"And I dont care what they say, Im in love with you, they try to pull me away, but they dont know the truth... My hearts crippled by the vein that I keep on closing, you cut me open and I keep bleeding, LOVE!"
Female
18 years old
sanford, Florida
United States
As of right now, my intrest dont really have time in my life. They really dont seem to pop up much, but maybe going to the beach and laying in the sand. Or going to a rink and skating in a circle. The movies, and late nights without Ryan, never seem to please me! I pretty much just work or spend time with Ryan or my mom. I dont really have time for my friends anymore. Which is sooo sad, but I need to do what is right for me. And I need to watch my back before it gets stabbed
When it comes to music, I listen to everything except rap, I cant stand the shit, and I always think of someone else wanting to only hear that shit! My music to rap goes as close as lil wayne and snoop dawg. But thats pretty much the genre. I like to chill by the beach side maybe listening to some kenny chesney or maybe even jordin sparks, and then there is still time to have a pocketful of sunshine!
Movies
My movies vary, from comedy to horror, action to suspence and thrillers. My all time fav is Knocked up! But that is just to name one... Honestly, I really dont have any other favriotes... Just now read my Television section and tell me what you think
Television
No show beats FAMILY GUY.... well maybe the simpsons... But I like them! I also like what not to wear, channel 13 news, the local news and weather. I like VHI... I loved the show hogan knows best, but its not on anymore! I like the baby story, and anything to do with babies or brides! HENCE::: BRIDEZILLAS!!! hahaaaa... that show is sooooo funny! And I cant forget HOUSE or THE DISNEY CHANNEL! But I really dont watch tv much anymore
Books
I dont really like to read... Maybe some mags... or tabloids. But then when I heard that one tab where it said that george bush was doing cocaine in the white house, I wanted to kill that reporter or editor one... because who has that low of a life to lie about the president, and if he were doing drugs, he would have constant red eyes, and he would always be scratching himself, I mean cmon get real, are you serious??
Heroes
ha... what the hell is a hero? Well my mom... for never leaving me and never giving up on me. My dad for helping out with conciving me, and being a newll county firefighter.. Im so proud of him. My fiance Ryan, who has been there for me during the thick and thin. My brothers for putting up with me, and my grandma, for always trusting that God will help us out of anything, but also realizing that support your values and bills is more important then supporting your clothes in your closet
Ryan Sweeatheart... I cant wait to get to Michigan, I cant wait to see how you lived with your friends and teritory! Please make time go by faster! I love you
Hi... I am ! I am engaged to , whom is the love of my life! I love everything about him with the exception of his crazy mom! I am 18 years old currently living in florida where I am proud to say I am born and rasied. My mom is Laura Lewis, and My dad is Frank Wishon. I have 3 brothers robert, cody and Ben...
In life I learn that the good lord will givith and the good lord will takith away.
I try to be unselfish and I try to let things slip on by, But then I get fed up and I wont let people track there mud on me for much longer. I am generally kind, easy going and outgoing, I try to always stay honest and mature about every single situation. I dont steal, I dont lie. I dont do anything to get me into trouble with anyone. I dont cheat and I dont run around. My time is very valuable that shall not be wasted.
I live my life to the fullest or at least I try. I try to advoid drama because, HELLO PPL... were not in High school anymore! I have a job, yet have a common obsession in spending money too often, in fact today was a sad day, because I had to cut up my bank card. I wanna try to set money aside and put it in the bank.
Ryan is my heart, body, mind and soul. We have been together since December 5, 2007. He has tought me so much, between being cool about every situation, and always staying on track. He is there for me when I need him, and even though we occasionally argue, we eventually see past every bump in the road. When My heart is down and out, he cheers me up by his smile and his kiss. He is has never hurt me in such an unbearable way. Even though his mother tries to tear us apart, there is nothing, not one thing the world could do to break us down... and shake our relationship up.
My mom is mainly my best friend, there have been times when I wanted to ring her neck, but then I know that there is nothing she would do to destroy my life...[hence, she aint alberta]
Life in the fast lane can eventually get boring and maybe sometimes just down right dreadful, and with the price of gas, its not as valuable as buying a gallon of milk. My life is full of ups and downs, hell I might as well be on duealing dragons at Universal. My pain hardly ever overcomes my triumphs... And in the end, all I really have is me! I am a stronger woman than that, I dont believe in giving up, because if I were to do that... what reward is there in that?
I pretty much basicaly bottle my feelings up and then break down when I have had enough, which is never good. And I am sorry to annonce that, Florida doesnt have nothing on me!
In the end, all I have is me, and all I will ever need is the clothes on my back, the roof over my head and the food in my stomach and ryan, the love of my life!
