"Reality doesn't impress me. i only believe in intoxication, in ecstacy, and when ordinary life shakles me, i escape, one way or another. no more walls." - Anais Nin
Female
20 years old
the shithole that is the western suburbs, New South Wales
Australia
merry xmas to u! & your family! and the rest of the world! and the
entire galaxy! (thats if they celebrate it in space) ho ho ho!hahahaha
yeh i would luv a gal dressed up in a kinky santa suit to come visit me! ... obviously it cant be mrs claus tho!
i have a thing for dress-ups! =P
and guess what! i actually slept in today. i think i woke up round
10:30am. the cones that i smoked last nite prob did the trick. hahaha
hey did u kno that in italy for xmas they have an ugly witch called 'la befana' that delivers pressies to all the good boys & gals? and for the bad kids ... she delivers lumps of coal. these days the lumps of coal are replaced with this black hard candy that looks like coal.
i want to eat some coal ... or candy that looks like coal. how come we dont get cool shit like that here in oz?? i feel ripped off. hahaha
hope u have a happy xmas! (war is over if u want it) =)
i luv zombie movies. & zombie chicks. theyre awesome. night of the living dead is one of my fave movies ever. and i luv all the other living dead movies too. in the past ... ive even contemplated taking part in the annual zombie march here in sydney! do u kno bout those?
man u must be totally buggered! hope they paid u overtime or loading or sumthin. i kno some shops are stayin open til heaps late ... like myer in the city is open for like 24hrs
im doin fucken shit all today. i just feel like chillin. maybe listen to music, do some reading, watch dvds etc ... usual shit. if i get a call from my mate later ... i might smoke up again. what bout u?
man i still cant sleep in .... even when im stoned! had a great friggin deep sleep tho!
and i didnt have to wait for them xmas ghost geezers either .... just go over to my mates instead. LOL
i had a great day yesterday ... and to top it off at nite i hung out at
my mates, preceded to get high, and spent the night munchin on mini
party pies, sausage rolls, and potato chips.
for kicks we watched some danii minogue interview on the tele (which
strangley enuff i found extremely interesting hahahaha) & also a
bgrade british zombie movie called doghouse. (the zombie chicks in it
looked pretty hot! hahaha) i also developed a strange paranoia that my mini-party pies would somehow develop lil legs and run away. and we would have to go hunting them down with forks. hahahaha
nah we dont celebrate anythin really. we kinda celebrate bdays. thats bout it.
yeh were catholic except for my ol man. but we aint religious & we dont practice it.
maybe if i ever start my own family one day then id start to celebrate it. id buy some pretty awesome presents i reckon!
yeh id prob leave a stash of pot on the table, that will lure them ghosts of xmas past. LOL
suprises are cool. hope u end up gettin ya camera plus other goodies!
well i cant sleep in 2morro anyways since i need to head out to the city to meet up with an ol friend.
but maybe in a few days ill smoke up with them xmas past ghost geezers and that will help me sleep-in. hahaha
yeh i have spun on dvd. its one of many dvds in my collection that ive had for yrs which i havent watched. not sure how she died. reports just say cardiac arrest. i dont think ive even seen that many of her movies. i kno she was in 8mile! i remember that clearly cos its one of the very few movies i watched alone at the cinemas. LOL
yes u should put down consuming roti on your list.
i only bought cds. spent over $100 so i decided to maybe take a look at the records nxt time. hehe
ah thats groovy that youre getting your friend some paints as a xmas gift! im sure he'll dig it!
yeh 'so this is xmas ... and what have we done?' ..... well shit all to be honest!
xmas to me isnt really a big deal .... we dont even celebrate it at my
place. so maybe thats why im lacking in xmas spirit??? i wonder if the
ghosts of xmas past, present & future will visit me? now that would
prob make things more friggin excitin! haha
man i wanna sleep-in but my body just wont allow it! like today i still woke up before 8am!
so what do u think your folks will get u for xmas? btw did u hear that brittany murphy the actress just died? i luv the movie clueless.
