Art, Perry, Friends, God, Family, Nature, etc. When I grow up I wanna be like this women that I love:
Music
Boycott Indie 103.1! I love you, Dicky Barrett and I miss the best radio show EVER - the Might Morning Show! RANCID!!! Jane's Addiction, Nine Inch Nails, Tori Amos, Pearl Jam, Cinema Strange, The Cure, The Violet Burning, Bob Dylan, Rod Stewart, Elvis, Dead Kennedys, The Clash, Ramones, White Stripes, The Hives, The Strokes, Jet, Joan Jett, Black Crowes, Franz Ferdinand, Social Distortion, Reverend Horton Heat, Green Day, Ben Harper, VNV Nation, Depeche Mode, The Smiths, Siouxsie, Devo, David Bowie, Bob Marley, Madonna, Tracy Chapman, Red Hot Chilli Pepper, Johnny Cash, Dean Martin, The Doors, Violent Femmes, Elvis, Rolling Stones, Cyndi Lauper, Duran Duran, Psychedelic Furs, and many more
Movies
Too many too list, Drug Store Cowboy, The Outsides, Breakfast Club, SAVED, Pretty in Pink, Jesus' Son, Almost Famous, Gift, About a Boy, Party Monster, Angels with Dirty Faces, Nightmare Before Christmas, Girl Interupted, Fight Club, Harold and Maude, Amelie, City of the Lost Children, Dream a Little Dream, Heathers, Say Anything, So I Married an Ax Murderer, Beetle Juice, Edward Scissorhands, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Labyrinth, Lost in Translation, School of Rock, Interview With a Vampire, Eternal Sunshine of a Spotless Mind, Swingers, Dazed and Confused, Auntie Mame, Innerspace, Swing Kids, Dead Poets Society, Dead Man Walking, Life As A House, and anything with johnny depp, etc
Television
TV rots your brain! Adams Family, Groovie Goolies, Will and Grace, THE BUGALOOS, Land of the Lost, H. R. PufnStuf, Teletubbies, Sigmund and the Sea Monster and Lidsville
Books
Books that have changed my life: Anything written by Kahlil Gibran, The Outsiders, The Message, Lamb by Christopher Moore, Anything by Elizabeth O'Connor, The Artist Way by Julia Cameron! Pam's Blog: http://godmessedmeup.blogspot.com/
Heroes
My Dad! He is and was the most amazing man to have ever been in my life. I can't even put in to words how much he amazed me by what he made it through from his childhood, to wars, to living with us 4 women and still he loved us amazingly! My Mom! She is AMAZING! She too went through so much in life and still loves and gives and gives and gives to us! She has supported everything I have ever wanted to try! Emily because she is an amazing Super Mom, a dear friend, and has always loved me & treated me preciously no matter what I've ever done! Sheila for her dedication, passion, and the way she treats her girls! She is a Super Mom, too!!!! Chip and Carl for loving the women I love and for being dads to the kids I love! And cause they both are cool with me hanging out all the time (or whenever I can)! Tanya for all I remember her to be and all I hope to know in the future! Chelsea for her loyalty, how she is such a helper and her humor! Stephanie for her courage, attitude, and sarcasm! Hunter for his incredible depth, honor, and sensitivity! Hailey for her joy, kindness to others, and servant heart! Isaac for his strength, silliness, and cuddliness! And my Grammie who delighted the first 15 years of my life with support, encouragement, and love! To all of you! I love you and thank you for what you have blessed me with! I am honored to call you my hero’s!
