Juicy Princess

About me:

MY DAUGHTER KATELYN IS THE BEST THING IVE EVER DONE!
shes the light of my life.

im a very easy going person. i say whats on my mind most of the time...i think i have a good filter though. i wont intentionally hurt someone...but take what i say personally. if i say it, i mean it. if you piss me off, ill call you out. im told that im a bitch...if saying what i think makes me a bitch, then so be it. i wont lie to you. i can be loud and i can be quiet. there are many sides to me. one minute ill be laughing and talking loudly with my friends and the next minute ill be shy and observant. im a good person. im not high maintenance, but i certainly do need attention...just as everyone else does. i love to laugh and play with my friends. i love love. im a hopeless romantic. i want to find the one that i can be proud of. i dont want to find someone that simply makes me melt. any guy can make a girl melt. i want to find the one that will make me feel silly and awkward and rediculous inside...if he also makes me melt, well then ive found my soulmate. i would die for the ones i love. dont mess with my mind or my heart and dont lead me on. its cruel. I HATE LIARS!! i dont like drama and silly highschool crap. i had enough of it in highschool...were all adults here. i dont like fake people, especially fake girls. i also dont like people who bring others down. i dont like mean people. i HATE when people latch on to those who are doing well in life and bring them down. i stay true to my friends. they are everything to me. mess with 'em and youll have a problem. i dont like being by myself most of the time. im a very loyal friend. im friendly, loving and passionate. i love hugging my friends. i love cuddley hugs and barefeet. i like being close enough to my friends so that im touching them. im very silly and giggly. im fun and im easy to get along with as long as you dont get offended easily. ill defend myself and my friends 'til the end. i get along with just about everyone until im given a reason not to. ive had too many "hollywood" personalities in my immediate surroundings. just be real with me. i want to meet the REAL you. no representatives, please. i have a very low tolerance for mean people. dont play games with me, you will lose. leave the bitchassness behind. i have a really low tolerance for stupidity. im really nice and that gets taken advantage of more than id like. i dont mean to make myself sound perfect. i most definitely am NOWHERE near that and i dont pretend to be. i dont judge others, so dont judge me. be nice to me and im nice to you. if i believe in something ill stick by it until i win. i stand up and fight for what is right. i dont let unjust actions go unspoken. sometimes i screw myself over when it comes to trusting people too easily. im a big sweetheart...if youve wronged me, all it takes is an "im sorry" from your heart and i will melt. overall, im too trusting too fast. i used to say that i trust people until im given a reason not to...i now see how very backwards that is. i hate when people tell other peoples secrets. its a fucking privilege to know something private about another person...cherish the trust! i tend to hang out with more guys than i do girls. there arent a lot of girls i would choose to hang out with. girls for the most part are catty and mean. i like when people can call others out on their idiocy. lets see, whats else...i stay away from violent people. taking violence too far is utterly rediculous to me. i dont like guys that stir up trouble just to look like a "tough guy". you look ignorant and stupid! its not sexy.

you know what i really friggin hate? just because of my religion, i automatically get judged. many people ive come across think that just because im a scientologist, im supposed to be perfect. i shouldnt drink, i shouldnt smoke, i shouldnt swear, i shouldnt dress provocatively, etc. im still ME!! scientology as a religion doesnt change you as a person...only YOU can change you. there are a lot of silly rumors about scientology and scientologists...and until you know about it for real, as in taking the time to find out about it for yourself (and that doesnt include reading stupid shit on the internet from rediculous sites) and actually understand fully what its about, dont fucking judge me or anyone else. you have no place and no right to even speak on the subject. dont even get me started on the tom cruise thing...he was in love! he was being goofy and silly! if you think hes insane for expressing his love in a big, silly way then then maybe you need to pull the stick out of your ass. he was having fun. im sure youve done silly things like that too. stop all the judgements, people! we dont judge christians, catholics, jews, etc. who really cares what we believe in? religion is personal...lets just get the eff over it and have a good time already!! :o)
im replacing what was bad in my life with good and im doing a pretty darn good job of that. my friends are the most incredible people you will ever meet.

my friends are some of the most important people in my life. you would love us!


