbell.
It's been what, a couple years?
It stays on the list.

I wish I could buy cleverness,
creativity, and beauty.
I also wish I had money.

I love roller coasters.
This is found to be surprising to people.
Suck an egg. Weasel teats. Oh, Wizzleteats.
Same difference. (Yes.)
There is a strong possibility
I'll never go to an amusement park again.
Ever.

I don't like thinking about the future.
I'm not fond of outcomes.

I can be as nostalgic as it gets.
I'm losing my mind. My memories.
You can't throw them away!

I seriously need to stop touching my eyebrow(s).
I've caused permanent damage
(to the hair follicles?
Stupid hair follicles.)
And bacteria is not my friend.
I really want to know what that simple
(kitchen?) product is that is supposed to be like
"Rogaine for eyebrow hair."
I still haven't found out which makeover show that was on.
I usually write things down.
Stop it!

I can't wear socks.
60 degrees please.
I have a Screaming Mimi.
I did indeed want to keep a
scream in my pocket.
Despite the fact I never have pockets.
Scream in Your Pocket!
Squeeze.

No crushes, freshly squeezed.

I wish I could still write poetry.
Permanent writer's block is real.
And it wasn't a stupid phase.
Just... lost.

I would like some scented stickers.
And fuzzy stickers.
Are there scented ones?
Snail Mail please.
Tell me everything, anything.
I'll respond to every bit.
I bet you (initially) have more to say
than I do, so you first!
Then I respond, ramble, and spew pure nonsense.
You’re tempted, aren't you?
You should be!

I adore and collect dead roses (and flowers.)
I wish dust didn't exist.
For several reasons.
Truly.

I solemnly swear...
to never pass on my genes.
Die, genes, die.
You will never feel this.
Thank... gwaaa...nabana!
Guanabana!

I had my bottom wisdom teeth removed.
It turns out being knocked out agrees with me.
I love anesthesia.
I would happily accept a free lifetime supply. :D

For the first time in my life I lack best friendage.
I'm not sure how lame that was.
Pretty lame?
Sometimes you just feel like adding a suffix!
Wait, wait... let me try:
ance, ence
ment
ee
ity
ism
ian
ist

Dammit I always forget the other three.

Ooh! It came to me!
ship - ster - ness

Ahem. -age can be a suffix if it wants to be!
...Sufferage? Or not.

Haha, if you leave the search bar blank
for Dictionary.com,
it looks up the word "nothing."
How intuitive.
Aw, on the actual site (not search engine)
it looks up the word "search"
even if you delete it and submit blank.

I like fiction.

Deserving requires opinion.
Don't judge me while I'm judging you!

Medical problems on your faceeee.
Well, yeah.

Call me whatever you want,
as long as it doesn’t involve the word "b*by"
or a select few other words, I probably won't care.
Nicknames and strange, original terms of endearment
are quite pleasing to me!

I like stories!
Silly days.

Keep the dream alive:
Hit the snooze button.