maxscenxstarr™ ♥ckk
" Pain isn't a strong enough word to describe how I feel right now. . .I'm not okay. . .I'm Miserable </3 :'("

Female
20 years old
California
United States



Last Login:7/25/2008
Mood: inquisitive Mood Image
View My: Pics | Videos

   Contacting maxscenxstarr™ ♥ckk

 MySpace URL: 
  http://www.myspace.com/xxtainted_pleasuresxx  

Hello, you either have JavaScript turned off or an old version of Macromedia's Flash Player. Click here to get the latest flash player.


    maxscenxstarr™ ♥ckk's Interests

     maxscenxstarr™ ♥ckk's Details
Status:In a Relationship
Zodiac Sign:Pisces



maxscenxstarr™ ♥ckk says ignore me if you see me cause i just dont give a fuck.

maxscenxstarr™ ♥ckk's Latest Blog Entry  [Subscribe to this Blog]

::ravers manifesto::  (view more)

afterlife  (view more)

[fakefakefake]  (view more)

[View All Blog Entries]

   maxscenxstarr™ ♥ckk's Blurbs
About me:
.. ..

..
if you want, block me.
Home.

..
..
Never in my life did I ever think that I would have to endure such obstacle's. Never in my life did I think I would lose someone that made a huge impact on my life, and never once in my life did I think I would lose the closest person I had in my life. You were the most beautiful, and amazing girl I have ever met, and I am so grateful to have had the joy of having someone so special like you in my life. It's so hard to deal with the fact that you're gone, and that I know you wont be back again. It's so hard to accept the fact of what has been done, and that I can't change thing's back. It's so hard to pretend that you're okay, when you're not because, the one very special person in your life got taken away from you by one of the most painful thing's we saw them go through. And it's never been so hard to say goodbye. I've still not taken in the fact that you're gone. It's so unbelievable. It's still too hard to think about you, knowing that you were once here with us . . Friend's, family. Most of all it's so hard knowing that you were in so much pain. Your Mother did a wonderful job raising you, and she was proud in everything you've accomplished, and did. She adored you, like the rest of us but, more. She cherished, loved, accepted you into their live's, home's, and arm's. As all of us did, but no one will ever love you more than the woman that brought you into this World -- Pamela Kelley.

I miss you so very much, and I'm still not ready to say goodbye. I probably never will be, but you will always be in my thought's, prayer's, dream's, heart, mind, and soul. Until one day we meet again, and I get to see that beautiful smile on your face. Proof that you are in a better place, and are now happy. You were amazing, and the most beautiful person God could have ever given us. I hope you know that none of us will ever forget you. I hope you know that you are still with us, and I hope you know that we all still love you to death. You are still here with us my Darling Casondra. Best friend of 11 year's. 11 Year's was still not enough, but I got to see a beautiful child grow into an even more beautiful woman.
I love You Casondra Kay "Cassie" Kelley.
May God Bless your soul, and cherish you forever<3
R.I.P - August 15th, 1991 to March 18th, 2008.



Comment<3
Who I'd like to meet:
.. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..

   maxscenxstarr™ ♥ckk's Friend Space (Top 7)
maxscenxstarr™ ♥ckk has 1205 friends.
 O_o;; 


 [Bushido Brown!] 


 ♠mαndiє♠ ™ 


 Melissa a Noi-z Soul 


 Sharkbait! 


 tnypina 


 home sweet home 





maxscenxstarr™ ♥ckk's Friends Comments
Displaying 50 of 2173 comments  ( View All | Add Comment )
NiA♥


Is Online


Jul 24 2008 8:37 PM

hey hoe <3
S♥nya





Jul 9 2008 5:36 PM

now that i think about it.. knowing them they were prolly jus playing wit yo head foolio =p ova there in hot ass havasu drinkin with nothin betta to do ya know what i mean??? hehe
S♥nya





Jul 9 2008 3:20 PM

lol i have no idea what ur talkin bout! their trippin...i havent even talked to them..specially bout you, not sure where theyre gettn that info lol craaaaaazy =p
hurry up come down & visit me =D
♠mαndiє♠ ™





Jul 6 2008 11:35 AM

niggahh..

how was your 4th of jully?
Sharkbait!





Jun 30 2008 10:34 PM

Yea we should hang out sooooon.
Please call me when your free.

And no i really dont think im gonna go back.. my credits are soo messedup and i want to graduate this year so i think home school would be better.
Sharkbait!





Jun 30 2008 1:46 PM

Well i misssss you!!
and i have tried calling..
so yea.. so what have you been up to sweet thang?
Sharkbait!





Jun 30 2008 1:00 PM

Well like every time i went to the college you werent there.. or like i would call you and no answer.. or like just not hearing from you in a really long time. =/
I missed you derr.
Sharkbait!





Jun 29 2008 8:35 PM

Its like you died or something..
wat happened to you??
Mia {R.I.P. Bodhi}





Jun 11 2008 11:08 PM

LOVE YOU MAX!!!
Stoner for Life, take it or leave it!





Jun 6 2008 2:12 PM

Didya ask yer mom?
*~IT'S SIMPLE...SKATE~*





Jun 5 2008 9:46 PM

Maxx fuckin rocks my socks bitchez!!!!
ÇH!C@NØ™





Jun 5 2008 12:40 PM

HA HA HA THANX I LOVE YOU TOO!! BUT HOW U BEEN?
AARON





Jun 5 2008 11:20 AM

MAXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX i love you!
♥~CaN i KeEp U~♥





Jun 5 2008 10:12 AM

Nope me and u...LoL lets start a crew! ha ha
♥~CaN i KeEp U~♥





Jun 5 2008 10:05 AM

yes!!! thats what I was thinkin' when I heard....ha ha
♥~CaN i KeEp U~♥





Jun 5 2008 9:39 AM

ohhh Im sry.... hope ur summer gets better...Which Im sure it will.

and last I heard from him was they were on a break. then literally the next week I hear that he is engaged!!! And he said the day might be sometime next yr! :)
Stoner for Life, take it or leave it!





