In this ever present dark, we find a common place, where we search for our true identity... where it is still hidden in the dismal corner of stupidity and loss... looking for a way out.
Female
18 years old
Dude... I want to go to
Christmas Island
I like anime, video games, tv, animals, paranormal things, myths, good jokes, webcomics/comics, manga, books, fanfics, fanart, some music, writing, drawing, certain people, food, sleeping, cultures, intellectual people and them random people, strange things, going to movies, reading, alone time, and some other things i can't remember...
Music
Some of my favorite bands would have to be:
Dir en Grey, The GazettE, LM.C, Girugamesh, Vidoll, D'espairs Ray, UnsraW, Kagrra, Gackt, Alice Nine, Malice Mizer, Janne Da Arc, Hyde, An Cafe, acid android, AKFG, UVERworld, Origa, the pillows, Linkin Park, evanescence, seether, disturbed, avenged sevenfold, three days grace, submersed, Utada Hikaru, TRAPT, D.A.I, Shuntaro Okino, crossfade, Susmu Hirasawa, SR-71...etc. i'm diverse about my music, but i mainly listen to rock, alternitive rock, foreign, classical, screamo, metal, and some others...
D'ESPAIRS RAY :: GARNET
((PV))
LM.C :: BELL THE CAT
((PV))
UNSRAW :: WARAI ONI
((LIVE))
Movies
one of my favorite movies would have to be "Howl's Moving Castle," that is an awsome movie, one of my favorite from Miyazaki-san, from him also, i like: Princess Mononoke, Spirited Away, Kiki's Delivery Service, Castle In The Sky, My Neighbor Totoro, and many, many more that i can't think of at this point in time...... Now some of my favorite AMERICAN movies would have to be either, "Nightmare Before Christmas," or "Corpse Bride," by Tim Burton.... I also like Interview With a Vampire, and Queen of the Damned, and that just scratching the surface...... plus i like any movie with either Heith Ledger, Olando Bloom, or Johnny Depp in it!
Television
Hmmmmm.... I have a lot of fave shows, but my favorite would have to be DEATH NOTE!!!! Then there's :: Ouran High School Host Club, Blood+, Abenobashi, Elfen Lied, DearS, Furuba, Naruto, Inuyasha, GunGrave, R.O.D., .hack//, Wolf's Rain, Silent Mobius, DN Angel, Eureka Seven, Bleach, and a whole bunch more, but i think all my fingers would fall off if I wrote them all down... However since those are all cartoons/anime, let me tell some of my fav actual people shows :: NINJA WARRIOR!!!, AOTS... Stuff about the paranormal... uhhhhhhhh... hmmmmm, and some game shows, and that's about it...
Books
... OMG new fav book "The Name of the Wind" by Patrick Rothfuss, ^_^... ahem anyway... I think the "Fool's Gold" trilogy, by Jude Fisher would be my on my favs list, i also like "The Immortals" series, but i can't remember the author, "Jade Green" was another good one as well... "Dragon's Milk" was another good novel that i read, and "Fortress In The Eye of Time" is one that i'm((probably never going to finish))reading now... and most of these books had well over 200 pages.... most of the books i read though, i like them to have at least 500 or more pages in them, and most of them do, with the exception for some, but those were really good... oh and does manga count becuase Absolute Boyfriend, is my 'Absolute' fav manga right now!
Half the crap down below has somewhat dwindled as I wrote it years back when I was probably 14, give or take. God I was such a nerd [still am]. However the gaming stands, I will forever be a gamer. That is really about it. Though I probably act more or less like a little 7 year old... still. I'm not really going to change anything, because in all honesty, it still holds true. Once a nerd, always one, dork, geek, and so on. Take it as is and judge accordingly. I hold nothing against it, for it is a matter of life-style, and I will forever go by it... until it slowly fades away; or I die. So yeah. Enjoy.
And for the last time, I'm not a goth/emo kid. =.=
落花枝に帰らず
rakka eda ni kaerazu
↓ ↓ ↓
↑ ↑ ↑
BEHOLD! I HAVE A CLOCK! ^_^
and it goes along with my theme soooo well too w00t!
