About me:
If we are all assigned in some way an animal spirit, then this may be mine:

ZOHARATH .... It is a name that came to me in a dream in which I was a female sword-wielding warrior. Therefore,it is MY nickname and MINE alone! Wondered if such a name existed since it came to me in a dream. Did a little research to see if there was any real meaning allowed me to discover interesting results. Although the whole name has no existence, Zohar does. When you have time to read, go to
Answer.com, and type in Zohar. The fact that I am spiritually grounded made it easy to understand why that name came to me in my dream in the first place. If you like to study religion, the results that I got from
Answer.com as well as other search engines makes for interesting reading. Come to find out recently that in Hebrew,Zohar means "splendor and radiance",which explains a lot of things that has happened to me as well as why. If you're lucky enough to come across a dictionary of Angels, then you'll also find a name close to mine, which is Zoharariel. My real name,however,is a common
one.To those who don't know or care to know,it might as well remain a mystery. Besides,Zoharath sounds so much cooler than my actual name.
As far as personality/characteristic traits are concerned,I consider myself to be: a good listener,kind,considerate,thoughtful,have an unpredictable SOH. Although not professionally trained, I'm capable of going by instinct to give good massages. Also like to receive them as well. I'm tense as well as intense. I'm pretty much level-headed,reasonable,generous,free-hearted,articulate,loving,spiritual,highly romance-oriented,affectionate,playful,out-going,fun-loving,unselfish,perceptive,one who speaks her mind in a civilized manner,remains on an even keel,laid-back,loyal,dependable,responsible,hard-working,compassionate,a little eccentric,and very peaceful.
I REFUSE TO ALLOW SOCIETY TO DICTATE TO ME (whenever possible anyway - LOL!) because I have my own beat that I carry and bang the drum to,and NO ONE has the right to change that. More or less, I guess you can say I'm a rebel WITH a cause.
Heritage - wise,aside from being African-American,my ancestors were Indian (I have no idea what tribe unfortunately),Scotch-Irish, and a wee bit o' Welsh.
Try to keep my weight down by eating less,making healthier food choices,walking,cycling on a stationary bike, and kick-boxing. I'm always going to have a tomboy side to me because I don't consider myself a "wimpy woman", but I'll always be a lady with a heart of gold.
Health Issues: An ongoing battle with depression. Classic chronic insomniac since the age of 7. Learned to just deal with it over the years. The same can be said with the sciatic nerve episodes as a result of being rear-ended in an auto accident back in 1991. That accident not only ruined my first car that was paid off, it ruined my life. It caused me to become a victim of circumstances beyond my control. Not feeling sorry for myself, just merely stating the knocks in my sorry life. You see, that accident caused me to lose a well-paying job that I had been at 2 months shy of 11 years. Fortunately, I'm blessed with a sweet & sunny dispostion because not everyone can survive on an average of 2 hours of sleep per night on a regular basis.
As a result of an older generation, there are some things that I've kept traditional. As an only daughter born to older parents, I experienced watching my Dad(who also suffered with depression in addition to alcoholism and diabetes)go through his dying days with dignity from prostate cancer in August of 2001. Seriously guys, go get yourself checked out -- Dad felt no pain before he was diagnosed. My Mom lost a breast to cancer. She went through all the therapies and came out like a trouper. The weird thing is that when the cancer went away, it took away the asthma she had been suffering with since childhood. She's been cancer-free for over 25 years. So ladies, THERE IS ALWAYS HOPE!! Still,cancer is a bastard of a thief. GUYS, DON'T YOU DARE THINK FOR ONE MOMENT THAT YOU ARE IMMUNE TO FROM THIS BECAUSE breast cancer CAN latch onto a man too. Problem is, you guys don't go to the doctor like you should.
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I live with/take care of my Mom, and will continue to do so until God decides to transfer one of us to Heaven first! 0:)
Both of my parents were teachers. My Mom taught pre-schoolers and kindergarten,while my Dad taught Math at various high schools.
I have a nephew who is temporarily living with me until he gets through college to become an accountant.
Long-suffering comes with the territory of being a Christian,but NEVER forget:there is ALWAYS someone out there who has it worse than YOU. Remember to KEEP HUMBLE & to count your blessings....
It has gotten old hanging around my lady friends,especially when I have become the only one left in the circle who is STILL single. So now I go it alone. As you can see,I'm no spring chicken. I'm very loyal/monogomous when it comes to a serious/intimate/platonic relationship.
