i am interested in moving to Europe for a year, maybe longer. i have no particular taste for reckless abandonment anymore. i like the idea of the soul carrying the seeds of our actions - emotionally, spiritually - and thus forming a unique perspective to call our own. i am interested in learning more about stillness, meditation, foreign languages, nomadism, astronomy, filming, pursuing Christian practices with an Eastern zen-like understanding.
i love the sound of a guitar, drums, strings, an honest voice. i love the freedom of creativity. i want to live, surrounded by the awareness of energy that exists between, within each moment and breath, and to know that this is existence in the fabric of God. i like to meet people who haven't accepted what they see as the way it should be, that we as a beings, can do far better to expect so little. im pretty quiet too.
Music
the honest, the magic, the loud, the delicate, the holy spark.
foreign films, classics, black and white, 60s samurai mostly.
Waking Life, Old Boy, 25th Hour, Rumble Fish, Naqoyqatsi, Last Tango in Paris, Polluck, Love Liza, Brain Candy, One Flew Over the Cuckcoo's Nest, Network, 21 Grams, Beerfest, The Elephant Man
Television
too much, far too much of nothing.
Books
currently reading The Real Frank Zappa Book by Frank Zappa. and i must say, its amazing, possibly the best book i have read in a while.
About me: "Life consists in learning to live on one’s own, spontaneous, freewheeling: to do this one must recognize what is one’s own—be familiar and at home with oneself. This means basically learning who one is, and learning what one has to offer to the contemporary world, and then learning how to make that offering valid." - thomas merton
"Although we have been made to believe that if we let go we will end up with nothing, life reveals just the opposite: that letting go is the real path to freedom."
-Sogyal Rinpoche Glimpse After Glimpse
Hey doodles. I'll miss you we should stay in touch. Hope you becoe famous sometime. :) I got your message too Best wishes to u as well buddy. We just got a place with 7 acres it's awsome. moving next month tear of exciting new memories all the way around. ttyl Jess
you should totally come see my new very racy, theatrical, musical, stand up thingy this Sat at bongo after hours theatre.. check out my page for details. if you wanna come I would advise advance purchase as it has been selling out.
Uhhh...YEAH!! This is like Hum, Failure, Earth, Windmills, Explosions, and NIN decided to blend their sperm and the best qualities of each created this. I am overwhelmed with more than joy. Let me mess around with the tracks. What is great is I can't lock onto anyone influence for very long. This is really great and important work.
