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[[Crystal Lynae ♥] MY BIRTHDAY IS JULY 12th !!! ♥
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- ♥ Bartlett, Illinois, US
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Details
- Status: Single
- Here for: Networking, Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends
- Hometown: ♥ Home is where my Loved Ones are.
- Orientation: Straight
- Body type: 5' 7" / Slim / Slender
- Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
- Religion: Jewish
- Zodiac Sign: Cancer
- Children: Someday
- Smoke / Drink: No / Yes
- Education: Some college
- Occupation: =] . Being kinda Cute.. and Dorky
Latest Blog Entries
- Jun 30, 2009 3:22 PM come find me
- Jun 12, 2009 9:13 AM ends the sorrow
- Jun 2, 2009 8:41 AM for me
- May 29, 2009 10:24 PM SOME INFO ABOUT MEEEE
- May 14, 2009 10:35 PM fire
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About me:
Condemnant Quod Non Intellegunt
They Condemn What They Don't Understand..
>I feel like Im stuck in a caccoon, waiting to become a butterfly.. so i can fly away and someday be beautiful to something.
Beautiful tragedy
COME FIND ME
Im here
lost within my emotions for the present and the past
where are you dear?
as these relections in the water resemble a feeling
that i feel. that never seems to last.
as the rush of the winds
cast over the waters surface
these racing thoughts in my mind
allow me to ponder my purpose
Much like a wave, a ripple in the water
my search for you
proves to be my hearts falter
as many come and go
and the ones that choose to stay
could never possess your ability
to take my breathe away
As in a dark and dreary autumn night
where the leaves surrender to the street
My heart stands with reason,
it must accept the loneliness, of being incomplete.
For this is my life, and i follow, as it runs its path,
These feelings become second nature.
Time overwhelms me within its wrath.
As I give every part of my soul,
this bridge i travel transcends,
this leaves my heart without control,
before I know it, this feeling ceases and ends.
To where I must find you, there is no way to look furthermore.
My soul is only following the footsteps
to the one im destined to adore.
Exhausted, sitting on this empty bench
thinking back to what led me to this deserted space
all these strangers beckon, around me
but none possess that precious face
and through this, i grow blinded,
from what im jaded to see
my thoughts are reminded
as the street lamps flicker before me.
Theres a void,one desire I'm missing
as this day succumbs to night
my memories stray remincesing
these emotions begin to feed the light
In this journey my hearts felt astray
however it contradicts,
knowing, To find you, is to find my way
Still, being there was never a guarantee
In the back of my mind
I was hoping you'd
Come find me
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First off Id like to make mention this is in the process of revision, and secondly id like to make note that I am in no ways trying to insult or offend anyone. Im just purely stating my thoughts. please try to be open to various opinions. =]
My name is Crystal.
Im 5'7"
Im Nineteen. And I will be Twenty in july.
& As well I am a go getter.
Im revising this thing again
AS I age I notice my thinking changes on alot of things.. alot of whats written here is from my "past" thoughts.. some still apply, some have been withdrawn, as life goes on you live and learn. Living each day to the fullest sometimes can be a struggle. but why let the little things get you down. I notice as a "youngin" You look for people to please you, for love to guide you , and for money to make you successful. and as these things be partially true, ive found it to be just another escape route. people look for love so they dont have to look for themselves, people hide beind their wealth because they know thats all they are worth.
Im no longer looking for anything to make me happy but myself, and even though it might take time to let go of alot of misconceptions, its better off living your life for yourself then to live for anything or one else.
Never give yourself up for anyone who isnt worth you
once you sell yourself short
It gets harder to create the same face value as you once had before
I dont wait for things to happen I make then happen.
Im a firm Believer in fate and karma I will Never do you wrong, I have good intentions. Most people say im the nicest girl they ever met.. but ill let you be the judge =]] i dont hold grudges..I try to keep my relationships regardless.. im a peaceful person.. drama sucks. I try to stay positive even though bad things occur often in my life Through struggles I believe it makes You a wiser person and stronger. You wont always be the best looking the smartest or even the most talented but if its what you love then who cares you live for yourself. No body else. work at red robin in bloomingdale =p
I am a "say it like it is" person... I love quotes. and poems .. I want to write a book one day. Im currently going to school in the fall for nursing. Humanity is of great importance to me.& I dont need people to be happy but i like them around.
I like being around people that are chill. not stuck up or think that their better then anyone else. If you get embarassed at all for any reason i dont thinking well get along . because u care what people think.
