Vantana Đomination

About me:

"I AM ALWAYS TURNED ON. SO I WON'T GIVE UP, NO I WON'T BREAK DOWN. IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT PEOPLE SAY AND IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW LONG IT TAKES. BELIEVE IN YOURSELF, BE IN LOVE WITH YOURSELF AND BE TRUE TO YOURSELF. BELIEVE THAT WHAT YOU ARE GOING TO DO, NO ONE WILL DO IT BETTER. BELIEVE THAT DREAMS COME TRUE EVERY DAY BECAUSE THEY DO. IT ONLY MATTERS HOW TRUE YOU ARE BECAUSE IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU. ALWAYS LISTEN AND FOLLOW YOUR HEART AND YOU'LL FLY HIGH. ALWAYS BRINGS OUT AN INNER STRENGTH, A BOLDER ATTITUDE AND A FIERY, FEARLESS SPIRIT. PASSION IS THE STARTING POINT OF LIVING A RICH LIFE. MY MULTI-FACETED SKILLS AS A FASHION DESIGNER INCLUDE CREATIVITY, DIFFERENCE AND DIVERSITY AND CAREFUL ATTENTION TO FINE CRAFTSMANSHIP ARE ALWAYS INSPIRING. REMEMBER THE PERSON YOU WERE MEANT TO BE, THE PERSON YOU WANTED TO BE AND THE PERSON YOU ARE.
REMEMBER ME WHEN I'M FAMOUS. LOVE, VANTANA."



I AM AN EXTROVERT PERSON WHO, IN GENERAL, REMAINS POSITIVE FACE THE OBSTACLES OF THE LIFE AND A TALENTED VISUAL ARTIST WHO EXPRESSES MY FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS THROUGH MY ART, MY DRAWINGS AND MY WRITINGS CLOSER MOST OF THE TIME TO PUNK ROCK MUSIC. I LOVE MUSIC BECAUSE WHENEVER I'M FEELING PARTICULARLY ALONE OR SORRY FOR MYSELF, I THINK OF HOW MUCH WORSE IT ALL COULD BE. PEOPLE GOES TO THE CHURCH WHEREAS I PREFER TO GO TO A MUSIC STORE. AMAZING HOW ROCK ARTISTS CAN INTERPRET SONGS SO COMPLETELY DIFFERENTLY AND BRING A WHOLE NEW MEANING TO IT. JUST LIKE NO ONE SEES A PAINTING THE SAME WAY, WE ALL FEEL THE MUSIC DIFFERENTLY... I ALWAYS LISTEN AND FOLLOW MY HEART MORE THEN MY CONSCIENCE BECAUSE MY HEART IS MY GUIDE AND HE NEVER DECEIVE ME. THAT'S WHY I AM SOMEONE WHO BELIEVES IN HIS PASSION AND CERTAINLY, I LIKE COMPETITIONS AND IDENTIFY NEW CHALLENGES. SOTHEARAVY CHAN IS MY BEST FRIEND BUT I AM ALSO VERY CLOSE WITH SANDRA LE, LEEDALINE KIT, ELIZABETH MELACHROINOS AND VYNA MACKAY. BECAUSE I AM INTERESTED TOO IN LITERATURE, THEY LOVE ME FOR MY NUMEROUS VOICEOVERS FEATURING EITHER LITERARY QUOTES FROM FAMOUS POETS WRITERS, PHILOSOPHERS AND AUTHORS REFLECTING ON EVENTS OF MY LIFE. ACCORDING TO WHAT THEY THINK, I AM A FUNNY GUY, A GOOD PSYCHOLOGIST (HELPING PEOPLE), SOMEONE WITH WHO NOBODY GETS BORED, I LOVE ANNOY AND CHARM. OF COURSE, I'M A GOOD GUY TOO AND BY THE WAY, I OFTEN THIS LABEL STUCK TO THE SKIN: THE GOOD GUY, THE GOOD OLD VAN, WHO PEOPLE CAN TRUST, CONFIDE AND THAT TOO OFTEN TAKEN FOR GRANTED ! I DON'T JUDGE ANYONE