No facebook for me. :( All of my friends have left for it though! I tried it in the past and hated it and I know, I know - everyone swears it's better now. But it's blocked at work and I don't have a computer at home. Thanks for the bday wishes though! I've been thinking about you a lot for some reason the past week. How is everything?
haha well yeah. I mean comparative to all the others I've ever dated or thought about dating, that's probably a good start haha but yes, I think it's a good thing she's about a year and a half older
I think if anything, this one would work with the distance. Oh and did I mention she is older than me? for a change, haha.
and she's been through a lot of like shit in life. losing family members and what not, so she doesn't seem like the type that would take anything for granted, like it seems my exes did with me
I'm feeling pretty good about it though, we'll see what happens
yeah, I totally understand, it's been like that with myself and Erinn now. she was the first one to admit she liked me, which I thought about it some, and I was like, well I like you too. and I do. I'm just trying so hard to hold back and not let myself get carried away in it. I think a big part of it was timing. She was there for me when I was in a bad mood and thought I was honestly going to cry, and she made me feel happy again. Like truly happy. and it was just her, no one else, nothing else. that and she's probably the sweetest girl I've ever talked to. like so incredibly nice, a lot like myself.
It's just crazy to think back a few days to when she added me, that it would turn into what it has already. and it has that distance factor too, that you and Tom have gone through pretty much the whole time
haha thanks. I'm just trying not to move too fast, cause that seems to have always been a problem of mine, well at least with the first one.
and like no offense, but it was Tom. I haven't really known him to show a ton of emotion haha, at least not in the same way that most others do. he has his own thing LOL
but yeah, like she was telling me how she couldn't stop thinking about me and stuff.. it was just really nice to have this feeling that I haven't felt in well over a year now
But actually this reminds me a bit of the thing you and Tom had in the beginning (or at least I assume).
This girl, Erinn, added me on facebook the other day (Friday maybe?) and I was curious as to why, cause I didn't know her and she was from nowhere near me (Minnesota), and on top of that all, I found her quite attractive. well later on she IMs me on that facebook chat, we start talking.. realized we were a lot like each other so fast forward to last night. I was having a shitty day with that whole robot project thing and what not, so my status from last night (not in a good mood...). well she starts talking to me, all concerned and everything, and you know we just keep talking. before I realize it, like 4 hours had passed (it was about midnight) and I hadn't eaten anything since like noon, so I was starving. so she gets off the computer and I go eat and then we started texting. I ended up being awake till about 4am just laying in my bed talking to her for about 2 hours through text.
and she made it known that she liked me a lot, and that I was "an amazing person" and all this. and like the more I talked to her, the more I felt the same about her. it's weird I've never connected like this with someone in such a short time
*breathes* boy that was a long ass comment, sorry about that, but I think I've just been wanting to tell people about it haha :P
It just randomly started hurting tonight! I put some drops in and took some pain reliever, it seems better for now; if not, calling the doc in the morning to try for more antibiotics =/
tell booger butt i am very proud of him. he was an angel at my mom and dads last night. i didnt get to tell him because he fell asleep on the way home and was gone already this morning with dennis by the time i got up. happy easter!:)
That's really sweet - I would have got choked up too. Here is one for ya - Elijah can write his name and different letters now and he can mostly read - but I guess I didn't realize how well. He called me into his room and had written on his magna doodle deal "I luve Mom." He said "I didn't know how to spell "mommy" (which is what he calls me.) So so sweet. I guess I'm just scared of losing that. I see my nephew, who is 8 or 9 and a complete turd - I want my little boy to always love his mommy.
Sometimes....<br />Just kidding!!<br /><br />I still might, if I remember to of course. I'll probably forget cause I'm getting ready for a job fair thingy (and I have to dress in like a full suit. ugh) and then I have class at 11, and then around 1:30 I'm leaving here to pick her up at the airport. So there's a lot on my mind lol.
I know. I've seriously (and I mean fo'rizzle - hahaha) cried almost every single time I've thought about it. I had to call today to get details on the graduation and was all choked up at the end of the conversation. Then I cried a little while texting family about it - it's ridonkulous, I'm not even pms'g!! HAhahahaha!
This is my 1st go round with a veggie garden. So far I have 4 little bell pepper plants a growin (maybe 3 whole inches tall so far) and 9 tomato plants. I hope the green thumb deal is hereditary - my dad and Nana could grow anything! We get a lot more hot here than cold which I'm thankful for!
She is just really sick today - I'm guessing this is the worst. They explained that they longer you are taking the treatments the more the chemo builds up in your system, so she still has some of LAST treatments chemo in her and had another treatment 2 days ago. My dad asked me to go check on her - she apparently fell in the middle of the night and can't make herself anything to eat because she's so weak. She has no appetite so it's hard to get her to eat. When I get off work I'm going to buy all of her favorite things to eat so maybe she'll have something. This was her last treatment though - so if she can just get through this things will pick up for her.
No facebook for me. :( All of my friends have left for it though! I tried it in the past and hated it and I know, I know - everyone swears it's better now. But it's blocked at work and I don't have a computer at home. Thanks for the bday wishes though! I've been thinking about you a lot for some reason the past week. How is everything?