Ha I think people think im crazy. and i quite frankly dont care. oh & I almost forgot when I get in my pms mood im extremely sarcastic and im a smartass. =p but most of the time im cuddly and warm and love the huggs
I love rock / alternative music. but i also love hip hop and classical .. =..
I like being outside and in the middle of the night. I have insomnia so beg ur pardon but ur awake in the morning. i think thats weird. lol
i wake up early when i have to. I do what I have to do. If I think it will make my life better i do it. I dont care what others goals or motivational drives are, regardless ill follow my own path and do what i want to do. but i encourage a persons dream.
if a guy decides im not cool enough for him then id like to question which god says hes on a higher pedestal then me. if i remember correctly from the bible every man is created from the same flesh and bone so what makes that one man more superior to me.? nothing just an ego.
so have fun with that. and tell me, how far mister ego gets u in 10 years. I dont think very far. youll live ur life by societys standards to whats right whats wrong whats "embarassing" whats "cool" and youll never be you . Enjoy being the prisoner of todays and tomorrows to the commercial way of living. =] i live by whats morally ethically right and by what makes me happy and free. not barred by a standard.
I know Im a pretty girl. But I also know Im not the prettiest. I have medium length hair and long hair with extensions lol. Of course granted I look better with long hair but whatever.. I cant make it grow overnight so I have to grin and bear it. I think even though Im not the cutest thing in the world I have a good personality and Im a dime piece just for that.
Many people think i lack intellegence. I love silly notions of know it alls who actually know nothing but a blink of an eye. they see what they'd like to see but dont notice details. I think those are the people that sit aside blindsided most of their lives until its too late. I pity your soul. Grab a book maybe youll learn to look outside the box. god bless youfor you have not blessed your own life.
Oh and by chance I do love and adore god. =] im not a weirdo about it . not that its weird to love god or anything im just not ocd with the matter. I just say a littkle prayer every night so my family is safe and healthy and happy and thats just the basic necessities of life i think matter.
I do make a wish every night regardless at 11:11. call me a sucker in believing wishes actually come true but I hope that maybe fate will occur. I believe in destiny and everything happens for a reason. there has to be a reason. god has reasons for everything I just hope at the end of my life i find the reasons. I know I have a reason for being. I know I will change things. ♥
I believe in love. and I believe love is the utmost important thing in this world if you live your life without love you live it sad anbd alone . I believe that once i find someone that i love. its a forever love . nobody matterss in my eyes just that one person. Its just seeing blank faces everywhere and the only one that could ever make me look fast is them the only one i could ever look into their eyes and know everythings ok is theirs. I just havent fdound anyone who makes me feel that way who makes me feel like i have that secuerity that passion. so I deny the ones that dont spark in my heart. waiting for the one who will.
sorry guys =] you can still try =p
im a deep person. my thoughts race alot of the time.
Im happy when I want to be, sad when i couldd care less.. I dont flatter myself..I have gone through more in my lifetime then the average 19 year old. but I know god makes us go through things we find challenging to make us wiser and stronger. Im goofy Im funny Im real. I laugh sometimesto hide the pain or when im nervous and ramble on IM A HUGE DORK, i smile alot. I dont want to be someone else. Im content where i am I just wish big and want something more. My heart is full of love i just want to love something important. if i choose to care for u. its real. I dont act like I care. I just do or dont .. im a nice honest person. I love writing and reading and the park hah.. music is my love, quotes i adore.i love working out and swimming.. I live to love and love to live. i love that peaceful feeling..when u know everything will turn out ok. I try not to stress myself. dont bring me drama, i dont put up with people that whine too much. I hate people that cry over things they can change. just get up brush urself off.. and live. i hate fear but thrive on passion . passion makes u alive it makes u feel. the ony thing stopping you is the doubt you have within let it go this is your fist & last chance at this life do it how u want and with no regrets I DEMAND respect, itll take alot for you to be trusted by me. I am predictably spontaneous youll have to find out what happens next i guess =] Books: Emerson-- Self reliance The Romance of Tristan And Isuelt The Lottery Rose Heroes Gods and gods of the greek myths Poetry by Andrew Marvell Poetry Of John Donne And All the Love Poems Books Are residing in my collection Dante Always ur love. Crystal ♥
My name is Crystal.
Im 5'7"
Im Nineteen. And I will be Twenty in july.
& As well I am a go getter.
