Current mood:
loved
I do. And I gotta tell you... It fucking sucks. Not only does it make shit depressing, it makes shit hard, too.
I hate the fact that I had to move. Sure, it makes life easier for me.. But at what cost? I have to spend maybe 2 plus years out here. That's a long time to go without seeing Candice or any of my friends. Granted there will be those times where I go visit them or the other way around. But still, who knows when that will be? I don't. I know I can't go home for Christmas. I've been gone for only 3 weeks, but it feels like it's been a lifetime.
Now don't take this as me saying, "Fucking god dammit. I'm so miserable, kill me, please God."
No, I'm just saying that being without Candice and all my friends really sucks ass.
It's harder to sleep without Candice being right next to me. I miss everything about her, from her smiles to her heartbeat. I miss being able to hug her whenever I wanted. Holding her whenever she's near me. Just feeling her warmth. It's hard. It really is.
God dammit. I hope I really meet some people soon. Just so I can fill this void. I don't want to replace anybody... I just need something to hold me over until I can see everybody again.
I have an interview at sam's club in about 11 and a half hours.
I should be asleep. But I got to thinking I should write a blog letting the people who care know about what's going on in my life at the moment.
To Candice: I love you. I miss you. I want to see you again, as soon as possible. I promise I'll come back for you, God dammit, do I miss you. :'(
To all my friends: I miss you all. I'm not entirely what I can say here that'll sound all sweet and awesome. Just know I love you all and I miss you all.
That's all I got for now, I'm off to bed now. Good night.
-Wiggins-
just chill bro everything will fall in place. just give it some time dude. its wierd with u not around tho for real. keep ur head up dont go emo on me now.
Hey man, it will get a little better in time, hope u meet some cool ppl that don't suck so u aint so fuckshit bored lol. Idk what it's like personally, but it can't be easy.
When u get ur xbox hooked up we can play some shit together, lemme know if u buy any new multiplayer games i'll try to get it. my collection is lacking as I usually don't play it much.(fuck ffxi)
Anyway man, just letting u know I care, and hope u feel better.
We miss you too. I know that Candice does (and I'm sure that you do, too) and not a day goes by that I don't mention you or think of something that reminds me of you. So, just know that we're thinkin' 'bout you. And hang in there, 'cause soon thou shalt see thine girl, and all shall be well.
Hey wiggins. i known you for like 1,000.. years .lol . not really but close.. and i know how u feel about moving and leaving your true love behind but there will be a time when u will see her.. See i'm moving in december and theres this guy i just met and it feels so hard to leve now casue of him .. i dont have much friends anymore cause all the skaters move along time ago.. but i thought i was happy that i was moving but not anymore after seeing this dude . Bu just be strong and think of all the good times you had and if you didnt have good times like me just punch the wall or drop kick a kid in the face.lol. (dont do that). but just think of all the times u did have fun and think how much more fun u will have with other friends just smile k .. will have a super great day we all gonna miss u .
your friend since the fifth grade,
VroN- (aka) Veronica
Christopher Walken frowns upon your sadness...Just look
http://www.rosenbaumcreative.com/walken/gallery/images/dogs1.jpg
do i know what your going though i had to do the same thing when my parents split up i had to move. i lost the girl i love! i know it sucks so much to move where you know nobody. it REALLY SUCKS i know. just hang in there it will all work out in the end.
Dear Wiggins,
Fuck your couch my good sir. And Shoopeth the Whoop!
P.S. Fuck yo dad's mower, we don't even got that shit no more.
Yours Truly,
The Black People
i kind of know how you feel. i was in a relationship with a girl i rarely saw. we werent far away, but her parents forbade her from seeing me, so we had secret dates, which was hard when neither of us had vehicles. while i dont fully get your situation, i understand the way you feel. hang in there man, and tell bob he's a bitch for not letting me know to come over on you last hangout night.