₪ ema ♠

About me:

Im a confused person. lost in this place inside my head, and i tend to be forgetful. I want to live from a new perspective, give me something to hope for. And if my insanity fails me, where am i gonna be tomorrow? When there is no one, nothing to hold on to? If you understood what I felt, and knew what I meant, would you stop me and help me? You're always full of good intentions, but you dont even know me. and to all my friends that try, and put up with my shit, i thank you, cuz im not easy to handle. I really love you guys and thank you for dealing with me day by day, especially when I get so negative, I know I can get pretty hard to deal with, but I thank you guys for just being there, yes especially dear spencer. I love you all you so much! you know how to make me smile and laugh. ~ i get to be pretty impatient, and have do be doing something, or i'll feel out of balance. i like to go out and just forget about my troubles. and i miss the whole scene, trouble/chaos scenario with my friends. thanks for ditchin me bitchez! lets see how you take my anarhist, punk shit on your ass! xD kat-e, that was for you, fuck california, im better. :p -sometimes walking away makes you better, break the other and smile. love me! love me! break their hearts! :] {I miss miss you spencer, i fukin love you, and yet im so indifferent. its not gonna change me, just as its not gonna change you. but i love you and thank you.}