I had to face some demons lastnight.
For almost 2 years i had carried anger & despare,
in my soul. Witch i think help with some of my ANXIETY issues.
I knew i had to let that go.. & i did LASTNIGHT.
I'm not gonna get into the story....BUT.
Just let's say It's not easy bein' there for someone,
for 3 years,tryin' to hold & to be the shoulder to lean on.
Just to find out all that was understood.. was a lie.
MY WORLD WAS TURNED UPSIDE DOWN...
My mind was fucked up & i carried that around with me,
day & night.
SO i had the chance to NOT RUN but to face her & forgive her.
& LET IT GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've been tryin' to make steps to deal with my ANXIETY.
& that was a BIG one.
It's like the 12 steps of AA.. but not with booze.. but with self.







