BECAUSE I THINK THAT BAD PEOPLE ARE DON'T EXISTING, BUT THAT PEOPLE ARE MAKING BAD CHOICES. WHEN I WAS AT THE PEAK OF MY PUBERTY THERE WERE ALWAYS QUESTIONS ABOUT MY SEXUALITY AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THE ANSWER TO IT. I THINK A LOT OF MY BEHAVIOR BACK THEN WAS REALLY A REACTION TRYING TO KEEP UP APPEARANCES TO EVERYBODY. TRYING TO PRETEND I WAS HAPPY AND CONFIDENT IN MYSELF WHEN I WASN’T. I WAS SO LOST. IT WAS A TRYING PERIOD IN MY LIFE AND I WAS A YOUNG KID JUST DREAMING ABOUT MY FUTURE. I DIDN’T REALLY HAVE A STRONG IDENTITY AND I DIDN’T KNOW WHO I WAS AS A PERSON. BUT THE ONLY THING I ALWAYS KNEW WAS I NEVER LIED ABOUT MY SEXUALITY. I NEVER SAID NO AND I NEVER HAD A FAKE GIRLFRIEND. THE DAY I TOLD EVERYONE WHO I REALLY AM, I CAN HONESTLY SAY IT WAS THE HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE. SO, FOR THOSE WHO WANT TO KNOW IT, YES I AM ONE HUNDRED PERCENT GAY ! I DON'T LISTEN AND DOES NOT PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT PEOPLE MAY THINK OF ME. I AM THE MASTER OF MY FATE, THE CAPTAIN OF MY SOUL AND I DON'T LET THE EYES OF OTHERS DICTATE TO ME MY CONDUCT. IF PEOPLE INSIST ON CALLING ME THE QUEER GUY, WELL, THEN MAYBE I'M QUEER, BUT I'M COMFORTABLE WITH WHO I AM AND HOW I PRESENT MYSELF. THEN, I'M FREE, FREE TO BECOME A HOMOSEXUAL WORTHY OF THE NAME AND UP TO HIS REPUTATION I COULD POSSIBLY BE. I FEEL SO GOOD ABOUT MYSELF AND I KNOW HOW TO EXPOSE MYSELF, BUT I REMAIN CLASSY WHILE I DO IT. I THINK THAT HAVING A SENSE OF STRENGTH AND CONFIDENCE AND SELF-EXPRESSION OF WHO YOU ARE IS VERY IMPORTANT TO BECOME A MATURE PERSON. BECAUSE OF MY PASSION FOR HIGH FASHION INDUSTRY, IN TRUTH, MY FASHION CHOICES NEED TO BE VERY ORGANIZED AND CONTROLLED, AND I NEED TO GO TO BED AT NIGHT KNOWING WHAT I'M GOING TO WEAR THE NEXT MORNING. I CONFESS THAT IT BECOMES AN OBSESSION DAY AFTER DAY (LAUGH). IT’S THINGS LIKE I LOVE TO LOOK AFTER MYSELF, SMART AND PRESENTABLE MOST OF THE TIME AND PRESENTING MYSELF WELL BEFORE OTHERS IS IMPORTANT IN EVERY ASPECT OF MY LIFE WHETHER SOCIAL, PROFESSIONAL OR PERSONAL. I ALWAYS LIKED TO LOOK GOOD, EVEN WHEN I WAS A LITTLE KID. THIS IS WHY MY GREATEST DREAM IS TO BECOME OWNER OF A FASHION HOUSE. I WANT THAT MY CAREER WILL GROW UP BY THE METEORIC RISE TO GLORY REPRESENTING THE AMERICAN DREAM IN HER PUREST FORM. I HOPE MY STRENGTH AND MY CREATIVITY WILL REVITALIZE A FASHION HOUSE BUSINESS WHERE I CAN SET UP WITHIN THIS HOUSE, LUXURY READY-TO-WEAR AND HAUTE COUTURE CLOTHINGS CREATED WITHIN THE CULTURAL AND SOCIAL INFLUENCES OF A SPECIFIC TIME THAT GOING TO BE MY OWN CONCEPTION, MY