I regard myself as being "abnormal", and will frequently jest that I'm "insane" and "mentally unstable", but do not really believe that as the truth. However, I'm leaning towards it ever since two nights ago, when I think I started to lose my mind.
I was at work, I had a piece of receipt paper, and for no particular reason, wrote the word "Yellow" on it with a Sharpie. Something didn't seem right. I wrote it again. Then again. Then once more, really large. I started to panic, for I was seriously questioning whether or not it was correctly spelled. I freaked out a little bit, and questioned as to whether or not it was actually a word. Finally, I questioned as to whether or not yellow is even a color. This all took place within the time frame of maybe fifteen to twenty seconds, but it was scary nonetheless. I asked a nearby co-worker if I spelled "Yellow" correctly. She replied "Yes", and my mind was instantly set at ease.
And now, all I can do is hope that this isn't this isn't a sign that I will gradually start to lose my mind even further in the near future. Wish me luck?
<P>Baby you're so random. lol. You will be fine. I kinda get like that when it comes to spelling, except I dont panic. I just write it over and over. Should I wish you luck? N e WHo. I Love You and the Joker you gave me.. more the Joker though. No just kidding. Okay It's 6:23 AM.... I'm gunna stop typing.</P><P><3Your Baby</P>