I'm just a RARE,classic,distinctive SWEETHEART OF A LADY with a very distinctive VOICE who men keep passing on by for someone else(heavy Le Sigh..) It appears that I have become a walking contradiction in the sense that its looks as if I'm going to end up being an incureable romantic/loner. If I were meant to have SOME KINDA WONDERFUL MAN in my life,it will happen quite unexpectedly. I'm not looking around that often anymore because I've half way given up, and yet in the same breath, I'm trying to keep myself occupied while I've opted to instead to try to be more patient by putting more trust in God so that HE will cause THE RIGHT MAN TO SEE ME AND COME UP TO ME AND LET ME KNOW HE IS INTERESTED IN ME. My mentality at this point in my life is to take it one day at a time,and accept that I may be another statistic of those who deserves to be loved, but ends up going to the grave with something better awaiting for me in Heaven beyond my imagination/comprehension.
Meanwhile, ....... this page has taken on a life of its own by turning into a Musicians' Courtyard,which I find rather amusing because fortunately,I have a great passion for a very wide variety of music.
Anyway,THANK YOU for viewing my webpage! GREETINGS,AND WELCOME TO THE COURTYARD OF NIGHT QUEEN ZOHARATH! Enjoy!
Who I'd like to meet:
Single White men who don't have and have no intention of having children,and share some of the same interests. I prefer the company of White men mainly because my interests, hobbies, tastes in music as well as my eccentric personality is more compatible than combatible with White men. I DON'T DISLIKE Black men, but it would honestly be a waste of my time to be with them because I'M GOING TO BE ME! Black men have DISSED ON ME FOR SEVERAL YEARS for the most ludicrous reasons, and I DON'T HAVE TO put up with that. There ARE decent Black men out there ... just not for me WHEN IT COMES TO MY LOVE LIFE. TOO OFTEN, Black men have accused me of "trying to be White" (I'm so sick of that cop out line!) when I'm just doing things I ENJOY doing. I appreciate different cultures AS WELL AS MY OWN. Considering my mix in heritage, I would be a hypocrite to not accept people of different cultures/races/creeds,etc.,what have you. TO BE A RACIST AND A CHRISTIAN IS A CONTRADICTION AGAINST GOD, AND DON'T YOU EVER FORGET THAT! After all, Heaven is NOT segregated! IT IS POSSIBLE for a woman to have several male friends,and not have had an intimate relationship with any of them. If you don't think its possible, its because you've either never been in that sort of situation, or you've never reached that level in a relationship, or you made poor choices, and blew it. I can say this because I speak from all of these experiences.
Aside from all of that, I would love to meet people who appreciate the company of an eccentric loser / beatnik / geekette / old maid.

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Feb 10 2010 12:29 AM
Feb 5 2010 3:49 AM
Hey Girl...How have you been...
Thanks for joining me here on the fan site for Gary..
Hope you are enjoying his music...
Wishing you a nice day
Here one of Gary's songs to enjoy your day with....
Take Care ok
Hugs Marijke
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Feb 5 2010 3:49 AM
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Feb 2 2010 11:58 PM
Meet the guys!!!!
Benji...Karl....Pavlos...David
Enjoy your week
Take care Hugs Marijke
Jan 30 2010 6:59 PM
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Jan 14 2010 1:26 AM
Hey girl...Thanks for the request...
Hope you are well...
I'm not doing so bad..
Getting back to myself more and more each day
Take Care...Hugs Marijke
Dec 30 2009 11:59 PM
All the best…Be safe and Healthy… Hugs Marijke
Dec 20 2009 7:10 PM
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Nov 28 2009 2:40 PM
Thanks for stopping.by..Hope all is well with you..
I'm not doing so bad...Thanks for asking...
Wishing a great weekend
Hugs Marijke
Nov 22 2009 11:30 PM
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Oct 11 2009 11:05 AM
Hope all is well...Hugs Marijke
Oct 2 2009 1:07 AM
Thanks for stopping by....I'm slowly getting better...my treatments are over now....It still hard in many ways....
Take care ok..wishing you a nice day.....
Hugs Marijke
Sep 23 2009 10:01 PM
Sep 19 2009 2:08 AM
Thanks for coming on out and having a good time. We look forward to seeing you again. Keep shaking that tamboreen.
Regards, The Black Honkeys
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Sep 5 2009 12:45 AM
Hope you are doing ok...
Take Care...Hugs Marijke
Aug 27 2009 12:52 AM