MY BESTIES ARE: (in no particular order)

KELLY-youre the most amazing person...our connection is unbelievable and i love you so much. thank you for always telling me like it is.


ERIC-youre a rare breed. i love you always. you are the most incredible father and the most wonderful friend. truly a bestfriend.

WENDY-you are the best friend ive ever had and always will be. you are extroardinary and you are exquisite.

DOMI-you are the most genuine man on earth. period. youre my favorite male to talk to about everything.

ALE-sfigato...enough said. hahaha i love you. come home. i miss you so much.

RANDY-i love picking your brain...youre the most brilliant person ever. our coffee talks are some of the best times ive ever had. so simple, so fun.

SALLY-youre the most beautiful person inside and out. i love our talks. aint nobody gon' poach my squirrel, betch!

JEREMY-que bonito osiiiito! i like sleeping in parking lots with you...id do it anytime as long as im with you.


AMBER-you make me giggle. i love your silly dances. you always make me laugh.


DENISE-i love our late night talks. youre such a calming personality. i cant wait to have you here in LA so that i can be selfish and keep you to myself! i love you more than i love cookie dough...and i certainly love you way more than a fat kid loves cake.


FEDE-fedeRIco...un bacio. you beautiful italiano!

ARAY-take off, hoser! get out you knob! i love you oh, soooo much! come home. we need you, we miss you.

DAVE-ill never be able to keep my hands outta your hair. i just loooove smooching you! hehe



TO MY INCREDIBLE AND AMAZING FRIENDS: you are my world and my family. thank you for everything. youre beautiful and you are all that i could hope for.

WHAT I LOOK FOR IN A FRIEND: i look for intelligence and wit. i have a huge thing with eyes and hands. they say so much about a person. i really do believe eyes are the window to someones soul. im a pretty good judge of character. i dont always get it right...but for the most part i can see if youre fake. i like real people. i look for your inner nerd. let it out people! theres nothing wrong with being a geek. i also look for how honest you are, what your integrity is like, what your moral code is, etc. i will only accept people in my life who strive to be the best they can be and are open to bettering themselves. also, can i just say that it really, REALLY freaks me out when my guy friends hit on me...please dont do it. it could potentially ruin the friendship. i wont be an asshole to you if you do, but i wont know how to be with you. after i tried to be with my best guy friend and was denied, i made a pact with myself that i would never again hit on one of my friends and i wouldnt allow them to hit on me. i tried dating a friend once...it blew up in my face and now hes a complete asshole. we were friends for many years too. its sad, people! DONT DO IT!! there are only a couple friends i have that could hit on me and it would be okay. ;o) well, maybe... hahaha



dont hesitate to send me a message. i love to meet new people and i love a good conversation. one more thing...im not interested in "hooking up" on myspace. to those of you who want to actually start a conversation with me, please dont just send me a message saying, "hi beautiful." although its flattering, what would you like for me to say back? challenge me!

i have a GIGANTIC fetish for tattoos, piercings, black eye liner, tight pants, boys that are 100% rock, dark hair (black in particular) and light eyes. i absolutely adore the rock persuasion. everything about it is sexy. theres nothing sexier than a musician who has REAL talent. i love guys with hot hair, hot style.
i like a good challenge. as much as i love getting everything i want, it does get old. im sure i would hate to not always have my way, but it sure does keep me on my toes and keeps things interesting. if im being a brat, i need to be called out. that doesnt mean you have to be a dick about it though. most women will push guys to see how much it takes to break you. we want a MAN. we need an alpha-male. that doesnt mean you have to get in bar fights and "defend our honor" just because some guy is looking at us. fighting is so not a turn on...we know its necessary sometimes, but please steer clear of it whenever possible. getting arrested isnt exactly sexy. men, take notes. most women are like this and wont admit it...but here is what women want. MYSTERY! AFFECTION! ATTENTION! mix it up! be nice. be your awesome self, but dont give it all away too fast. dont feel like youre playing a game with your girl...LIFE is a game. as long as you arent playing from a dark place just to get a piece of ass, its aaaalll good. everyone plays games whether you realize it or not. most people dont know how to play the game correctly. DONT BE FLAKY....

