Rachel Ann Ellis
5.19.93-7.19.08
The day you walked into my life, was the day friendship was given a whole new meaning.Hunny i have you to thank for that, I got a new nickname from you in 8th grade, Roni, and i still get called that, you mean the world to me and still do,you always put a smile on my face, even when we were mad at eachother. it kills me knowing that you were mad at me when you left me. Now i know that with your last breath you forgave everyone and i know your in a better place now. your with god, and the many people that have passed before you. This shouldnt have happend to you, i keep leaving you voicemails thinking that you will call me back, and then i breakdown when i think "shes never calling me back." I just want to see you one more time, to tell you i love you and im sorry, but i know your looking down on me writing this. I promise you this, we will be the nemo and dory in heaven, you better wait for me at the gates, you know how i hate to walk in places alone, i love you so much,this isn't goodbye,soo..
see you later.
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•She has a name it's Veronika.
•She likes it when you call her Roni.
•She was given that nickname by Rachel(rip)
•She lets pictures and lyrics describe her.
•She is a Sophmore at HCHS.
•She has a tattoo. It's in memory of Rachel.
•She may have the sudden urge to kiss you, be preparred.
•She has a thing for guys that are taller than her.
•She likes to wear her mans shirts to bed.
•She's a textaholic.[ask for the number]
•She is addicted to SugarFree RedBull
•She is oddly obbsessed with the Jonas Brothers:)
•She will make you love them, before too long.
•She wants to be just like Taylor Swift.
•She will tell you her opinions, the nicest way she can.
•She sits at the most energetic lunch table, ever.
•She's scared of knives, the dark, and being alone.
•She hates when people lie to her.
•She has amazing friends.
•She loves meeting new people.
•She's just a normal teenage girl, no different or any better than the rest.
yea,, we most def should hang. i got yur invitation for the bby shower. ima bring it to sckool and hopefully i see yu before 5th like i did tht one day so i can save like 40 cents and not mail it. lol. my house number is 212 1126. so yu can call me. or yu can txt me on dj cell. 869-7633. yu can call or txt.
i cant tell yu how many people have told me tht i better call them when im on my way to the hospital. lol. and im thinkin like,, how the hell am i post to call all these damn people. lol. i needa make me a list. haha.
its on a tuesday. november 18th. its at 6:30 - 8:30. i didnt kno tht yu worked. where do yu work at?. OH OH OH! dj has a job at KFC,, and he starts tomorrow. :)
and thnkss,,i hope ima be a good mommmy. i just cant wait to like see him. haha. i know im prolly gunna cry. haha.
im rly excited too,, i cant wait. but im scared though. like,, i dnt know why. but i just am. but i think tht once he's here,, it will be a lot better.
& i most def cant wait for the bby shower. OMG! lol.
So, I just got out of my appointment with Dr O'Nan and I just realized, your Mom works there xD I saw like three pictures of you on her desk and was like "Well someone obviously knows my friend Veronika" and Anita was like "Yeah, her mom Cathi works here." "Oooh." XD I felt like the biggest dork for not knowing your Mom worked there:P
Okay, I have brought yours to school several days hoping I would run into you.
Bring it tommorow and I'll bring yours.
You can meet me at the choir room or something.
And also, just because I ask nicely for something ive been asking for since last school year doesnt mean im trying to be an a-hole, so theres nothing to "just stop". We all have stuff we are going through, not just you, and i've tryed my hardest to be as nice as possible about this.
As far as I'm concerned since you seem like you dont even care about being friends with me, after i get my hoodie back and you get yours, we can never speak again and it wont make any difference to me.
Im sorry that your going through painful stuff, and I will pray for you, just like I do everyone else.
I just wish you wouldnt take it out on other people that havent done anything.
You seemed like you liked me last year, but I guess thats changed.
Oh well, write back if you feel like it.
God bless you.
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-Zach
(P.S. Please comment back so we can arrange exactly where to meet, thank you. )
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