MySpacea place for friends

i don't really wanna study at university, or go Italy to take architecture lessons. just want to hold a pick to hit the strings, maybe tickle the ivories, with a sax melody at the background, and play the notes that i wrote on the staves...

-whoever- -whoever- -whoever- When the nurse left the dead bodies hand, the soul of black eyed girl saw herself lying down and felt the real loneliness... She wanted to cry and a tear fell on the stretcher from the closed eyes of dead Jenny. She felt like she was heavier than 21 grams but one minute later, she was flying to the seventh floor... There was nothing she could say anymore under the white cover, she just could open her eyes, noone came to close it. she was left by her parents, her lover, her friends, even her soul. The soul Jenny felt guilty, wanted to turn back home. She stopped on the 6th floor. This was her last chance, after 3 steps she'd enter the 7th floor and doors'd be closed... She really wanted to turn back but not wanted to betray to God. She thought, what did God give her? Everything or nothing? But she's done everything with her body, shared everything with it. She was debtor to her body. Jenny could give it more years to live... "Gravitation, help me. Dear God, forgive me." When time left a couple seconds back, Jenny's body started to cry. Her eyes got bigger, her voice got louder. She was alone in the surgical operation room. She stood up, wrapped herself in the white cover and got out of the room before she fainted because of the bad medicine smell. Jenny was running though the long, white hall of the hospital. She saw her father with wet eyes, ran to him. "Dad, I'm here! I'm alive!!!" He was still crying, turned to his wife and said "I can still feel Jennifer next to me..."...