I like talking to those people sometimes. Questioning their beliefs is fun, pointing out the flaws in their logic is awesome! You're a pretty big fan of beat poetry huh? What do you like about it? I don't mind it at all. It's all sick and depraved but very interesting.
yes kebabs are great .... but u have to be in a kebab mood to eat it. sumtimes i get cravings for it at odd hours.
when nick cave was asked how he felt bout being inducted at the ARIAs .... he said sumthin along the lines that he just wanted to go in there, get inducted and just leave and go & get a kebab! now eveytime i consume a kebab .... i think of these words of wisdom from the great nick cave! hahaha
my wknd has been pretty groovy! yesterday i spent my day wandering round my local westfields ... amongst the hoardes of xmas shoppers .... i almost felt the xmas spirit inside of me .... almost. ho ho ho *cough* hahaha today i spent my day in the city. i went to red eye records and also ate some roti in chinatown. roti pronounced 'rotty' is a type of malaysian food ... kinda omelete like with onions. u can have it with meat etc. i like the name of it. has a nice ring to it dont ya think? but its quite tasty too. u should try it. =)
so hows your wknd been? have u done much xmas shoppin?
haha mum said she enjoyed this years one and she'd never been to anything like that in her life. so hopefully she will keep it up.
yeah -____-
because i was only there for a week or so they didn't really find a point in teaching me how to work there. so i was just a person there they tried to keep busy. most of the albums had little samples of the tracks and lots of people would come in just to play around with those in their breaks and stuff.
constantly was chasing my tail putting things in alphabetical order. and running up and down stairs with books and taking off one sale sticker and replacing it with some other offer.
was amusing they have an adult and erotic section as two different sections.
I get murderers. Junkie mothers, junkie children, junkie dogs, junkie air. Uneducated. Simple minds. Drunks. Potheads. Corrupt city mayors. Fat politicians. Fat cops. Smog. Pollutants. And people that listen to shit music loudly in their shit box cars. One day we;ll get out of these towns that are so closed to an artist minds, yet somehow influence us. And we are indebted to them.
Think of these things!! You must! I'm still aiming to destroy the sun. Not heard of him. I take it you'd strongly recommend I keep an eye out for anything by him if I can? I'm still reading Nick Cave's The Ass Saw The Angel, almost done.
yeh we use to have some real fancy xmas parties paid for by management
.... free food & drinks etc .... at really nice venues .... but the
last few yrs the companys gone all stingy on us. i remember one yr they even had an 80's theme ..... i just rocked up in my usual gear .... slapped on one of my 'cure' shirts. haha
well i might read the dharma bums next (been yrs since i read that one) and then after that maybe the subterraneans
to celebrate the end of the working yr (and the beginning of my holidays), i ate a greasy kebab and had some ice cream! LOL
its my last day of work and im off for 3 wks! and its fucken miserable & rainy outside! woohoo! LOL
shame that u didnt go to your work xmas party. even tho it was prob full of hipster wannabes anyways. it mightve been fun .... or at least amusing.
yeh last nite i was readin some more kerouac but this time round the soundtrack was john coltrane. haha i havent read kaddish. ive only read bit of HOWL. but yeh i wanna start delving into ginsberg again.
i also finally bought the capote movie so ill be watchin that sumtime this holidays. have u heard how the real capote talks? man hes like elmer fudd meets andy warhol. LOL
Send them to anybody. Infact, the tabloids are expecting it, so you should go under the radar... aim for religious groups, they'll pick up the hype and make their own story!! Mostly work, thinking about recording, talking about recording, looking forward to recording. Oh and reading, playing guitar and laying awake at night cursing the heat. What about you?
haha my parents are really religious people. so it's not that it's hard to explain, it would be a bit awkward. and i'd most likely never be allowed out of the house ever again.
they know i'm weird for the most part but there are certain issues i wouldn't want them to affiliate with me.
thanks :)
i put some on the internet but just show the rest to my teacher for assessments and stuff. know my parents aren't fond of my life drawing class and i do have some artistic nude shots of a life model i became friends with.
Rozelle, about 20-30 minute bus ride from central :) thanks, i hope so otherwise i don't have a back up plan.
lucky,i can't get any centerlink benefits :(
been trying to find a job i can tolerate. hard to get anything relative to the field, they seem so interested till they find out my age. but give it a few years i'll be too fucking old. Can't win.
Just on garageband on my mac. I don;t really care about recording at the moment, i'd rather record properly later when I release my cd which won't be for a while. I am living with my family at the moment, since i have to save money and rent is a bastard. Ugh.
awwww thats awesome i am truly jealous of your job... LOLz mmm I do lots of different stuff. Its very poparty abstract ink art.... :) Its crazy! so you write? thats is so sexy... ;)
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