William Pansky is Awesome

About me:

"I would rather live the way I want to, than die without ever having lived."

My name is William Erik Pansky.

Comment Me.

I'm 22 years old.

I grew up in Redwood City, Ca - though I currently reside in Granbury, Tx.

My life basically consists of going to class, working, and being at home.

I'm a huge nerd.



I smoke cigarettes and drink beer, don't bitch at me about it.



I love graphic design, photography, and the arts - mainly digital forms such as photomanipulation and illustration, as well as combining those and forming mixed media pieces. I am well versed in both Adobe Photoshop, Illustrator, InDesign, and Dreamweaver CS3; I'm currently studying in Final Cut Pro, and hope to soon learn more about Flash.

I own and operate a freelance design studio: PROGIKTdesign

You can visit my online art galleries either in My Pics section or on my DeviantART profile.

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“We as Christians believe that God is eternally existent, meaning that God exists in an alternate reality or conceptualization of time – eternity. That is to say that God has always existed, is existing and will always exist. That God exists within human nature’s correspondence of time, but outside human comprehension. Meaning that God created Life inside a set barrier of time; however, is observant and omnipotent outside the barrier at the same time.”

My head was spinning.

“How is this possible?” I asked. “How can an entity exist eternally through all aspects of time? How can a being continue persistently since when and until forever again?”

The man, again, sighed.

“Oh, David… You are asking all the wrong kinds of questions. In fact, you should not be disputing this at all. You must have Faith and simply believe what is put forth here.”

“Why?”

He shot me a look of disgust. That question seemed to spark a sense of distrust in him. He looked upon me with those luminous green eyes for a few moments, coupled with multiple sighs.

“David, you must not ask such a thing.”

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There was an acrid silence in the room for a few minutes; I could taste it on my dry and cracking lips. The doctor sat there in his wooden chair, staring at me intently. I tried hard not to make direct eye contact; however, the more I tried to keep my focus forward, the harder it became to look away from him. I fully knew that only a few moments had passed, though with the wretched stench of the prolonged silence, it felt like years had gone by.

“So…”

“Yes, David?”

“You are telling me that I am not at liberty to question Christianity? That is what you just said to me, right?”

“Yes, David, you are absolutely correct. Once you question the very beliefs of the system, then the system itself fails to exist. You cannot simply ask this or that out of curiosity, you must be steadfast in the Faith and believe.”

“…Blindly, I assume?”

“You are not blind if you believe, David. Believing is simply a feeling of assurance in what is true. That Christianity is the absolute truth and anything but that is blasphemy, a sin in it’s own right. In a way, having Faith is clarity in your sight, whereas questioning, in fact, is blinding. Does that make sense?”

“In a way… I suppose.”

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