IF THERE IS ONE THING THAT ALL MEN SHOULD FEAR, IT IS A PISSED OFF FANGIRL... FOR THEY ARE AT THE VERY TOP OF THE FOODCHAIN... this has just been some helpful advice please take it literally...
People see me as a little strange at times, but I'm cool... at least I think I am... am I? I don't know... do I think I'm cool? In a sense yes... but am I cool... maybe... not... wait... yeah... possibly... maybe... I doubt very much so... oh your still there never mind about that little thingy that you just read... ahem...
I am a nerd... and to prove it here is my youtube, anime wallpaper, and fanart pages ::
I am a really big anime freak... i guess... it's really about the only thing i watch... im kind of an otaku if i do say so myself... but im not that obsessed... am i... nah, i still have a life that dosen't revolve around that kind of thing... mostly... oh, sorry... i have ADD...
i am also a big gamer... though i prefer RPGS... platformers... action/adventure... button mashers/fighters... and some racers... all the rest... i could care less about... MMOs... >.>
i draw a lot... well not a lot, lot, but enough to say i draw a lot... i have my own little comic thing going... and that's about it... i mainly draw anime, but i also do still art as well... my main medium is pencil and/or charcoal though...
i also write poetry, had a few published i might add... and can you believe it all started with a poem called 'Fear' that i entered in a poetry contest...
i like the paranormal... ghosts, and things like that... seen a couple myself too... didn't scare me, i was just astonished by it... when i was little though they would even talk to me... but hey, if you don't wanna believe me, go ahead i don't care...
yeah...
well that's about it... i don't feel like explaining myself any further... if you wanna know more about me... message... that is all... from here on out, it's all gay crap.... enjoy...
PURE EPICNESS!!!!111!!!!11one!!
((I JUST LOVE THIS HAHAHAHA IT'S TOO AWESOME... WELL FOR ME ANYWAYS... >.>;))
Who I'd like to meet: there are a lot of people i would like to meet... and there are a lot i don't wanna meet, here are some that i do...
D'espairs Ray... Gwah... *,*
ROCK! ROCK THE LM.C!!
The GazettE!!! Aoi is a smexy man!!! Oh yes... Very smexy... Well... They're all hawt... *drool*
this is Dir en grey......... *drool* .... i wanna meet them badly... well mainly Warumono ((aka :: Kyo)).... and Die..... and Kaoru....... and Shinya..... and Toshiya.... i gots to see them in concert yays... but.. but... i missed the signing!!! T^T
ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION !!!
GOD ((aka :: Johnny Depp))
CHESTER BENNINGTON !!! w00t [LP]
WELL I SAW HIM SHIRTLESS LIVE IN CONCERT THAT COUNTS... RIGHT?
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its ok...i understand having a lot to go though...its the same way here. But at least stay in touch :P. and its good that you are finishing up your school work ^^ but there is no reason you should be shy around me about that :P we stay together XD lol. dont ask where that came from just something kinda...like boo lol. anyways hope to talk with ya soon :).
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Wow... very unfortunate timing for the concert, but I'm glad things all worked out ^_^. And you know if I was still down there, I'd be all over those tickets, lol. But sadly, I've got no monies to leave here T_T... but it's okay. But oh yes- much has happened. For one, I sorta kicked Jon to the curb (even though he tried to be all bad-ass in our last conversation and act like he was the one leaving me, lol). I've realized that I've completely compromised myself for him for almost two years (and what a waste of me! lol). Let's see... I'm trying to get a full scholarship to Radford University and become a clincal laboratory technician, but that's only if my plans to attend the U.S. Air Force Academy fall through. I can pretty much go where I want, but I don't want to put my parents out, so I'm leaning towards the USAFA pretty strong. I've got my other various, assorted issues, but all in all, lot's changed, but I think it's all for the best. Not to mention my old sweetie, Nico (I don't know if you remember me talking about him almost all the time around winter/spring before I left), who kind of popped up again at a really good time for us both ^_^.
Oh, and I love the AVI: SOOOO addictive to watch, lol
C'est moi! Ta bonne amie ^_^ lol I know your DeG concert's right around the corner, and I just thought I'd leave you a little comment and give myself an oppertunity to catch up with you. Anyway, LOTS has happned to me, lol, so let me know what's going on with you ^_^
