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Victorious Heart's Interests
General
Some of my intrests include:
-Gardening
-Dancing
-Drawing/ painting
-Writing
-Working out
-Sun bathing
-Spending time with my friends
-Listening to alternative music
-Volunteering at the hospital in kidney dialysis
-Working PT
Music
I love alternative music...some of my fav groups include:
-Lincoln Park
-The Tea Party
-Disturbed
-Three Days Grace
-The Fall Out Boys
-Papa Roach
-Velvet Revolver
-Buck Cherry
-Beasty Boys & Retro 80's (Such as Depeche Mode, Eurasure and The Smiths)..LOL...Not alternative...but awsome just the same!
-Drowning Pool
-Devil Rock Disco
-Etc
Movies
Some of my favorite movies are:
-Electra
-Final Destination 1,2,3
-Malcom X
-Doom
-50 first dates
-Titanic
-Steal Magnolias
-The Breakfast Club (that 80's stuff again!)
-Horror movies
-Suspense and psychological thriller movies
-Comedies such as: Analyize this
-Love stories
-Dramas
And Loads more I cant think of right now!!!
Television
Some of my favorite TV shows are:
-Lost
-Invasion
-The Bachelor
-The Amazing Race
-Starting Over
-70's Show
-The Simpsons
-Bromwell High
-Trailor Park Boys
-Family Guy
-The War at Home
-South Park
-Trading Spaces
-Anything on the 'Life Network'/ 'Discovery Channel'/ 'History Channel' etc
-Dr. Phil...His shows have valuable topics!
-Supernatural
-Etc
Heroes
Some of my heros are the survivors in my online SRA group...their courage/ wisdom and determination to continue to heal from all the abuse gives me strength and hope.
About me:
BEGINNING IN JULY...I AM CANCELLING MY CONTRACT WITH MY PUBLISHER AND GOING ON MY OWN FOR MY FIRST BOOK AND MY SECOND BOOK WILL BE AVAILABLE SHORTLY (IN JULY OR AUGUST)... SO YOU WONT BE ABLE TO ORDER IT AT WWW.CJIWR.COM ANY MORE...INSTEAD YOU WILL HAVE TO ORDER IT HERE BY SENDING ME A MESSAGE IN MY INBOX UNTIL MY WEBPAGE IS UP AND RUNNING AGAIN...SORRY FOR THE INCONVIENIENCE.
I am 37 yrs old, a published author of my book: Unlocking Buried Secrets By: Victorious Heart.
You can VIEW & ORDER my first book at: www.cjiwr.com
The book is my story in chronological order of what I can remember of my life and the abuse. The back portion is set up as a workbook for the survivor to write in. This book is roughly 500 pages. I am presently almost finished writing my second book which is a spin off of the first. This book will be set up as an entire workbook with lots of information and writing excersises to help the survivor heal from the after effects of sexual and ritual abuse. *I have also included an entire section filled with the stories of other courageous ritual abuse survivors. I know this section will be very helpful. I am planning to self-publish this time and I hope to have this book out by July 2008.I want to promote my book to help survivors of sexual and ritual abuse. It is important to me to help others who have been affected by these kinds of devestating abuse and this is the way I have chosen to do it. I have used a pseudonym to protect my identity for saftey reasons. My hope is that I can in some way make a difference and let the survivor know that he or she is definately not alone. My wish is that this book will also help the survivors partner/ loved one learn how to better support the survivor as well as understand some of what the survivor is faced with in healing from sexual and ritual abuse. I have included the definition of ritual abuse and the ritual calendar in my first book and will be updating this information for my second book. You can view the topics covered in my first book at the website listed above. Some of the topics that will be covered in my second book are:
-Building Survival Skills
-Recognizing the Effects the Abuse Has Had On Your Life
-Self Esteem
-Getting in Touch with Your Inner Child
-Feelings
-Trust Issues
-Healthy VS Unhealthy Relationships
-Triggers
-Programming
-Dissociation
-Memories
-Confronting Your Abuser/ Cutting Ties with Your Family
-Loss
-Forgivness
-For Supporters of Survivors
*** ...My book is listed on many sites and a few of them are:
(*)Firewalker's Site: Link: www.high-self-esteem.com
(*)SURVIVORSHIP:(A support group and resources for SRA survivors)--> http://www.survivorship.org/index.html
I DO NOT RECCOMMEND SURVIVORSHIP AS A SUPPORT GROUP AS I DO NOT FEEL IT IS A SAFE GROUP BUT SOME OF THE INFORMATION THERE IS OK...UNFORTUNATELY MY BOOK IS STILL LISTED THERE...IF YOU CHOOSE TO JOIN THE SUPPORT GROUP PLEASE BE CAREFUL AND DO NOT GIVE OUT ANY IDENTIFYING INFORMATION...
