For what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul? Mark 8:36
I am a born again Christian.
I wasn't always walking the straight and narrow path. I worked in the porn industry for 6 years as porn actress. Porn was never my dream, it wasn't even much of a thought.
I came from a broken home. I always searched for love. I thought that my sexuality was all I had. I thought it was the only thing that could bring me love. I never wanted fame or money. I just wanted love.
My life circumstances and poor choices led me into that world. It was God who pulled me out.
I have been on my own healing journey for three years now. I have shared a lot of my story here in my myspace blogs publicly. My walk with God , my struggles, my pain, my stubbornness, my "learning as I go"... has all been a part of the process.
This page started as a simple "Letter to my Fans" about why I quit the business and has grown into a healing tool for me.
I have passion now. My passion is to let other women know they are worth much more than their sexuality. Society and media will tell us different. It's true though... you are precious. You are worthy of love. You are special. No matter how hard of a road you have been down. There is hope for you. You are loved by the King!!!!
THIS IS MY ONE AND ONLY REAL MYSPACE PAGE!
I volunteer with a ministry called "Treasure's" that was started by Harmony Dust. Harmony has played a big role in my life since I left the adult industry. Below is a video that will tell you more about Treasures and Harmony's vision. Please watch and if you would like to find out more about how you can help visit - http://wwww.iamatreasure.com.
Women - If you want to escape the sex industry or get to know Christ better feel free to email me at captivatedbyjesus@gmail.com. I can provide you with encouragement and resources. You don't have to feel alone. Please don't be shy or embarrassed to reach out for support. <3
Men - if you are addicted to porn there is hope for you, too. I highly recommend visiting - www.xxxchurch.com. They have plenty of resources!!!! Even if you are not sure you have an "addiction" I still recommend checking them out.
The video below is the trailer for the short movie I was in. It is a modern day version of the story of Hosea in the bible.
You should contact Eric Highland over at Cloud 10 who did the left behind movies We had talked about your wonderful witness. He is the PR exec tried to message this on a more personal level
Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ! In his great mercy he has given us new birth into a living hope through the resurrection of Jesus Christ from the dead, and into an inheritance that can never perish, spoil or fade—kept in heaven for you, who through faith are shielded by God's power until the coming of the salvation that is ready to be revealed in the last time. In this you greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials. These have come so that your faith—of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire—may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed. Though you have not seen him, you love him; and even though you do not see him now, you believe in him and are filled with an inexpressible and glorious joy, for you are receiving the goal of your faith, the salvation of your souls.
1 Peter 1:3-9 Jesus loves you! You are HIS pearl of great price!
Just "for the record", in case you didn't already know, -haha- I meant what I said in my "status-comment". I DO Care, and You ARE in my Prayers - and in God's Heart, I know. God be with You, my Friend -- Good night, and have a good weekend - SP. -- Prov. 31:29!
You continue to be in my prayers. In each day may you find that the wondrous and mighty Lord is your strength, your wisdom, and your power. Walk strong in Him!
Crissy - Is there ANY chance we can get you to fly down to Houston Texas to take part in an online series called "The Secret Of Angelika5" around January. The series is a legit family-series with a world-wide audience and can be seen at www.angelika5.com.
I saw your work on OVERSOLD and I do believe that I can help you break the old mold and get into something new & refreshing.
Chissy, If you liked the book 'Captivating', I think you will love, Love, LOVE 'Woman Thou Art Loosed' and 'The Lady, Her Lover, and Her Lord' both by T.D. Jakes. Happy Healing! I'm right there with you! ; )
I have been addicted to porn for some years, and i start realising that there was something missing it the eyes of the girls in the movies. It is allot of fake smile, realy a turn of. I think that people shuld start seeing the eyes of the girls and compare them with eyes of a born again x-pornstars.
I see God is bringing a just storm a judgment on human traffic, porn & all that would bring rebellion to tear down Jesus and his Kingdom... God is bringing judgment with truth & grace that all may call on Jesus and be saved but if not then this world is quicksand and Jesus is the only solid rock. There's a storm coming run to the Rock and be saved.
Dear, Sweet Crissy - Just wanted to pause for a moment to say, HAPPY SWEETEST DAY 2 U, my Dearest Friend, and the Sweetest Sister I could ever have hoped for :-)! GOD Bless You, Princess, as you have so Blessed me with your Friendship; and as always, remember You are in my heart & Prayers Continuously :)!! Gosh, it's been a year already since your Premier in Phoenix - that was such a Special weekend. Again, Congratulations for that. So, as Victoria would say, Shalom, Love, and Bubblegum - and of course, CHOCOLATE :-) - to You on this day of Appreciating our Beloved Friends, and caring for the widows and orphans (which is what it was originally, actually), and also for every day thereafter, as we celebrate the Love our Lord has for us! GOD Bless You, Sweet Princess, and again, Thank You for being such a True Friend (((CM))) :-) -- -- SINCERELY - SP. -- Prov. 31:10,29!!!
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Victoria Price-Clark
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-Wayne-
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wanted to wish you a fun and safe Halloween!
Love in Christ
scotty bee :)
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God bless you
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Peace and Love
Scott Smith
Oct 30 2009 6:36 AM
God bless you!
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1 Peter 1:3-9 Jesus loves you! You are HIS pearl of great price!
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-- Prov. 31:29!
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How was our weekend?
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Rob Langguth
Oct 19 2009 12:34 PM
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your friend fernanndo
Oct 19 2009 12:33 PM
I saw your work on OVERSOLD and I do believe that I can help you break the old mold and get into something new & refreshing.
Please respond if your interested.
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David Q
Director/Producer/Creator
Oct 19 2009 12:32 PM
God Bless you always
scott :)
Oct 19 2009 12:31 PM
If you liked the book 'Captivating', I think you will love, Love, LOVE 'Woman Thou Art Loosed' and 'The Lady, Her Lover, and Her Lord' both by T.D. Jakes. Happy Healing! I'm right there with you! ; )
Oct 17 2009 2:18 PM
missing it the eyes of the girls in the movies.
It is allot of fake smile, realy a turn of.
I think that people shuld start seeing the eyes of the girls and compare them with eyes of a born again x-pornstars.
hope you understand
Oct 17 2009 2:17 PM
Hugs,
Ozzy :)
Oct 17 2009 12:46 PM
Ozzy :)
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Many Blessings
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-- SINCERELY - SP.
-- Prov. 31:10,29!!!
Oct 17 2009 11:00 AM
Just sending some love have a wonderful day angel x
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