Miss Susi's Velvetbitch

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Now i know it:

i recognized it now.... after years of being an unsatisfied and very distresssed submissive, after years serching for somewhat, but not knowing what..... now it is absolutley clear for me:

i am a real slut, a dirty whore, a nymphomaniac bitch!

Maybe You /you will find me now not worth to have me as friend, but: due to the fact that i am always a honest person, i say it clear: i am what i am.
The only thing that could make me happy would be to be used from lots of various people around the world. Yes, i hope that i can found a wonderful, cruel, sadistic Lady, that want to own me, but i confess: i need to be used from whole the world, and i adore ALL the beautiful Ladys around the world!
So i can say it now absolutely clear: i am looking for an Owner, who really would love to hire me out, to give me to other people i never saw before, who really want to use my as her whore....
And i am able to do ANYTHING my owner want... *blush...
I want to get fucked, very hard fucked, i want to be used as whore sucking many, many cocks, i want to be used as house maid, and, and, and...... to make it short: i want to get used in any way, i want to get humiliated in any way....
But i am aware of the fact: it is not easy to find people that want to use sch an worthless, fat and ugly german porker *blush....
So i hope that i will be a pretty girl in my next life, i believe tzhat would make it much more easier to live a life as a whore.......

If iam on You/you can see me here on my webcam ;-):

My fetishes:

i have a lot of fetishes, also some kind of uncommon fetishes, also some kind of very extreme and exceeding fetishes…
The whole story begans about 30 years ago – i know about my fetish about myself approx. since i was 16 years old……. The main thing is that i am very submissive. i love to be humiliated in any way, the more the better. The longest part of my life, at least since my puberty, i have one big dream: the dream of total submission. To feel Dominance at my own body that is my life dream….. maybe as for other the large lottery gain. Thereby psychological submission is the most important for me, but it is absolutely clear: Physical corporal punishment, physical pain and also cruelty belong to submission like the salt to the soup. To be let over my borders of the ability to bear hurt and pain will break my will completely at the end. To bear each physical pain, each cruelty is the natural proof of my loyalty and devotion for me.

Here is a small overview over my experiences:
• Bondage, also extremely and over hours
• Imprisonment, also in a tight box and in absolutely darkness over hours
• Being held for in a cage (also for long time)
• Nipple clambing aso very extremly and over long time
• Ball torture in many variations
• Cock torture
• Punish by whip and crop
• being a sissy slut
• working as sissy slut in a domme studio (thereby also cleaning all rooms after the sessions
• serving all the people in the studio and last but not least i had to give blow jobs *blush)
• pet playing (especially as dog)
• Nutrition by meal rests, also chewed
• being used as ashtray
• being used as cuspidor
• Mute attitude by gag or used panties or used socks (also for long time)
• being used as human furniture

But: sadly for more then 5 years i have NO practices..... i need, i need, i need....

please feel free to ask me what ever You/you want to know about me, i swear i will answer to all Your/your questions honestly!

And then there is my very special fetish:

i'm totally crazy about velvet *blush … but not only velvet, also other materials like chenille, angora or such soft and smooth material, but also curfy wool. i love it to be bounded and packed in that materials….. all the more around me so much the better… i confess – i love if there are much velvet clothes around my body, especially my head, or thick wool sweaters over and around my head….. so that it’s hard for me to breath….. and i love it to smell worn clothes…. Also all the more they smell so much more i love it……. So i love it to be totally surrounded from clothes of that materials, especially if they are worn and smell very extremely….. *blush

And of course i love very extremely smelling socks and panties……

... and here You can see some pics from me smelling worn clothes

My occupation:

i love my occupation, contrary to much people i know, i like to go work! i am the Teamlead of our Business Intelligence Team (have look here on Wikipedia what BI means)

Music, music, music:

i play drums since i was 15 years old..... until i was 30 i was a professional musician.... i played a lot of styles.. from jazz to rock, from funk to soul..... and i confess: cuz i had to live: also many dance music *LoL.... i played with Joy Fleming (for me the best german singer we have), Jennifer Rush (a very friendly person!) and a lot more.....
.... me in the crazy 70ties *LoL

and last but not least: my wife:

i love her much, normally i have to be a lucky boy, cuz i have her….. the only thing – she hate all my fetishes, she is a typical vanilla person… but i don't want to speak more about her, cuz i've learned now - babbling about my wife is only boring....

some other places i'm in:

And that's my profie there in Fetlife: velvetpiggie's fetlife

And that's my profie there in myspaceDomme: velvetpiggie's myspacedomme