Im revising this thing again
AS I age I notice my thinking changes on alot of things.. alot of whats written here is from my "past" thoughts.. some still apply, some have been withdrawn, as life goes on you live and learn. Living each day to the fullest sometimes can be a struggle. but why let the little things get you down. I notice as a "youngin" You look for people to please you, for love to guide you , and for money to make you successful. and as these things be partially true, ive found it to be just another escape route. people look for love so they dont have to look for themselves, people hide beind their wealth because they know thats all they are worth.
Im no longer looking for anything to make me happy but myself, and even though it might take time to let go of alot of misconceptions, its better off living your life for yourself then to live for anything or one else.
Never give yourself up for anyone who isnt worth you
once you sell yourself short
It gets harder to create the same face value as you once had before
I dont wait for things to happen I make then happen.
Im a firm Believer in fate and karma I will Never do you wrong, I have good intentions. Most people say im the nicest girl they ever met.. but ill let you be the judge =]] i dont hold grudges..I try to keep my relationships regardless.. im a peaceful person.. drama sucks. I try to stay positive even though bad things occur often in my life Through struggles I believe it makes You a wiser person and stronger. You wont always be the best looking the smartest or even the most talented but if its what you love then who cares you live for yourself. No body else. work at red robin in bloomingdale =p
I am a "say it like it is" person... I love quotes. and poems .. I want to write a book one day. Im currently going to school in the fall for nursing. Humanity is of great importance to me.& I dont need people to be happy but i like them around.
I like being around people that are chill. not stuck up or think that their better then anyone else. If you get embarassed at all for any reason i dont thinking well get along . because u care what people think.
Ha I think people think im crazy. and i quite frankly dont care. oh & I almost forgot when I get in my pms mood im extremely sarcastic and im a smartass. =p but most of the time im cuddly and warm and love the huggs
I love rock / alternative music. but i also love hip hop and classical .. =..
I like being outside and in the middle of the night. I have insomnia so beg ur pardon but ur awake in the morning. i think thats weird. lol
i wake up early when i have to. I do what I have to do. If I think it will make my life better i do it. I dont care what others goals or motivational drives are, regardless ill follow my own path and do what i want to do. but i encourage a persons dream.
if a guy decides im not cool enough for him then id like to question which god says hes on a higher pedestal then me. if i remember correctly from the bible every man is created from the same flesh and bone so what makes that one man more superior to me.? nothing just an ego.
so have fun with that. and tell me, how far mister ego gets u in 10 years. I dont think very far. youll live ur life by societys standards to whats right whats wrong whats "embarassing" whats "cool" and youll never be you . Enjoy being the prisoner of todays and tomorrows to the commercial way of living. =] i live by whats morally ethically right and by what makes me happy and free. not barred by a standard.
I know Im a pretty girl. But I also know Im not the prettiest. I have medium length hair and long hair with extensions lol. Of course granted I look better with long hair but whatever.. I cant make it grow overnight so I have to grin and bear it. I think even though Im not the cutest thing in the world I have a good personality and Im a dime piece just for that.
Many people think i lack intellegence. I love silly notions of know it alls who actually know nothing but a blink of an eye. they see what they'd like to see but dont notice details. I think those are the people that sit aside blindsided most of their lives until its too late. I pity your soul. Grab a book maybe youll learn to look outside the box. god bless youfor you have not blessed your own life.
Oh and by chance I do love and adore god. =] im not a weirdo about it . not that its weird to love god or anything im just not ocd with the matter. I just say a littkle prayer every night so my family is safe and healthy and happy and thats just the basic necessities of life i think matter.
I do make a wish every night regardless at 11:11. call me a sucker in believing wishes actually come true but I hope that maybe fate will occur. I believe in destiny and everything happens for a reason. there has to be a reason. god has reasons for everything I just hope at the end of my life i find the reasons. I know I have a reason for being. I know I will change things. ♥
I believe in love. and I believe love is the utmost important thing in this world if you live your life without love you live it sad anbd alone . I believe that once i find someone that i love. its a forever love . nobody matterss in my eyes just that one person. Its just seeing blank faces everywhere and the only one that could ever make me look fast is them the only one i could ever look into their eyes and know everythings ok is theirs. I just havent fdound anyone who makes me feel that way who makes me feel like i have that secuerity that passion. so I deny the ones that dont spark in my heart. waiting for the one who will.
sorry guys =] you can still try =p
im a deep person. my thoughts race alot of the time.