i enjoy a good rock show...if you want to hear an excellent band, go to www.myspace.com/rundevilrunmusic. RUN DEVIL RUN is my favorite band. their shows are incredible and they are the most amazing people you will ever meet. im honored to call them my friends.
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i was a kindergarten and first grade teacher. that was an unbelievable experience. not too many people my age can say theyve been able to teach a kid how to read his/her first words. or teach a kid how to do math for the first time. part of what i loved most was seeing the parents get involved and take an interest in how their kid(s) were doing with their studies. the expression on the parents faces and the joy in their voices when they hear that their child has graduated in indescribable. it was the most rewarding experience of my entire life. i adore kids. they are our future. treat them right. educate them to the best of your ability. dont let them go out and do stupid things...but you cant keep them sheltered either. try to teach them through your own mistakes. have the know-how to be the parent first and foremost, but you must also be a safe terminal. be their friend. make it okay for your kids to talk to you about anything. wouldnt you rather hear about things theyre doing from them, rather than someone else? you must have trust there. protect your children at all costs!
A LITTLE MORE ABOUT ME: i modelled professionally for many years. i was in all kinds of magazines such as teen, seventeen, cosmo girl, details, detour, angeleno, italian vogue, YM, YM prom, etc. catalogs (mostly foreign), and was in a music video for Adema, called "Giving In". i was also in the Poets & Pornstars' video, called "Rock and Roll" (im the one getting her boobies signed by Hal...ha! good times).
ADEMA!

Adema - Giving In



POETS AND PORNSTARS! |

Run Devil Run just finished filming a music video for their single, "Dance All Night". i was one of six tribal, desert nymph dancers. the experience was amazing! the day was insanely long, but all worth it! the video is currently being edited and should be released hopefully soon. ill have it posted on my page as soon as im given the go-ahead by the band.


arrite you guys...here it is! the completed music video from Run Devil Run...enjoy! im the one with the long black hair...NOT THE SHORT BLACK HAIR! thats joanne...




i did an internet site called theromp.com which is now shut down. it was like the maxim of the computer. the other site i was on is WWW.JUICYCOUTURE.COM. i think my 2 biggest accomplishments are juicy couture and the music video. my 3 biggest goals in modeling were to 1.) be one of the victorias secret girls. 2.) be one of the guess girls. 3.) be on the cover of cosmo the september 2006 issue. but obviously that cant happen anymore. i thought it would be cool for that issue because when my mom was a model she was on the cover of cosmopolitan september 1976. that would be exactly 30 years later. shes also 30 years older than me. rad, right?!

to view my online portfolio, please go to www.modelmayhem.com/alixx p.s. i rarely ever check it...its not very up-to-date.