OWN PERSONAL STYLE AND BOLD VISION INSPIRERING BY MY ART AND MUSIC, LITERATURE, LOVE AND LIFE AND OF COURSE, MY VISIONARY EYE FOR FASHION. EVERY DETAIL WILL BEEN TAKEN INTO CONSIDERATION FROM FABRIC THROUGH TO STRUCTURE WITH EVERY PIECE CONSTRUCTED TO FLATTER A PEOPLE’S FIGURE AND ABOUT PEOPLE WHO WEREN'T AFRAID TO TAKE A STAND AND STAND UP FOR THEMSELVES. WELL, I’M GOING TO KEEP IT SASSY, BUT ALWAYS CLASSY, ELEGANCE AND PERFECTION ! THERE WAS ALSO A MAN I WILL ALWAYS BE IN LOVE WITH AND WHO HAS LONG BEEN A SOURCE OF INSPIRATION TO ME, HE'S MY MUSE AND HE HAS THIS AMAZING COMBINATION OF THE SWEET BOY NEXT DOOR BUT IN THE MOST GLAMOROUS OF WAYS. I LOVE HIS LUST FOR LIFE AND I NEED MY MUSE, WHICH IS BEING OF PURE LIGHT, WHOSE SOUL PURPOSE IS TO INSPIRE ME PASSION, SENSUALITY AND CREATIVITY. LIKE ANGEL, HE GUIDES ME WITH AN UNSEEN HAND OF INSPIRATION INTO MY CLOTHING DESIGNS... TO GET A POSITION OF CHAIRMAN AND CEO, I HAVE TO BE A BUSINESSMAN-STANDARD AND A FASHION DESIGNER OUT OF THE ORDINARY ! IF I MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE, I HAVE TO GIVE MY SUCCESS TO MY PASSIONS AND EXPERTISE IN THE FIELD OF DESIGN, MY INTELLIGENCE, MY UNIQUE PERSONALITY AND MY PERSEVERANCE. MOREOVER, I HAVE TO BE INGENIOUS AND BEAT ME UNTIL THE END TO ACHIEVE MY PURPOSE ! NOTHING IN THIS WORLD CAN TAKE THE PLACE OF PERSISTENCE. TALENT WILL NOT, NOTHING IS MORE COMMON THAN UNSUCCESSFUL PEOPLE WITH TALENT. GENIUS WILL NOT, UNREWARDED GENIUS IS ALMOST A PROVERB. EDUCATION WILL NOT, THE WORLD IS FULL OF EDUCATED DERELICTS. PERSISTENCE AND DETERMINATION ALONE ARE OMNIPOTENT. THE SLOGAN "PRESS ON" HAS SOLVED AND ALWAYS WILL SOLVE THE PROBLEMS OF THE HUMAN RACE. MY BEST FRIEND SOTHEARAVY CHAN TOLD ME TO BELIEVE THERE IS BEAUTY IN EVERYTHING, AND SOMEWHERE INSIDE OF EVERYONE, THERE'S SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL THAT DESERVES ACKNOWLEDGMENT. AND THIS IS TRUE ! ONE DAY, VANTANA ĐOMINATION AS MYSELF AND THE COMPANY WILL BECOME A FASHION HOUSE RENOWNED THROUGHOUT THE HISTORY OF FASHION INDUSTRY AND MAYBE THIS GOING TO HELP ME TO BECOME FAMOUS AND A SUPERSTAR. MY FUTURE WILL BECOME THE VISION OF WHERE I WANT TO GO AND I WILL DO MY BEST TO MAKE THAT HAPPEN ! I AM BLESSED TO BE ABLE TO DO WHAT I LOVE AND I AM THANKFUL BEYOND WORDS FOR THE OPPORTUNITY I HAVE BEEN GIVEN AND THE SUPPORT I AM RECEIVING FROM ALL MY CLOSE FRIENDS, FAMILY AND SISTER. THANK YOU FOR SHARING ALL MY DREAM AND TRUE PASSION AND THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS BEING SO COOL AND LOVING ME UNCONDITIONALLY. WITH LOVE AND RESPECT ALWAYS, VANTANA ĐOMINATION.