(*)KWSASC:(KW Sexual Assault Support Center)
http://www.kwsasc.org/
(*)Hope for Survivors webpage: http://www.hope4survivors.com/AuthorSites.html
(*)S.M.A.R.T.-A Ritual Abuse Newsletter: (A support group for survivors of SRA as well as a news letter moderated and owned by Neil Brick)
*You can email him to join the group or news letter at:
SMARTNEWS@AOL.COM
A Personal letter from Edward Blackoff, Director of the multi-award winning documentary “INCEST A FAMILY TRAGEDY”.
Every day thousands of children suffer sexual abuse by family members and trusted friends. Little if anything is being done to prevent this terrible crime. It is the best kept secret in the world. Lawmakers refuse to take action. Enforcement authorities are stymied and solutions are ignored. What is needed is a campaign to bring this heinous behavior into the open. INCEST A FAMILY TRAGEDY is the best way to do this and I need your help to save our children. My film has undisguised molesters and survivors opening telling us what happened and how it was accomplished. Experts offer information on what works, what doesn’t work and what must be done if we are to put a stop to the rape of the kids. There is hope, it can be stopped.
I am starting a grass roots movement to spread the information. The strategy is simple. Become a host. Visit www. ShazzamFilms. com and order your personal DVD copy of the film. Invite 5-10 people to your home and watch the film. Afterwards hold a discussion about what you’ve viewed and urge everyone to get their own copy and do the same. Suggested discussion topics are included. All profits go to the Stop Incest Foundation which funds children’s advocates and filmmakers like myself who want to make a difference. If we chip away at this code of silence things will change and children will be safer. If you can not afford to buy the DVD, we will provide a free host copy.
Unfortunately my experience shows we can’t count on our politicians or our lawmakers. After all, children neither vote nor do they have control of their money and that adds up to being powerless. Its up to us to give their pain and violation a voice so that we can effect change through Community Action.
Sales of INCEST A FAMILY TRAGEDY will also enable me to start filming my next film, an in-depth study of 3 survivors of incest appearing on camera with
Dear friend, I cannot thank you enough for your kind support and friendship! Welcome to our ever growing family of friends. I'm really happy you have decided to become friends of the Wake Up (to child abuse) MySpace Music page. Just by adding us to your friends you have already demonstrated that you have a good heart and are willing to take a step towards ending the hidden suffering of so many.
We also dare to hope you will be able to persuade some of your other MySpace friends to join our just fight against child abuse by adding us to their friends too. The larger our family of friends becomes, the more people we will be able to reach and educate about this terrible ‘disease’ sweeping across the world which blights the lives of more children than you may imagine. Please take a moment to read some of the statistics on child abuse highlighted on our profile and within our blogs. I am sure you will be just as shocked and appalled as we are when you find out the full extent of this scourge.
The innocent children suffering such terrible abuse need all the help they can get. Increased awareness of this foul concealed crime will help to prevent more children living through the agonising torment which I was forced to experience.
I hope you have a great day and look forward to hearing from you soon with your views and comments on this important issue,
Thanks for the add! Beth Fehlbaum, author Courage in Patience, a story of hope for those who have endured abuse http://courageinpatience. blogspot. com Chapter 1 is online!
A Personal letter from Edward Blackoff, Director of the multi-award winning documentary “INCEST A FAMILY TRAGEDY”.
Every day thousands of children suffer sexual abuse by family members and trusted friends. Little if anything is being done to prevent this terrible crime. It is the best kept secret in the world. Lawmakers refuse to take action. Enforcement authorities are stymied and solutions are ignored. What is needed is a campaign to bring this heinous behavior into the open. INCEST A FAMILY TRAGEDY is the best way to do this and I need your help to save our children. My film has undisguised molesters and survivors opening telling us what happened and how it was accomplished. Experts offer information on what works, what doesn’t work and what must be done if we are to put a stop to the rape of the kids. There is hope, it can be stopped.
I am starting a grass roots movement to spread the information. The strategy is simple. Become a host. Visit www. ShazzamFilms. com and order your personal DVD copy of the film. Invite 5-10 people to your home and watch the film. Afterwards hold a discussion about what you’ve viewed and urge everyone to get their own copy and do the same. Suggested discussion topics are included. All profits go to the Stop Incest Foundation which funds children’s advocates and filmmakers like myself who want to make a difference. If we chip away at this code of silence things will change and children will be safer. If you can not afford to buy the DVD, we will provide a free host copy.
Unfortunately my experience shows we can’t count on our politicians or our lawmakers. After all, children neither vote nor do they have control of their money and that adds up to being powerless. Its up to us to give their pain and violation a voice so that we can effect change through Community Action.
Sales of INCEST A FAMILY TRAGEDY will also enable me to start filming my next film, an in-depth study of 3 survivors of incest appearing on camera with
The Stop Incest Foundation needs your support! Help protect our children!
Please let us know if you would be interested in volunteering with our organization. We are looking for people who would could sell our DVD's or host screenings of "Incest: A Family Tragedy".