Happy Mothers day
haha well yeah. I mean comparative to all the others I've ever dated or thought about dating, that's probably a good start haha
but yes, I think it's a good thing she's about a year and a half older
I think if anything, this one would work with the distance. Oh and did I mention she is older than me? for a change, haha.
and she's been through a lot of like shit in life. losing family members and what not, so she doesn't seem like the type that would take anything for granted, like it seems my exes did with me
I'm feeling pretty good about it though, we'll see what happens
yeah, I totally understand, it's been like that with myself and Erinn now. she was the first one to admit she liked me, which I thought about it some, and I was like, well I like you too. and I do. I'm just trying so hard to hold back and not let myself get carried away in it. I think a big part of it was timing. She was there for me when I was in a bad mood and thought I was honestly going to cry, and she made me feel happy again. Like truly happy. and it was just her, no one else, nothing else.
that and she's probably the sweetest girl I've ever talked to. like so incredibly nice, a lot like myself.
It's just crazy to think back a few days to when she added me, that it would turn into what it has already. and it has that distance factor too, that you and Tom have gone through pretty much the whole time
haha thanks. I'm just trying not to move too fast, cause that seems to have always been a problem of mine, well at least with the first one.
and like no offense, but it was Tom. I haven't really known him to show a ton of emotion haha, at least not in the same way that most others do. he has his own thing LOL
but yeah, like she was telling me how she couldn't stop thinking about me and stuff.. it was just really nice to have this feeling that I haven't felt in well over a year now
I'll just comment you here :P
But actually this reminds me a bit of the thing you and Tom had in the beginning (or at least I assume).
This girl, Erinn, added me on facebook the other day (Friday maybe?) and I was curious as to why, cause I didn't know her and she was from nowhere near me (Minnesota), and on top of that all, I found her quite attractive.
well later on she IMs me on that facebook chat, we start talking.. realized we were a lot like each other
so fast forward to last night.
I was having a shitty day with that whole robot project thing and what not, so my status from last night (not in a good mood...). well she starts talking to me, all concerned and everything, and you know we just keep talking. before I realize it, like 4 hours had passed (it was about midnight) and I hadn't eaten anything since like noon, so I was starving.
so she gets off the computer and I go eat and then we started texting.
I ended up being awake till about 4am just laying in my bed talking to her for about 2 hours through text.
and she made it known that she liked me a lot, and that I was "an amazing person" and all this. and like the more I talked to her, the more I felt the same about her. it's weird I've never connected like this with someone in such a short time
*breathes* boy that was a long ass comment, sorry about that, but I think I've just been wanting to tell people about it haha :P
:O!
I can hear again!!!
No more ear infection!
-knocks wood-
Happy birthday hunny bunny baby butt!
thanks! I've been really good. :)
That is so sweet - makes the fence that much cooler too. :)
I KNOW!
It just randomly started hurting tonight! I put some drops in and took some pain reliever, it seems better for now; if not, calling the doc in the morning to try for more antibiotics =/
he always reads out loud to me. i need to hear the words so I know he is getting them right. what a booger!
Happy Easter girl!
Awww, thanks Bree :)
tell booger butt i am very proud of him. he was an angel at my mom and dads last night. i didnt get to tell him because he fell asleep on the way home and was gone already this morning with dennis by the time i got up. happy easter!:)
OMG... Did I really say that.... I forgot I di say that...LOL!
That's really sweet - I would have got choked up too. Here is one for ya - Elijah can write his name and different letters now and he can mostly read - but I guess I didn't realize how well. He called me into his room and had written on his magna doodle deal "I luve Mom." He said "I didn't know how to spell "mommy" (which is what he calls me.) So so sweet. I guess I'm just scared of losing that. I see my nephew, who is 8 or 9 and a complete turd - I want my little boy to always love his mommy.
Sometimes....<br />Just kidding!!<br /><br />I still might, if I remember to of course. I'll probably forget cause I'm getting ready for a job fair thingy (and I have to dress in like a full suit. ugh) and then I have class at 11, and then around 1:30 I'm leaving here to pick her up at the airport. So there's a lot on my mind lol.
Ha, well ok, I'll tell her. She'll be like WTF? And then I'll explain it and it won't be as weird.
Haha, even though you don't know her.
I know. I've seriously (and I mean fo'rizzle - hahaha) cried almost every single time I've thought about it. I had to call today to get details on the graduation and was all choked up at the end of the conversation. Then I cried a little while texting family about it - it's ridonkulous, I'm not even pms'g!! HAhahahaha!
This is my 1st go round with a veggie garden. So far I have 4 little bell pepper plants a growin (maybe 3 whole inches tall so far) and 9 tomato plants. I hope the green thumb deal is hereditary - my dad and Nana could grow anything! We get a lot more hot here than cold which I'm thankful for!
Maters are in the ground - hoping for babies in the near future!
She is just really sick today - I'm guessing this is the worst. They explained that they longer you are taking the treatments the more the chemo builds up in your system, so she still has some of LAST treatments chemo in her and had another treatment 2 days ago. My dad asked me to go check on her - she apparently fell in the middle of the night and can't make herself anything to eat because she's so weak. She has no appetite so it's hard to get her to eat. When I get off work I'm going to buy all of her favorite things to eat so maybe she'll have something. This was her last treatment though - so if she can just get through this things will pick up for her.