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Christian - other
Zodiac Sign:
Cancer
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omg that is so damn true. its like a quick fix, but when its over everything goes back to how it was. i think im just an easy booty call for him because he knows imma always make myself available for him. He gives me FALSE HOPE everytime he comes over here. he cares until he hits, then after that he is all of a sudden so busy and have things to do. then if i say something, he makes me feel like im crazy and nagging. he plays me for real, he knows exactly what to do. i have tried deleting the number, but everytime he calls or txt, it brings me back to square 1. i'm really trying to keep it moving because i know he's not gon change and its gonna be the same thing no matter what i do or how hard i try. i get all the signs and i know better, but i dnt know y i cant let go of something i know is bad for me. he really only contacts me late at nights via txt because he never really calls. he comes over, then leave the next morning. he leaves me feeling used, lonely, and always wanting more. i keep hanging onto the past thinkin he is going to change. i know i need to let go and i am truly going to try. he makes me feel like he has someone else and im not good enough. ugh! i hate feeling like this.
I'm trying, but it hurts. its just I cared about him so much and I cannot let go. I dnt want him to be with another woman because I want him to myself. i know i cant changed him, but the ones you want are not always whats best. I'm tryna be strong and just leave him alone. Having sex with him does not make it better either. UGH! I feel like the only time he talks to me is when he wants some, and my dumb ass do it. he really dnt even call, he just text. i dnt let no other nigga do that. i dnt why i let him.
Remember always that loving someone is a great gift to yourself, not only them. And that even love not openly expressed, when allowed to flow, can heal. Love & Peace Noreen
God Bless all of those who gave their lives for the precious freedom
they believed in....my father and my Uncle are war veterans..God Bless
all of those who lost family members in service to their country~*God Bless UR steps~*
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