Jeff Johnson

About me:

Physically : I stand at about 6'1" and weigh 235 lbls. I've got a large frame and average build. Lately, I've put on a little excess chub =P. I've been keeping my hair relatively short for me. It's in the process of growing back and being cut when I get annoyed with it. My hair is medium/dark shade of brown. My eyes are a medium brown with a golden tint to them in the light. Really you should just check out the pics...or not they're all outdated.

Mentally : I'm supposed to be one of those really smart people. More often than not I just act like a goofball fool though. I enjoy learning new things, and having my mind challenged and stimulated. I want to understand human thought, and master various foreign languages. I want to learn about law and how our system works. I'm one of those people with all the "potential" but a serious lack of motivation to apply it. I'll just continue with the never ending quest for knowledge. I thirst for it.

Emotionally/Psychologically : I try to be a very laid back, open-minded, understanding person. We all fall short of perfect though. I tend to close myself off to a lot of people, and I don't open up much in the first place. I have issues with neurotic guilt, jealousy, possessiveness and a horrible lack of self-motivation. To the people that do know me well enough, I'm a caring and helpful individual. I value honor and loyalty, I keep to them myself and have great respect for others who do so. I really just try to be an easy going nice guy.

Politically : When it comes to politics I can't consider myself to be in any one particular party because I value things of all view points. I'm not too liberal because I believe in old fashion morals and values to an extent, I'm also not that conservative because I believe in change, progression, and self expression. I think all of it meets somewhere peacably in the middle if you let it. For those people that feel they need to be for one party, and they always lean towards their party...I can't understand them. If you fail to see and attempt to understand every view point so how can you possibly make any sort of informed decision for yourself and your own views. There is no way I could agree with everything any one particular party had to say. It's not feasible. Lately though when it comes to our government I have a heavy leaning towards the democratic party because our republicans in office are consistently cutting back on our personal freedoms. I mean I for one am definitely pro-choice. I'm for gay marriage as well. Laws should regulate our lives peacable, not take away our choices to do and be who we are, and control how we can express our individuality. If it isn't hurting anyone else, then there is no need to ban/illegalize any type of expressed behaviors. We need our freedom more than we need anything else because, what else is there?

Religiously : I'm athiest in that I do not believe in any higher beings or deities. I take heavy influences from buddhism and naturalism. I try to be realistic about my views. I am very open for religious discussion until someone gets nasty about it. Above all things I value and believe in acceptance and good will. You have to be clear headed about things and see them from all possible points of view to truly be able to decide how you feel about them. I don't think anyone is in a place to decide what's truly right as far as the spiritual. We have to accept the fact that not everyone can agree with us. That's what matters right? Acceptance and good will.

Metaphysically : I love philosophical discussion, and learning about human understanding and action. I like to question the logic behind things. I often wonder who any single one of us are, to be able to make a decision about something being in the right, or in the wrong. We only think the way we do because we were raised and taught that mindset. Conditioned to a moral pattern of though. I try to avoid "what-if's". I hate the direction humanity is taking itself in, but if that's how it must go, then it will go and it isn't my place to dictate otherwise. I promote anarchy but understand that human nature would never allow for it's success. I'm very non-materialistic. Money doesn't motivate/influence me at all much. I dislike blind americanism. I'm proud of my country and everything that it grew from, but I'm also humble enough to realize our flaws.

Musically : I do vocals, play rhythm guitar, bass guitar, and keyboards. My influencs are mostly in grunge and indie rock but I have heavy interests in synth. It's a longstanding wish of mine to put together a strong project.

Goals : First and foremost over everything I want to enjoy my life up until it's end, whenever that may be. I want to write books. I want to make music. I want to study psychology. I want a partner who I can spend the rest of my life with and enjoy their company. I want to help people be more open minded, and accepting. I think maybe, if it's with the right person, I'd like to have a child...just one. I would teach them everything I know. Most importantly I'd teach him/her the importance of being able to accept life for what it is, and people for who they are. In this single act I would make the world a better place, no matter how little the effect. I don't think anything could really make me feel any more fulfilled. I love life.

For anyone wanting to talk to/get ahold of me my AIM = DigitalityKnight