friends. days out. my laptop. my phone. my ipod. train journeys. manchester. leeds. the beach. watching trainspotting over & over. cold showers on hot days. enter shikari. all time low. peanut the hamster. jeans and band shirts. dresses and leggins. cute texts. myspace. ESF. adventures. my room being tidy. £££. ebay. new clothes. confidence. new friends. dancing. photos. memories. gigs. days with steve. free periods at college. long walks. long talks. marina. summer. cold nights. tour. backstage. afterparties. jagermeister. being really drunk. being happy. laughing.
Rachel Amy Butler. 16 years old. Kingston Upon Hull.
i'll do what i want to do thanks. it pisses me off so much when people try to tell me to do something. i always go back on my promises and if you make plans with me i'll probably break them. i'm gonna start being honest with myself from now on. i'm a shit friend, and if you are or have been my friend you'll know that. i only think about myself at the best of times. people need to start to accept it cause i'm not changing any time soon. i want to turn over a leaf and start a fresh. i probably really dislike you without even you knowing and i'm incredibly two faced. if i get to know you very well, i'm not a very nice person, and i wouldn't even try if i were you, cause i'm a bitch and i can't be bothered with lying anymore. don't believe everything you hear, cause chances are it'll be bullshit anyway. i really don't give two shits what you think of me and i couldn't care less if i'm the topic of bitchiness between you and your lame friends. i'm fed up of everything and everyone in this shit tip i call my home. i can't be bothered with selling myself over myspace anymore. this is me.
trust nobody, keep your friends close and your enemys closer, life fast die fun and love each day.
and don't let anyone stand in your way.
these are the only people i can be myself around,
these are the only people i can laugh with,
these are the only people i actually like at this moment in time.♥
I finish at 4 sadly but i'll still meet you in town around 20 past half past when my bus gets to station if you want? Did you enjoy your day out? And if we go to Vue or Cineworld there's no chance in hell they'll ask your for age, no chance at all haha :) xxx
Erm lets do something one night this week if you can or wanna meet in town or meet then come to mine for tea or something? :) Also I'm up for Saw 5! its piss easy to get in haha but we'd be with my bro if thats ok? You'll finally get to meet Matt le Fratt properly ;). Meep. xxxx
Just got your text, dont have any credit so thought id comment you here in reply instead. Are you alreeet? Ahh i knoww! :( I fucking miss you. Been out most nights this week or busy with college work in between time. Sucks to fuck. If you want and ring or something early enough or hell anytime tomorrow we can do something cos im totally free at last? :) xxxxx
errrm i dont really know tbh, i guess it was just coz i had alot of tother things to deal with :/ ahhh well, i'll have to go see them again soonage :) haha
well the halloween tee is only being released once so once it sells out that's it gone forever! same with the halloween badge packs, so it just depends on how quick it goes.
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Hey Rach! Last night was awesomeeee. All my pictures are hilarious, thanks so much for getting some of Shikari! Just uploading them in a sec. I cant wait either! xxx.
YEAAAAAAAAAAAH YOU went offline like when i came ONline. failz.
Im gonna watch Anchorman (coincidence, we spoke about it last night... my bro does have it afterall haha) then sleep for a bit for once!!
SO, meet me at station at like 11:45 with our stuff obviously, grab ton of cigs and booze from somewhere then get back (if we even leave station that is), have a cig then get on train to LONNNNNDDDDDDDOOOONNNNNNNNNNNNNN :D
Just saying this in case we dont talk later hun :) Course, you can ring me at any time whatsoever if you need anything :) xxx
aha aha aha yes haha not anympore :) im with my lovely john :) have been for ermmm 9 months tomorrow :) still real good friends with bids tho :) awwh bless hehe gosh i only get to see my bf like once a week haha thts well bad :) id ubber miss him if i didnt see him :) he proper brightens my day :) haha so how long you guys going away for steve was on about yhaving to get up at like 1am haha
ahh goood im good :) wanted to see steve to say goodbye but he got out early n had to get qa bus so i missed him :( wich is sooo crap :( its wierd im guna miss him :( n yeah he said uts relaly comfy :) and now ive got two of his sweatbands haha gooood glad you remeber me i remember you being real nice :) so thts good hehe :) you were with i guy .. calledbenny i think .. not sure like haha or now i just seem crazzzzzzzzzzzy:)
