O.K., blinds dates might not be that bad......If I want to be open to love, I guess I will have to kiss some frogs until I find my Prince. Also, didn't know that my friends had such nice friends. Let the race begin......
I am touched that my family and friends want to help me get back into the dating game. I know I wouldn't have meet the people I have recently if "people" in my life didn't love me.
It is pretty amazing the way things are happening in my life. I had forgot how great it felt to workout, I am really getting back into it. Even my mother has noticed the difference. My son asked me not to get too hot, he already has a problem with his friends wanting to hit on me........how cute.
I will continue to pray every night for the LORD to help me to be the best woman I can be. I am excited about what my future holds.
I am the giggly kinda of happy and soul happy. I am at peace with my past mistakes and look forward the high's and lows my future holds. What a great feeling......I have some amazing people in my life. I have had to cut out a few people that didn't have my best interest at heart, but the people that are in my life now, are there everyday just a phone call or drive away.
I look at my kids, MoM, friends and say WOW, how did I get so lucky.
As I see my son turn into a man, I wonder if I have taught him all he needs to know to be successful. I have raised him with a love and respect for GOD, he has a great respect for women (I think) and a desire for learning and exploring......I hope it is enough.......
It is really different raising a daughter. I thought I knew what I was doing......dah, that is a long drinking story.
Being a women that want's a man but doesn't need one, helps with the weeding out process......I must admit the weeding out process is kinda fun. I look forward to becoming the women I am suppose to be, I know the LORD has a man out there just for me, I no longer resent the process, but anticipate the journey.
I look forward to meeting the man the LORD wants for me. I want a man that our lives can become one, where there is no question of my loyalty or love. The passion has to be insane, just one notch down from our love for the Lord. A man that I can help build up because I know I will never fall. One that brings me closer to the way God intended a man and a woman to be.
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