My father currently lives with my stepmom and younger brotehr cody in west virginia, I guess he thought he had nothing left here. I dont ever blame him for leaving! Because I dont hold grudges, but there have been times when all I wanted to ever do was cry because when My dad could have been around for me, he wasnt! But I love my father for him, and I am so proud that deedee is my stepmom. Life cant get better than haveing 4 gratious parents to love and take care of you! My dad has his own life, and I dont try to ruin it, Hell I think of him as the smart one because he got out of Florida as soon as he could. Besides, the country side of west virginia still stands to be more beautiful then the beaches of florida. My dad has not abandoned me which I thank him for, and even though I havnt seen him in over a year, I know that he still loves me. Our phone converstations are good, and times when I want to share the day with him, and know I cant is what gets me. I dont have my father like I want. I dont have a man in my life to tell me right from wrong. But its okay because Even though my father lives 1000 miles away, I still feel his love flowing down with the eastren wind everynight from west virginia right here to my heart in florida. My dad has chosen his own path, that doesnt really include my say so, but its okay because I know at the end of the day, I still know my father!
My parents got divoreced when I 3 or 4 and they seperated at the terrible twos of my life. Sixteen years apart and I still know that they will always agree on one thing... having two beautiful babies together. My parents may have there differences but its no use to argue. There bones to pick have reached there ending point. And now that I am 18, I know that there thankful that they dont have to agree or talk to eachother over anything ever again. Even though there not together, I can still say I have two wonderful parents that love me for me. That have never left me emotionally... maybe physically for the exseption that my dad has left me for west virginia! I cant complain because there is nothing I can do to make him come back. I know that he will never come back to Florida. So thats why Im getting the hell outta dodge and on the midnight train to no where!
deedee my stepmom and joe my stepdad, there the greatest ever, they treat me as if they are the one to give me birth. I was always treated like there daughter. I was never pushed to the side because they didnt physically have me. When you ask either one, dee or joe they will both tell you that they have 3 kids.... Cody is deedees biological son and ben is Joes, But they both say that Robert and I are theres too! I finally have closure with my parents, all 4... beacuse I know that they will love me indeffinently and never push me away. I call joe dad and when I refer to deedee ever, I call her my mom! And ppl get confused because they ask HUHHH???? I thought laura and frank were your parents, and I say yes they are... But deedee and joe are my parents too... And I love refering to them as mom and dad!
So when I lay down at night, knowing that I dont have to answer to nobody because I know what its like to be a stronger woman then my mom, and a more heartfelt person than my dad! I will never leave, I will never stray... My love for my family will never ever change!
So I have 3 brothers, and 4 parents, I have a finace and I have 2 grandparents that are there for me! Mawmaw and pawpaw... My mom is my best frined and the one I look to for advice, and my dad... well I will always be his baby girl! My fiance, loves me for me... and he cant wait to meet the other half of my heart lies in the appalation mountains! I love you all... and goodbye!
Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows, only time?
And who can say if your love grows,
As your hearth chose, only time?
Who can say why your heart sights,
As your live flies, only time?
And who can say why your heart cries
when your love lies, only time?
Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be ,in your heart?
and who can say when the day sleeps,
and the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart.....
Who can say if your love groves,
As your heart chose, only time?
And who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time?
My baby, before we met while he was still in detorit!
Courtesy of Chris[ryans friend]
Who I'd like to meet: To whom it may concern, I want to meet someone who has enough guts to say the shit they say behind my back to my face. Because if they cowar down and are afriad to stand up to you, then there just chicken shit themselves. I want to meet someone who has enough dignity to actually stand up to me when they talk there shit... along with John Cena and CMpunk... hahaa!
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Ey this is JTE of the WDB askin those who got a min to come show some luv to the WDB page and let us kno what tracks are hot and what tracks are not. what we do next is basically determined by what you think. and dont forget to check out the groups members's myspaces and peep their tracks: D-Mart, Lo, J.43, and ya man JTE. thanks
Thanks for the add and the support. i hope that you enjoy the music as much as we enjoy making it. keep checking back for new things going on. peace and god bless. Mercy Make sure you get the mixtape The Last Supper-Leftovers .
What Up What Up Homie! Definitely Appreciate the Add. Hoping Your Enjoy the Music. Drop A Line Of What You Think. I Would Greatly Appeciate It. Stay Up And Keep It Locked. New Mixtape On the Way!
I use to sit on my ASS all day and I was making $21.00 an hour and I gave out tips,"shut the hell up", and stay outta my jail you P.O.S." but everyone has to start somewhere. when I was 18 I was making 5.22 an hour at the county coloring the street with yellow and white lines. So have fun make the flow while u can and enjoy life. LOVE YA DAD
yeah i've gotten told that i look like her alot yeah thats what i looked like in 9 grade before i started getting really sick a put some weight on and i had smaller boobs back then i was only a C now before pregnancy I was around a 40 D if not bigger. I so wish i looked like that again.
well i'll back you up no matter what. Your my best friend [that i never see]. Wee need to see each other more often, I'll come over tonight if you want me to.. I would like to..
