People Watching, Sleeping, Motorcycles, My Kitty, Live music, Food, Negative...I am a meat popsicle
Music
Assemblage 23, Combichrist, Pain Station, Panzer AG, KMFDM, Neuromance, Front Line Assembly, Ministry, Excessive Force, Icon of Coil, Caustic, SITD, In Strict Confidence, Kraftwerk, Sielwolf, White Zombie, Meat Beat Manifesto, My Life w/ the Thrill Kill Kult, Wave Workers, Juno Reactor, FSOL, Alice in Chains, 80's, live music, Old Skool Electro ya heard!
random little things make me think of ya... like the back gate u would hold open with that random piece of rubber w/ hooks... and runnin over the snails. now theres a cement block....
i had some crazy ass dream about u last nite/this morning.... it was..... eerie. it still gives me the chills thinkin bout it.
miss u sooo much! this time of yr (fr my bday til new yrs) is especially hard cuz we're all getn 2gether & celebrating all kinds of stuff & not having u wit us makes things kinda sad.
had 2 c Nightmare @ EL Capitan without ya again. this time it was only there 4 about a wk. wasnt quite the same without ur goofy comments...but then again, nuthin ever is :)
some lady tried 2 kill me the other day on my way 2 wrk. decided 2 turn lft rt n front of me! hit brakes hard, swerved, managed 2 keep it up. got off & yelled @ her like a crazy woman. she jus kept saying "sorry, sorry" I WAS TOTALLY F*CKN FREAKED OUT!!! ive had a few close calls but that was the WORSE!!! :( got another car so ill b driving 4 a while.
u should c my niece now...she's sooo big. looks more like a 5 yr old than a 3 yr old :) guna b tall like her daddy.
yup there's a blk man n tha wht hs. my peeps won the election! nvr thought id live 2 c this day :) hopefully he'll make some changes 4 the btr.
well ive gotta go. havent been on myspace much cuz ive been so busy. wrk is slowing dwn on the 2nd job so ill have a lil more free time 4 a short while. gotta get caught up on stuff round the hs. bike show is coming up soon so we'll b ckn out the new stuff. cant wait!
its been awhile since i dropped by to say hi... i have chills down my spine thinking of you right now...so weird...i miss your crazy ass spirit always know what to say to give us a smile or a weird look on our faces lol... *sigh*
miss havin u here to take care of those things i dont wanna do. like gettin rid of big ass cockroaches that sit on my fish tank in my room! ya.... grossed me the fuck out. i did total girl thing and sorta shrieked and immediately stepped up onto the steps tool i have by my bed for lucky. not like it would do me any good, the damn thing was on TOP of the tank... but still. took me a good 5 mins to collect myself and think of a way to get rid of it with least possible chances of it touching me.
ooooo *shudder* uck. ya woulda been pokin it and stuff. damn u made it look so easy.
I haven't been on here n quite a while...been wrkn looong hrs...I'm pooped :( wish u wuda been here 4 my bday last wkend. not the same without u & that silly grin :) I've decided riding every day is not so much fun. maybe if it was a short distance like u did but 4 me its kinda far so...NOOO! been the passenger on the duc a few times & it feels pretty darn uncomfortable...kinda like ur r1 ;)...maybe i shuda got an sv...ha ha (it was a much btr ride) I guess I just gotta ride it myself & not b a passenger :-* miss u
I miss you.. :( right now im learning some 'life lessons' lol abt people.. and i know u'll kno exactly what to say to make me feel better by quoting Ali G and to tell ppl to go fuck themselves. :) keep rockin' up there.
last time i was here i got to come home to you and we left for maui the next day. i was so excited i almost left my suitcase at jfk airport. *sigh* over 2 years ago.
weird. in my dream that was sadly work-related, there was this one random moment where i was on aim and saw that you were online (except ur screen name was THOMAZ like ur myspace and not ur aim screen name)....
but i knew that it couldnt be.... the reality of life did not fail me in my dream. i just figured it was your mom or something. but it was creepy anyways -like the time myspace fucked up and said u had logged in on myspace.... ya.
miss you so much. flyin to france on tuesday - prob takin a taxi to fly away cuz no one wants to get up at 530a to take me. wish u were here to take me, give me emeh kisses g*bye. and then go back to sleep :)
love u and miss u so much emeh *muah*
ps. ill always remember those silly little kids on the plane lookin back at us .... and me sleepin with my mouth all open =/
sv sighting on woodman! i mean, i always see em and think of u but ya...
i still remember that time way back when u were followin me to my apt in altadena and u ended up ridin next to a silver one all the way to my exit.... so u went to post the sighting u couldnt figure out how to refer to me since u wanted to say u were followin me... i think we ended up just put "your girl" or something ;)
i miss you so much emeh
rumble rumble - your sv is still tops in my book :)
i got replacement sunglasses in the mail today. arrived in a nice little square usps box, stuffed with newspaper. not the same tho, the sunglasses i had before were the one we got in maui..... ugh.
hey i FINALLY sold the harley. i miss it though. there's nothing like that loud roar 2 let ppl know ur on the road :) now its just the scooter and duc so i hafta make the duc loud like that then it will b perfect :)
sucks emeh. went to beach, wave took me out, lost sunglasses i got in maui :( then later someone stole my purse which had keys and makeup.... so frustrating! people need to not take things that aren't theirs!
was thinkin of our first long ride thru oxnard when i was drivin up the 1. that was fun :) doin silly poses on the beach in full motorcycle gear, lol :)
happy bday, mr! i wonder what all of us would b doing 2nite 2 celebrate if u were still here. i sure miss ya :)
u know there have been all these butterflies around my front porch 4 the past few mths. orange & orange/blk 1's...really pretty. cool 2 walk out the front door & b surrounded by butterflies. reminds me of u cuz of ur memorial & the butterfly release it feels so peaceful :)
celebrated a 3rd bday 4 my niece yesterday. she's a wild child like u ;) so full of energy and life. def a hand full...ha ha.
there is some CrAzY ass lighting goin on right now. wish u were here so we could go to some random vantage point n watch it... listen to ur radio n stuff.
view from my bedroom window is limited by trees and rooftops
got my first legit usps pink slip notice thing today - wasnt nearly as fun or exciting as yours were. yours were so much better. i miss them. and you. and the i miss u tampon message
OMG, mr!!! I was riding hm fr wrk 2day and stopped at a light. this guy pulls up nxt 2 me on his bike, opens his helmet 2 talk 2 me & i almost fell on the ground...HE LOOKED JUST LIKE U!!! so much so that i was FREAKED out. the only diff was that he had long brown hair (it was coming out of the back of his helmet). DUDE!!! i'm still freaked out...