Im happy when I want to be, sad when i couldd care less.. I dont flatter myself..I have gone through more in my lifetime then the average 19 year old. but I know god makes us go through things we find challenging to make us wiser and stronger. Im goofy Im funny Im real. I laugh sometimesto hide the pain or when im nervous and ramble on IM A HUGE DORK, i smile alot. I dont want to be someone else. Im content where i am I just wish big and want something more. My heart is full of love i just want to love something important. if i choose to care for u. its real. I dont act like I care. I just do or dont .. im a nice honest person. I love writing and reading and the park hah.. music is my love, quotes i adore.i love working out and swimming.. I live to love and love to live. i love that peaceful feeling..when u know everything will turn out ok. I try not to stress myself. dont bring me drama, i dont put up with people that whine too much. I hate people that cry over things they can change. just get up brush urself off.. and live. i hate fear but thrive on passion . passion makes u alive it makes u feel. the ony thing stopping you is the doubt you have within let it go this is your fist & last chance at this life do it how u want and with no regrets I DEMAND respect, itll take alot for you to be trusted by me. I am predictably spontaneous youll have to find out what happens next i guess =] Books: Emerson-- Self reliance The Romance of Tristan And Isuelt The Lottery Rose Heroes Gods and gods of the greek myths Poetry by Andrew Marvell Poetry Of John Donne And All the Love Poems Books Are residing in my collection Dante Always ur love. Crystal ♥
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Love ceases to be a pleasure when it ceases to be a secret.
♥?♥?♥
&& I Only sometimes Drink alcohol
BECAUSEE IT IS AAAAAA
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Love ceases to be a pleasure when it ceases to be a secret.
♥?♥?♥
LIKES
-SPORTS
-THE BEARS
-THE CUBS =P
-MUSIC
-ROCK/ALTERNATIVE BABY
-I LIKE HIP/HOP/TECHNO
-MOVIES/ FUNNY/SUSPENSE/DRAMA [[Bring Me To A Scary/Gory Movie & Expect the worst. ]]
-THE PARK
-ART
-SINGING
-PARTIES
-THE GIRLS
-LOVE
-BEACH
-POOL
-WORKING OUT
-FAMILY
-GUYS ON OCCASION
-DANCING
-WRITING
-SHOPPING
-HAVING FUN
-TV/ FAMILY GUY/KATT WILLIAMS/CARLOS MENCIA/ & ANYTHING FUNNY
DISLIKES
-LIARS
-THEIVES
-GUYS THAT JUST WANT TO GET IN MY PANTS
-USERS
-ABUSERS
-CONFORMISTS
-PEOPLE THAT LACK COMMON SENSE & KNOWLEDGE
-PEOPLE WITH NO TACT
-EGOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- ANYONE THAT DECIDES THEY WANT TO CHANGE ME BECAUSE THEY
DONT LIKE THE WAY I ALERADY AM. SORRY HUNNY AINT HAPPENEN!
-SPORTS
-THE BEARS
-THE CUBS =P
-MUSIC
-ROCK/ALTERNATIVE BABY
-I LIKE HIP/HOP/TECHNO
-MOVIES/ FUNNY/SUSPENSE/DRAMA [[Bring Me To A Scary/Gory Movie & Expect the worst. ]]
-THE PARK
-ART
-SINGING
-PARTIES
-THE GIRLS
-LOVE
-BEACH
-POOL
-WORKING OUT
-FAMILY
-GUYS ON OCCASION
-DANCING
-WRITING
-SHOPPING
-HAVING FUN
-TV/ FAMILY GUY/KATT WILLIAMS/CARLOS MENCIA/ & ANYTHING FUNNY
DISLIKES
-LIARS
-THEIVES
-GUYS THAT JUST WANT TO GET IN MY PANTS
-USERS
-ABUSERS
-CONFORMISTS
-PEOPLE THAT LACK COMMON SENSE & KNOWLEDGE
-PEOPLE WITH NO TACT
-EGOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- ANYONE THAT DECIDES THEY WANT TO CHANGE ME BECAUSE THEY
DONT LIKE THE WAY I ALERADY AM. SORRY HUNNY AINT HAPPENEN!
&& I Only sometimes Drink alcohol
BECAUSEE IT IS AAAAAA
ATTENTION!! FAAAKKKKERRRR ALERT! =]
..http://www.myspace.com/sexyheatherchicago
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Who I'd like to meet:
someone to call my own.FIRST OFF--
I Like Guys That Are A: White ( No offense not racist just my preference Im sorry =[)
B: Tall With A Decent Build
c: Medium Brown- Dark Hair =]
Not trying to be rude but Im getting asked so I thought I should answer. Thanks! =]
Candor Dat Viribus Alas
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