I'm not really that pretty girl, I'm not friends with all the crowd, I dont go shopping every week, I'm not the girl who walks all proud, I'm ashamed of myself, a discrace to myself, I don't have a clever mind, or the stupid kind, I cant afford alot of shit, but I stand here, grin, and bear it, I'm a mess at school, a failur in my eyes of cruel, an example of hopeless mess, an angel failure, still pure, still blessed.
Music
Movies
Im hopeless when it comes to movies - i will watch anything so dont bother asking me what i want to watch - i get scared easily by gory, creepy films but i should be ok so long as theres someone else there with me =3.
Television
Books
As for the subject of books - iv probably read an entire library compared to the amount of books iv read in my school life. Now i get sick of reading from other peoples imagination and now write my own stories - alone or with a partner - i write mainly based on a medieval era - prefering it more compared to the modern society.
So far i'm in the middle of writing about 11 diffrent novels at this time and wish that some day, they go into publication.
Heroes
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We should not follow in the path of others but should create our own dreams insted of lessening our curiosity to be the same as them. we are individual and free to imagine the best!
SIGNS
Ledgends!
My friends mean the world to me: Emilia and Katy are the best friends in the world =].
Katy
About Katy:Katy has been my best friend since first starting Y7 in Park View School, we met in a tech class and have been together since =P we can always tell whats on each others minds and know what each other likes and hates. Katy has a warped sence of humor and we both LOVE edie izzard =]
Dan
About Dan: Dan and I were fast best friends, he and i went to the same junior school but didnt know each other untill the end of year 9. He looks out for me when the others are getting too rough - he can tell straight away what i'm afraid of and alot f people really should be afraid of him since he incredibly fast and strong and loves to wrestle and study Vampires =[]
Emilia About Emilia: Emilia and I have been best friends for the same amount of time that Katy and i have, we were inseperable and she used to be a really quiet nerdy type girl who never went out, but now she is really famous on MySpace and is one of the craziest people i know. unfortunatly i hardly ever see her because she is unwell and doesnt come to school anymore ='(
David Daff
About David: He's My Angel and I'm his Star ^_^. We have a strange relationship giong on here, we know alot about each other, but havent spet that much time together :O which is shamefull really :P. I've always been protected by him, he helped me through some really rough times - even though i bet he cant rember half of them :). Just as i think i'm starting to understand him better, he coems out with another suprise :D which is really what deterimens how people think of him - and i think he's one of the few thepeople i would trust with my life.
Tom Wright& Rebecca Doney
About Becca And Tom : These two people have really made my life easierto live, Becca kind of adopted me as her neice at rowing and Tom is always there for me to talk to - and he knows he can come to me for anything. Becca is going away to univercity so im not going to see her for a long time :'(, but hopefully Tom and I will be able to stick together for just a little bit longer - even if it just at the rowing club, i still think of these two as some of my best friends, they look out for me when no one else at the club will even bother to speak me - not like they do anyway.
"Forgive Me Father For I Have Sinned... Becasue The Devil Sold His Soul To Me..."
"God, Me And The Devil Makes Three..."
Alow Me To Creep You Out Im Noir. Im Insane
03/06/92
I Never Really Ask For Anything
I Greet People With A Hug =]
I Only Want To Look After People So They are Happy
I Dont Swear(cept perhaps in my writings) I Dont Do Drugs
I'm a loner.
I'm prone to Graffti things.
I Highly suggest you dont:
Act up... Smoke... Make Fun of My Friends... Around Me
I have the ability to degrade someones credibility instantly with one shred of truth, my own phscological and broadened knowledge, well developed literary skills, and common sense.
I Have Lived A Nightmare Childhood - It's Time To Turn Dreams Into Reality
I'm Self Destructive
I Can Hurt You,
Physicaly...
Mentaly...
Dont Give Up Now,
I Like A Challenge.
What People Think Of Me Tom M - kate is a funny, kooky, funny, lovely, funny sweet, funny , minxy individul
witha brilliant style and is well loved
xxxxxxx Angus - YOU ARE JAKES SISTER AND ARE BLONDE Lauren - I love KATE. she looks after me. she is gorgeous and has a lush smile :) shes always there to talk to and make me giggle lol.
love you
Chris - kate is love in person form. she is like soooooo mint and reminds me of some sort of nice but slightly evil flower, possibly called jimabwa googoflox but kate isnt called that, shes called kate. Compassionate, friendly, trustworthy and all round brilltastic sum up exactly what Kate is, only with a limited edition lemon scent!!! *nods* Saz - Ahhhh KATEEEE! I love her lots and lots I do. This here girly is always there for me & other people & I don’t quite know what we’d do without her =P. She can make anyone laugh with her random comments and her overall crazyness. I think she is absolutely gorgeous and I’m sure lots of people would agree with me =]. And despite her evil streak she is well loved by everyoneee! SNUUUUUFF! Natalie - Kate Is Lovley, i Love Yor Eyes :] Lol...
Rowing Bud (Y)
Lyy xxx Flora - Kate = amazing. She is lovely in every way. She can get along with anyone and can make anyones problems go away. Shes like a magic fairy! She should own a castle and feed me muffins and she will one day do that =] she is stunningly beautiful and can make me smile doing the simplest of things. me and her dont need to talk to get our feelings across to each other. She is mint and theres no other way of putting it =] xx Steph - I love this lass 100%. Shes the meaning of perfect. She helps me through everything. We have random moments too. Daffy - Shes me star. And i gave her a card with a bee on the front that was so immense it made me want to keep the card. She clings to me like a limpet and its well adoreable. Shes brilliantly unique and i love her for it.
Poem About Moi(to an extent)
I’m shy, innocent, a childlike naivety 0=],
I’m entirely grateful for the slightest generous thing,
I thrive on the sugars of happiness, an unfathomable hyperness,
I surprise a lot of people, get me angry, or get me happy, I never cease to amaze.
I thrive on being that obstruction of your mind,
I'm imaginative, aesthetic, a classic visionary.
I'm complex, nimble, and certainly inquisitive,
I crave to be captivated by the deviant.
Laugh and forget the world with me, make my day.
I'm nonchalant, amicable, and truely sublime.
I'm quick-witted, sarcastic, a comical genious.
I tend to wear my heart on my sleeve.
Throw me your disapproval, and obnoxious remarks,
I'm relentless, blunt, and utterly ruthless.
I'm malicious, menacing, and lethally sharp-tongued,
I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings,
if and when provoked.
Ying & Yang, Black & White, Good & Evil. Pick your poison.
Look what i painted =D tis moi ^^^^
This is me^^^^ =P
Who I'd like to meet:
Someone Who will buy me flowers for no reason
Someone who takes respect as seriosly as i do
Someone who's friends are theyr family
Someone who also thinks that War of the Worlds was a rubbish film
I dont want to meet people with hair longer then mine - I rule that area.
More people who think of me as they're friend and not theyr agony aunt. I like how people know i have all the answers, i dont like it when they ask and dont listen.
If you say noone likes you - i wont belive you
If you say your aching - i will not sympathise you
If you say youv fallen out with your best friend and they wont forgive you - then i'll just tell you that "they cant be your true friends if they think such things can come between you"
Iv watched people throw away friends as if they were nothing and fall out with them over the tiniest thing.
