About me:

So there is alot about me that I hate discussing because people tend to be bitches about things but I will state them here. Let me start at the beginning of high school at Mira Loma. I made one friend that quickly turned into like twenty friends. I honestly only liked about four of them to be honest. Most of them were backstabbers or I just didnt know them as well as I should have to been there friends. I still keep in contact with a few and I seem to be finding hella people at American River College that went to Mira Loma. But throughout all this I had a secret I kept from everyone. I was dating the most amazing person in my life. He was the person I could turn to for everything. He was also the person that I experienced lifes good and bad times with. I have been through drugs, alchoholism, abuse, cheating, disease, and the worst was his death. For three years I had stuck around through the worst things. I was honestly given a second chance with turning out to still be Negative for HIV. There was something that kept me around and I see that what those things were were the friends I had. I always thought I should have went as well so I could be happy. He died the last week of October of 2008. He would always be here with me. But moving on, now I am a horticulture student at ARC and finishing my High School off at Visions In Education. I really want to travel the world and go to the most beautiful places. I want to live near the beach because I love the water and gardening will be so much easier. Maybe one day I will adopt a child, everyone deserves a second chance at happiness. Maybe if I did that I would find happiness in that child and that child will find happiness in life. But for now my happiness is a facade to get through life. I may just start my music again and try my hardest to get through things that way.