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Alex -- [adjective]: Fuzzy to the touch DO NOT TRY TO POST YOUR FLYERS IN MY COMMENTS! IM NOT HERE TO REPRESENT FOR YOU! however, this does not apply to my closest friends. 19 OnePlusYou Quizzes and Widgets in may of 2007 i married eric toohey at mama gaines' house in the sunland hills. it was a beautiful location that our friend amanda put together. she had a vision and she created it. it was a masterpiece. eric and i had the highest honor of having HARVEY SCHMIEDEKE (RIP dear harvey) as our minister. sadly, i had food poisoning from the night before at the rehearsal dinner. it hit me HARD and quickly. right after the ceremony we did the whole picture thing. right after pictures i scampered upstairs to get my dress off and lay down. i was so sick that i couldnt get out of the bed i fell asleep on. i couldnt get up til about 10:30 that night. once i got up, eric and i drove to newport beach and spent the weekend at a beautiful hotel. i was bed ridden most of the trip, but we still had a great time. in october of 2007 i had a beautiful baby that eric and i named katelyn aurelia toohey. she was absolutely perfect looking. i was shocked. i thought she would be all wrinkly and squishy looking...she had smooth, perfectly pink skin. women...i highly suggest an epidural. it truly is gods gift to women. anyway, katelyn and i spent two days in the hospital and then we got to go to grandma jeans house! YAY! the first couple months were an emotional roller-coaster for me. it was really hard on eric and i. i was going through crap, eric was going through crap and even katelyn was going through crap. its not as easy as one would think to have kids...even if you think you know how hard it will be, YOU DONT. its worth it, but its rough. katelyn is currently 18 months and shes as gorgeous as ever. she has her first "boyfriend"...her favorite male (other than daddy of course) is tom "domo" domaracki. he was the first male she smiled at immediately and he was her first non-familial kiss. she basically tried to make out with him. very cute. her favorite word is "daddy". she loves to dance. she loves the sound of her uncle jeremys voice. she brightens up everytime she hears him sing. if he plays guitar in front of her, shell run over and try to help him play and will sometimes try to sing along. its incredible. she is very much a princess. she has eric wrapped around her little finger already. hes effed later on! hahaha! in march of 2008 eric and i decided to call it quits on our marriage. it was a very long and very sad process for both of us. it wasnt always easy, but we never talked about anything upsetting in front of katelyn. were still very close friends. we love and adore each other and always will. hes definitely one of my best friends. theres no one word to describe eric. sure, we bicker on occasion, but it doesnt last long. we will always be friends. april of 2009...ive gone through a lot since eric and i decided to get a divorce. ive made friends and lost friends. ive had a lot of drama and no drama. im currently seeing ( i guess you could say...) an amazing guy named ryan. hes from australia. hes the singer and guitarist of an incredible band called MELOTIA. what else...i had a breakdown recently, which ive never really had before. lucky for me i called an amazing friend and she consoled me for about half an hour. i love you jackie freeman! ive not had this much go wrong all at once before. but, im a fighter. i know ill pull through it all. i dont know how to fail. no matter how bad you think you have it, someone else almost always has it worse off than you do. remember that and sometimes it can help bring you peace of mind for a moment. i recently stopped talking to some people who are not ideal for me to be friends with and things turned around for me immediately! it was really strange the way it happened. so, as of right now im incredibly happy with the way things are going. oh! i was recently in a runway show, and i totally ate shit in front of a lotta people. nobody cared, but i was still super embarassed. i also really effed up both my knees. i cant walk properly on my right leg cuz of my knee. it sucks. :( but other than that, things are pretty great! :) its now may of 2009...as i write this, im in stinky arizona. this state should seriously be condemned. my friend david and i are going to put up yellow caution tape around all the borders. did you know that there are BITING black ants here?! what the EFF is that?! so retarded. i havent been bitten, but i hear it hurts like a biotch. anywho...im here til thursday. FRIDAY NIGHT...get your butts to the HOUSE OF BLUES on SUNSET! run devil run will be playing a FREE show! oh yayerrrr! what other news...my birthday is 4 and a half months from now...YAY! I WANT TATTOOS! i feel myself growing more and more cold as a person. ive lost faith in marriage...ive lost faith in having more kids. ive almost lost faith in love. im open to having my mind changed on all of this...but its not likely. im not the same happy go-lucky girl anymore. ive changed a lot recently. some for the better and some for the worst. good things should only happen to good people...im a good person and bad things keep happening. one fucken thing after the other. life gets better and then something happens to fuck it up. STOP COUNTER-INTENDING MY SHIT, PEOPLE! its really bumming me out. june 2009...im not seeing ryan anymore. im moving to arizona. i think this will be good for me for awhile. i can work on myself. not much is new at the moment... thats the latest on my life...