Vivian loves life in Portland! Had a great last two nights! Check out Kelli in my playlist! Saw her this week at miss pizza & cried it was so good! YAY Friday! view more
About me: The 2008 Dreams and what I believe even though it could change tomorrow: I have learned that health is always harder but always worth it! I want to love and be loved! When I grow up I want to be a Wife, Mother to maybe Foster and/or Adoptive kids, Pastor (not a pastor's wife), Artist, Grief Counselor, Daughter, Sister and Friend. I want to always be surrounded and involved in the lives of teenagers. I want to always consider and add to my thoughts, beliefs, and opinions and especially consider the wisdom of the old and the young. I believe that Children and Elderly people are the BEST teachers, if you pay attention! I want to facilitate groups that use The Artist Way, by Julia Cameron, process on a continual basis. I want to take at least one class at Art Center in Pasadena. I want to work on movies and have my name in the credits some day. I believe in a three part God. God the Father, God the Mother Holy Spirit, and Jesus the Son. If you haven't met Jesus read Lamb by Christopher Moore. If you only know Jesus by the Bible read Lamb by Christopher Moore. If you are easily offended beware of Lamb by Christopher Moore but read it anyways! I want to worship God thought dance and art! I want to spend time in Italy, Cambodia, Vietnam, Japan, China, Ireland, New Zealand (with a visit to Australia to see the Drag Queens) and take a cruise to Alaska. I would like to live in NY in The Village for 1 to 6 months. These things are sacred to me so please don't try to bullshit me about them or make fun of them. These are the things I plan to pursue and only want to hear from you about them if you want to support and encourage me. And I do not want your opinion until I ask for it!
Also, I wrote this years ago when I first got on friendster, and have edited a bit, but it still totally applies: I love music, art, live shows, theater, movies, painting, drawing, working with crayons, being alone, being with people, hanging out with God, family, friends, x-boyfriends, protests, dancing, Hollywood, Boston, Portland, Denver, New York cause Kelly's there, London cause Jen's there, AZ and Hawaii cause family is there, the Dana Point Harbor where I get my wind kisses from God, punk-mod-emo-goth-rockabilly kids, church, my apartment, people and nature!
Who I'd like to meet:
Trent, Perry, Tori, and Tim Armstrong!
But really and most importantly my niece Tanya, when she's ready!
YES I got your voicemail! :) It was so funny and we will totally skype tonight! Haha. I have some friends coming over tonight for cake and maybe meatloaf for dinner. (Hahaha, I feel lame because I love meatloaf and I make mom make it for me every year) Hahaha.
I miss you and wish the family could be here to celebrate with me!
Just got a call from God, He said he lost an angel.. Shhh, I didnt tell him where you were, because I wanted to keep you forever ) Send this to all of your True Friends including me if I am one. I sent an angel to watch over you last night, but it came back. I asked, Why?... The angel said Angels dont watch over angels! If one day you feel like crying, call me. I dont promise that I will make you laugh, but I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away, dont be afraid to call me. I dont promise to ask you to stop, but I can run with you. If one day you dont want to listen to anyone, call me. I promise to be there for you but also promise to remain quiet. But one day if you call and there is no answer, come fast to see me. Perhaps I need you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk or how close you are and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you havent forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Twenty angels are IN Your World. Ten of them are sleeping. Nine are playing. One is reading this comment. . . Send this to ten friends, including me
thanks for the awesome compliment!! I miss you lots and was gonna try to make it up to Portland soon but I'm saving for NYC in October so I'm trying to focus on that. Don't forget to watch Rancid on my beloved Conan on Wednesday!
hey you... just wondering if you will be at home this sunday keith is gonna be playing his guitar there this weekend and i was wondering if you'd be there..... if not no worries..... i have been meaning to make a trip by the bridge maybe sometime this month........
selling the Falcon is a little sad, because I've had it forever and love it SO much, but I don't have the time or money to put into it. I've wanted to go to New York since I was 15 and now that I finally have a chance to go I'm gonna go all out, so I need the cash that the Falcon sale will bring me. I miss you Vivian!!!!
omg ...women.. (sad face) I cant believe you left already ...Try and make it to the rave....aww I missed you ...super sad... Have a great move call me when you settle in k.. xo Ayda
Viva was so much fun.. I took my stuff and vended at the car show.. I sold out on all my pinstripped purses it was amazing.. woohoo when you going to come over and hang out dont you miss me.. xo Ayda
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