thats strange. only a few hours of sunlight, and id probably sleep through all the sunlight if i could. i thought it got dark early here O_o it gets dark around 5 or 6ish now a days. but when the suns out it shines bright. doesnt make it too hot, but still warm. i wish i got snow :[ i like the snow so much, its so pretty..but we rarely get it. and it makes me sad. but when we do its a treat<3 real costumers, i wish you could do my hair. your hair on the magazine was phenomenal! i wish i could wake up and go. not have to dedicate an hour of my time to doing my hair. *sigh* but anyway, your modeling is so beautiful, i love it. i could never physically be the size, or the beauty to be such a photogenic human.
id be nervous too. im ALWAYS nervous on my 1st day of a new job. i shake alot. and then i mess up on something. but it gets alot easier.
the weird training always pays off somehow. you ask yourself how is this going to help me?! you'll figure it out why. idk why myself..but you will figure it out :] and id let you practice on my hair. its just hair. it grows back. thats how i look at it as anyway. some people dont. but a bad haircut isnt the worse thing that could happen to you. some people need to realize that.
because a bed will go with your body. and if you get at a good amout of sleep. slipping into REM sleep. your body is rejuvinated. if you wake up ever 2 hours. your body literally. doesnt get enought REM sleep, therefore it doesnt heal enough. and you are not as steady and ready as you could be. now that your body got more then 2 hours of sleep. your body is very fixed up, and ready to run around. your body made up for the REM sleep you've missed. which was probably alot. im surprised you being so sick wasnt from loss of sleep. ALOT can happen to your body if you dont get enough time for your body to rebuild itself. its almost insomnia. yet not. idk if that made sense. im trying to study for pshycology.
Sisu ja Nosturi tarjoaa mahdollisuuden päästä keikalle Nosturiin!! Yleisö äänestää voittajabändin. Ilmoita bändisi mukaan samantien, liittyminen tai äänestäminen, kaikki on äärimmäisen helppoa, tsekkaa vaikka: http://www.suomalaistasisua.fi/sisullastagelle
he's simply adorable :D and dont worry i woek up one morning, id slept on the rocking chair. and i slept with my hand proping up my head. and my hand was like pushing my jaw in an awkward angle. anyway, i woke up and couldent move my jaw from that postion. and i had to go to the doctor. and she basically punched me in the jaw, [not literally though] and moved it around. and said i had somethign called TMJ. and said for me not to pop it or anything. but i do everyday. >_> its a weird feeling i can't stop.
obviously crazy cat lady is a universal term. XD and i hope i dont become one either. even though i now have a cat farm outside >:D and i wish i could speak some finnish. or even say a few words. but the finnish girl in my school was very very very quiet. and i know, my boyfriend has a tendency to tell me to come over, but then he fucking falls asleep....
DUDE along time ago, i dont remember when, but i remember you being in my dream. you didnt say anything i dont think. i think you were just off to the side holding something. but i remember being like '....is that jenna?' but idk. anyway, its called 'dream' by priscilla ahn.
dont worry. i hate crying in front of people. it terrifies me. because even though some may act concerned, it seems they always talk shit when you leave. >_> and not sleeping makes your body go into over time, and its not suppose to do that. therfore you become sicker, and unsuall feeling. you become more paranoid and you dont think straight. thats why insomina is a rather serious condition but hardly treatable normally. you'll feel fine after awhile, once you sleep go outside and realize there isnt much to worry about. ive been having anxiety attacks. im stressing about college, about relationship issues, friends, just whatever i can find something wrong with, i stress it. >_> so ive been crying alot lately. but i try to listen to feel good songs and take new pictures. i find if i make myself look pretty, put on a nice outfit, and go outside when it feels decent, i feel better. the sun hits your skin and makes you feel better. unless its like 103 degrees. then it just sucks. but ive been listening to my profile song alot. it reminds me of being a little girl. o_O
i got drunk at my graduation party. and i was dancing. and i danced to much and to fast. and fell, and messed up my back rather badly. it hurt so bad i could hardly move. i had to brace myself just to step. i went to the doctor. got an MRI, 10,000 xrays, and was touched all over. turns out, i had some weird bad issue, and i poped it out of place, and now it basically hurts all the time. they made me go to a few weeks of physical therapy to train myself to gain stomach and back muscles. its weird. anyway, back issues are real bad and serious. especially if its vertabre or pain. your ass might be swollen because your losing weight, and your sitting on your tail bone, and it hurts you. isnt good for your spine or your rearend. a doctor is in order, idk about there, but here the doctors make it seem like your gonna die, and make it sound worse than it is. my doctor told me id have to see the nerosurgen. and yet i didnt. its a weird cycle. you need to get looked at though :/
my problem is i NEED to lose weight. wonder why i dont update my pictures? i seriously look aweful in all the new picture si try to take. but im gonna ATTEMPT some more today. my phsyc. teacher didnt show. [PS: i go to college now] and i got out of class, so i came home, and now i want to try an old picture style.
idk how it will go. idk if my cats will comply. but its worth a shot. why do you think you have cancer? whast happening. and I AGREE. fucking boys deserve to have the skin slapped off their good for nothing faces. but i can't say why through a cmt that everyone can see.
i havent spoken to you in so long. i miss you. i found my old project i had to do on finland. and it made me feel its necessary to find you on the space and contact you. <3
jenna's Comments
Nov 11 2009 8:14 PM
it gets dark around 5 or 6ish now a days. but when the suns out it shines bright.
doesnt make it too hot, but still warm.
i wish i got snow :[
i like the snow so much, its so pretty..but we rarely get it.
and it makes me sad.
but when we do its a treat<3
real costumers, i wish you could do my hair.
your hair on the magazine was phenomenal!
i wish i could wake up and go.
not have to dedicate an hour of my time to doing my hair. *sigh*
but anyway, your modeling is so beautiful, i love it.
i could never physically be the size, or the beauty to be such a photogenic human.