Jun 5 2008 9:32 AM

Okay =] just let me know, kay?
♥~CaN i KeEp U~♥





Jun 5 2008 9:31 AM

ha ha its ok...Ive been extremly busy too so no hard feelings. :P And just like u said same shit different day. :) And for our buddy steve last I talked to him well "text" him was awhile back I miss his crazy self.... :( but last I heard he is good. :)
Stoner for Life, take it or leave it!





Jun 5 2008 9:30 AM

Yeah?

The puppy i was talking about we are giving away and you said you wanted it becuase your other dog needs to be put down?
Stoner for Life, take it or leave it!





Jun 5 2008 9:28 AM

Okay =]

and the puppy?
Stoner for Life, take it or leave it!





Jun 5 2008 9:23 AM

Max,

i am sorry about yesterday, i wasnt thinking right.


And i wanted to know if you still wanted the puppy
Sketch





Jun 3 2008 11:54 AM

oh ok kool. thanks girlie
Sketch





Jun 2 2008 11:50 PM

i know.. thanks..
do u know how spookys interview went??
if u dont mind me askin
Sketch





Jun 2 2008 10:13 PM

he took $20 out of my wallet. $40 for gas money. $10 for the condoms. and $14 for his hair cut.
he promised he will pay me back, so i cant give him anymore money because i dont have it. and i need that money he owes me asap.

then sara owes me $20 for cigarettes.
danny $5 for cigarettes.
aj $5 for cigarettes.

i also need that money from them as well
Sketch





Jun 2 2008 3:15 PM

hey max,
can you let spooky know he owes me $84 still and i am expecting him to pay me back asap
{POOKIE BOO}WANTED BY MANY TAKEN BY NONE{KARMA}





May 27 2008 4:30 PM

FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food.

REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food.



FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs

REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM



FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong.

REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!"



FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry.

REAl FRiENDS: cry with you



FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back.

REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours.



FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you.

REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you.



FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you.



FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door.

REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!"



FAKE FRiENDS: Are for awhile.

REAl FRiENDS: Are for life.



FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had enough.

REAl FRiENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place and say "Bitch drink the rest of that you know we don't waste shit."



FAKE FRiENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you.

REAl FRiENDS: Will knock them the fuck out



FAKE FRiENDS: Would ignore this

REAl FRiENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to get it back
home sweet home





May 25 2008 10:21 AM

like in a week or two
shanice





May 24 2008 10:11 PM

the way you said: uh nice. then hi.

that was awkward and different.:)
shanice





May 24 2008 10:03 PM

that was pretty funny.lol

im sorry i didnt mean to bother you
shanice





May 24 2008 9:53 PM

one from the group. :)
shanice





May 24 2008 9:40 PM

hey whats up!!
home sweet home





May 24 2008 3:06 PM

im coing home soon
MR.HIGH DEFINITION...!!!!





May 23 2008 4:01 PM

nothin just big chillin livin this good life that we live..
Lucky Miss Andy™ {{♥CKK}}





May 22 2008 2:25 PM

i'm doing i guess. lol.
how about you?? hey if you ever need to talk or text or ANYTHING, think about me first kay? 951-204-0130
Christopher's Wifey<3





May 22 2008 2:16 PM

Me and Christopher are GREAT.
I didn't know it was possible for two people to be so in love, its crazy.
He's supposed to come home soon, it all just depends on when he gets his orders and stuff all set for where he is going to be stationed, cause he can't come home until all of that is taken care of, so its really stressful trying to get ready for us to move, but not knowing where we are moving to.

So you have a new boyfriend? Wow I feel so out of the loop, I guess I was never really in it, but I thought you were still dating Danny, what happened there? But you stared a dance Krew? That sounds like fun and exciting : )
what kind of dance do you guys do?
Christopher's Wifey<3





May 22 2008 2:07 PM

its alright.
pretty lonely these days.
:///

whats new with you?
<3
Christopher's Wifey<3





May 22 2008 1:48 PM

Hey MAXX
hows it going?
: )
♥~CaN i KeEp U~♥





May 20 2008 12:19 AM

hey there stranger...how the heck have u been...its been waaaay tooo long! Fill in time! :)
haleigh [rip steve<3]





May 15 2008 8:12 PM

hieeee.
:)


how are you?
Sharkbait!





May 15 2008 12:12 PM

For reals we should.
So when do you want to?
Casondra's mommy forever,RIP my baby girl





May 14 2008 7:55 PM

HI SWEETIE. I MISS YOU TOO VERY MUCH AND LOVE YOU BUNCHES. I READ YOUR COMMENT TO CASSIE, AND I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILY, YOU KNOW THAT. I'M HERE FOR YOU ALWAYS. YOU'RE LIKE MY OTHER DAUGHTER. XOXOXO
ღRana Ashleyღ





May 13 2008 11:05 PM

yup..but anyways nick just got on so i'm talking to him..but nice to finally talk to you lol ..have a good night :)
ღRana Ashleyღ





May 13 2008 11:01 PM

haha yeah he was a serious dumbass...he seemed really nice and then we brought up abortion and I was like I'm 100% against it..and he was like that's fucking retarded...and then we got into it really bad lol
ღRana Ashleyღ





May 13 2008 10:56 PM

yeah but he also put his profile as single..and we have been dating for a few months now and still are...but anyways...yeah that blog I posted about abortion...there was way more said to him than that lol...I was cursing him out..he is so ignorant!