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  • Amanda Portera

  • 19 / Female
  • tonawanda [716], New York, US
  • Last Login: 1/5/2010

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    ive made mistakes in my life, ive let people take advantage of me, and i accept way less than i deserve. but i've learned from my bad choices and even though there are some things i can never get back and people who will never be sorry, i'll kno better next time and i wont settle for anything less than i deserve.

    ..laugh when you can, apologize when you should, let go of what you cant chance, kiss slowly, play hard, forgive quickly, take chances, give everything you have, no regrets. life is too short to be anything but happy..





    EVERYONE GET-




    [x] music
    [x] shows
    [x] halo
    [x] dancing
    [x] singing
    [x] shopping
    [x] sleeping
    [x] cosmetology
    [x] guys
    [x] jack daniels
    [x] sparks


    i do anything to get what i want
    i fight till the end
    i never give up on anything

    people i fucking hate:
    anyone who lies
    anyone who cheats on me
    anyone who uses me
    anyone who talks shit and cant back it up
    anyone whos trying to stop me from getting what i want.
    if anyone does any of these to me, u best believe i will fuck your life up some way or another. trust me
  • Music


    if my music is to loud then you dont know how to listen to music;

    music means alot to me
    i listen to a variety of music
    a couple of my favs are:
    between the buried and me
    bury your dead
    circa survive
    chiodos
    norma jean
    underoath
    haste the day
    hit the lights
    every time i die
    amor for sleep
    as i lay dying
    senses fail
    drop dead gorgeous
    lil wayne
    eminem
    3oh3!
  • Movies

    i love horror, comedy and thats it really. havent gotten a change to watch many movies in my life, never really was a big movie person. so most likely i cant relate to many movies.
  • Television

    when i do get to sit down and watch it, i like watching reality shows.
  • Books

    i dont read books.
  • Heroes

    the people who show me life lessons and dont even kno it..

    My big brother-
    even though me and Al never really get along, i still love him and thank him for being my older protective brother having my back watching me making sure i was okay. nothing can describe the kind of relationship i have with him but it works out for being porteras.

    Penrod-
    you are my best friend you are the person who understands the shit i go through and the shit i gotta deal with i love you and i love partying with you every damn weekend. were kinda drifting apart right now cuz im cutting back on my partying issues lol. but well get back in the groove of things soon. i miss her

    Marissa-
    you will always be like a sister to me. i can tell you anything. thanks for always being there when i needed someone to talk to. for some reason i can trust you with almost everything.

    My Mommy and Daddy-
    they helped me grow up to be me. even though i hate my past as much as my parent do, they've helped me overcome how i was and helped show me i am an amazing person and i deserve to be happy. but they try to convince me that i should never open my heart till i really feel that the other person has put thiers on the line and you know its worth it. i never seem to listen cuz i always get

Details

  • Status: In a Relationship
  • Here for: Networking, Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends
  • Hometown: Tonawanda
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Body type: 5' 5" / More to love!
  • Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
  • Religion: Catholic
  • Zodiac Sign: Libra
  • Children: Someday
  • Smoke / Drink: Yes / Yes
  • Education: In college
  • Occupation: mighty taco
  • Income: Less than $30,000

Schools

  • Tonawanda Shs

    • Tonawanda,New York
    • Graduated: N/A
    • Student status: Alumni
    • Degree: In Progress
    2004 to 2008

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About me:

I'm known as Amanda Murder
description of myself;
what sets me apart from everyone else is my unique personality.
i have a vivid taste for fine arts and design so therefore i have a very open mind to new ideas.
im that kid who gaged my ears big and they got ripped out at a show so my ears are fucked up.
i have an overall 20 piercings including my monroe, nose and eyebrow
i have 6 tattoos
i wear clothes to be comfortable not so much stylish.
i may be 19 but mentally and physically i feel 23.
im a pretty girl who deserves to be happy.
no one can respect who i am or what ive earned in my life so everyone can go fuck themselves.
________________________________________________ ..
don't waste your time regretting all your wrongs, know that in the end, you'll get what your heart longs. try not to risk it all ; don't ..stumble..; don't fall <3 take the time to read the writings on the wall! hold your head high; don't be afraid to say goodbye. stay true and be you. do everything there is to do. live life to the fullest and never look back there is a reason for the future and a reason for the past. love till it hurts ; laugh till you ..cry... and when your life flashes before you die, be ..happy.. for what you've done, be happy for what you've overcome and most of all be proud for what you've become!


if you think about it were all so young and whats there to lose, party hard, stay up late, sit back and enjoy the ride. No matter what i do in my life, i no longer can regret anything because i wont let myself do anything worth regretting. i am a determined 18 year old who will enjoy her life no matter what happens. theres always a reason for my actions. but usually in the end i'm thinking, this is the best not to mention the worst idea, that i have ever had.
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my real name is amanda portera
100 % italian baby, don't try to pull a fast one over me.
im dating Cody Jarmuz. 12-30-09
im going to NCCC for fine arts
i am 19 and will be 20 september 26th..
i live in tonawanda currently still with ma
i am someone you don't wanna fuck with
& if you fuck with any of my friends
better watch out cuz I will fuck you up
& you best believe i live for REVENGE
i am a blunt person at times
better yet, i'm a BITCH when i need to be
i have goals and aspirations in my life
i work for at MIGHTY TACO yuck
i am a hard worker and very determined
i like to stand out & take chances
i love to dance
i am confident in everything i do
& i stand for what i believe in
im a thrill seeker
& enjoy having a good time
i am a bit of a troublemaker & pyromaniac
..give me some alcohol & ill dance to anything..
i have no fears other then Dementophobia
i am one of the hardest people to understand


aim.sn- amandamurderxxx

RUN FOR YOUR LIFE, COVER YOUR EYES, I DONT WANT YOU TO SEE ME PARTY THIS HARD - ETID ..


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