Nov 11 2009 2:03 AM
Oct 28 2009 7:41 PM
Oct 27 2009 10:02 PM
Oh cool how is it pronounced? I want to learn finnish XD
Oct 26 2009 9:03 PM
Oct 26 2009 2:59 PM
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Oct 19 2009 5:47 PM
Oct 18 2009 7:24 PM
im ALWAYS nervous on my 1st day of a new job.
i shake alot.
and then i mess up on something.
but it gets alot easier.
the weird training always pays off somehow.
you ask yourself how is this going to help me?!
you'll figure it out why.
idk why myself..but you will figure it out :]
and id let you practice on my hair.
its just hair.
it grows back.
thats how i look at it as anyway.
some people dont.
but a bad haircut isnt the worse thing that could happen to you.
some people need to realize that.
Oct 18 2009 5:05 PM
and if you get at a good amout of sleep.
slipping into REM sleep.
your body is rejuvinated.
if you wake up ever 2 hours.
your body literally.
doesnt get enought REM sleep, therefore it doesnt heal enough.
and you are not as steady and ready as you could be.
now that your body got more then 2 hours of sleep.
your body is very fixed up, and ready to run around.
your body made up for the REM sleep you've missed.
which was probably alot.
im surprised you being so sick wasnt from loss of sleep.
ALOT can happen to your body if you dont get enough time for your body to rebuild itself.
its almost insomnia.
yet not.
idk if that made sense.
im trying to study for pshycology.
Oct 18 2009 4:21 PM
Oct 18 2009 4:10 PM
Oct 18 2009 3:26 PM
Oct 7 2009 6:20 PM
Sisu ja Nosturi tarjoaa mahdollisuuden päästä keikalle Nosturiin!!
Yleisö äänestää voittajabändin. Ilmoita bändisi mukaan samantien, liittyminen tai äänestäminen, kaikki on äärimmäisen helppoa, tsekkaa vaikka:
http://www.suomalaistasisua.fi/sisullastagelle
Oct 5 2009 8:03 PM
Sep 13 2009 3:57 PM
and dont worry i woek up one morning, id slept on the rocking chair.
and i slept with my hand proping up my head.
and my hand was like pushing my jaw in an awkward angle.
anyway, i woke up and couldent move my jaw from that postion.
and i had to go to the doctor.
and she basically punched me in the jaw, [not literally though]
and moved it around.
and said i had somethign called TMJ.
and said for me not to pop it or anything.
but i do everyday.
>_> its a weird feeling i can't stop.
Sep 8 2009 11:10 PM
XD
and i hope i dont become one either. even though i now have a cat farm outside >:D
and i wish i could speak some finnish. or even say a few words.
but the finnish girl in my school was very very very quiet.
and i know, my boyfriend has a tendency to tell me to come over, but then he fucking falls asleep....
Sep 7 2009 4:45 PM
Sep 7 2009 4:32 PM
>_>
and not sleeping makes your body go into over time, and its not suppose to do that. therfore you become sicker, and unsuall feeling. you become more paranoid and you dont think straight.
thats why insomina is a rather serious condition but hardly treatable normally.
you'll feel fine after awhile, once you sleep go outside and realize there isnt much to worry about. ive been having anxiety attacks.
im stressing about college, about relationship issues, friends, just whatever i can find something wrong with, i stress it. >_>
so ive been crying alot lately.
but i try to listen to feel good songs and take new pictures. i find if i make myself look pretty, put on a nice outfit, and go outside when it feels decent, i feel better. the sun hits your skin and makes you feel better. unless its like 103 degrees. then it just sucks.
but ive been listening to my profile song alot. it reminds me of being a little girl. o_O
Sep 3 2009 7:55 PM
Sep 3 2009 4:20 PM
and i was dancing.
and i danced to much and to fast.
and fell, and messed up my back rather badly.
it hurt so bad i could hardly move.
i had to brace myself just to step.
i went to the doctor.
got an MRI, 10,000 xrays, and was touched all over.
turns out, i had some weird bad issue, and i poped it out of place, and now it basically hurts all the time.
they made me go to a few weeks of physical therapy to train myself to gain stomach and back muscles.
its weird.
anyway, back issues are real bad and serious. especially if its vertabre or pain.
your ass might be swollen because your losing weight, and your sitting on your tail bone, and it hurts you.
isnt good for your spine or your rearend.
a doctor is in order, idk about there, but here the doctors make it seem like your gonna die, and make it sound worse than it is.
my doctor told me id have to see the nerosurgen. and yet i didnt.
its a weird cycle. you need to get looked at though :/
PS: i wish it was the older days. >_>
Sep 3 2009 4:57 AM
Sep 2 2009 6:59 PM
Sep 2 2009 5:43 PM
wonder why i dont update my pictures?
i seriously look aweful in all the new picture si try to take.
but im gonna ATTEMPT some more today.
my phsyc. teacher didnt show. [PS: i go to college now]
and i got out of class, so i came home, and now i want to try an old picture style.
idk how it will go. idk if my cats will comply.
but its worth a shot.
why do you think you have cancer?
whast happening.
and I AGREE. fucking boys deserve to have the skin slapped off their good for nothing faces. but i can't say why through a cmt that everyone can see.
Sep 2 2009 1:42 AM
Sep 1 2009 2:05 PM
i miss you.
i found my old project i had to do on finland.
and it made me feel its necessary to find you on the space and contact you.
<3