I am very interested in the way that the world works, and the way people are. Why do people do the things they do, and how the world just is in general. I am very interested in why we are in war, I still dont understand it... Im also interested in gum... who thinks of this stuff.. how is this shit created?
Music
This is a funny subject..when I first came to Cali. I listened to like girly music..country and rap..well I live in a house with a bunch of other people and one of the guys is in a band named Uriah. Its like a metal band, so thats like all the guys listen to around here...so lately i have been listening to metal. At first i hated it. I was like OMG this gives me a headache.. but now Im starting to like it.. Uriah is a great band..I went to two of their concerts already and really enoyed it..especially the people running into each other on the dance floor..I had never seen anything like that before..I thought they had lost their minds..but I later found out that its called a mosh pit..so I told a few of the guys that the next concert we go to i was gonna wear my tennis shoes and join in..they laughed at me and told me they didnt think that was a good idea..why not? CHECK OUT URIAH AT WWW.MYSPACE.COM/URIAH ... LET ME KNOW WHAT YA THINK!!!
Movies
As far as movies go, well I love lifetime movies of course...back home thats all I ever watched...my sister would come home from school and I would be sitting there on the couch crying over some stupid movie...lol..but I also like scary movies..just because you get to cuddle with the person sitting next to you...But i have to admit I usually fall asleep during movies..hehe.
My grandma. I love her! She has taught me so much and I miss playing nintendo with her untill 4 in the morn. Yea thats right... Shes a badass! :) Love you grams.
About me:
Okay, I guess this is where I’m supposed to write about myself...lol! Well most of you already know I’m like the coolest fuckin' bitch on this earth, Now that I got that outta the way in a short and simple way, I’ll tell ya a lil about my life. I grew up in good ole' Waverly NE. WOO HOO! I moved from there my sophomore year in High school and moved to another good ole' town, Omaha ARKANSAS! Yea that was fun while it lasted, I had some really good times out there, then I came out to California in January, I was only suppose to be here for 2 weeks, but me and my ex fell in love with other people and decided to go our separate ways. I have been through quit the journey in the past 2 years, with moving and all and takin on a not so normal career... I did that for about 3 months and then decided nah, not for me. I am 20 years old and I just started my own adult company, Vital Sin Entertainment. I would like to thank a few certain people (you know who you are) for FUCKING ME OVER, and being the biggest lying cock suckers that you are... because without you, I would not be where I am today. I would underneath you, and you are not moving. So... Thanks. Also, I would like to thank a few of my old good friends that I met when I first came out to California. You honestly taught me a lot about life, and how to communicate to people, and stand up for myself, which is not a trait that everyone is born with. The things you have taught me are still with me today, and still hold me up, so Thank you. :) A few things you may not know about me are: 1. I do believe in love at first site. 2. I like to wash my toothbrush out with soap after I brush my teeth. 3. I shave my butt crack... sometimes... HAHAHA. 4. I like to eat pickles and olives with my dog (Jersey baby girl). 5. My two best friends are guys... Matheas! and Danny! 6. I’m crazy when I get pissed off.--- I haven’t killed anyone --- YET. 7. I like to talk on the phone while going potty. 8. If you haven’t noticed, I’m not to shy, and I don’t give a fuck what other people think of me!!! HAHAHAHAH. 9. I can’t make easy mac.. lol. No joke. 10. I’m pretty grumpy in the morning, because I usually can’t sleep at night! 11. I want a boob job. :) 12. Jealous girls from back home can suck my nipples because your gay comments on other people pages, humor me. G-E-T A L-I-F-E. :) Matheas... We've been together for a while now, and I need to let you know just how it would make me feel inside if you ever let me go. My heart would break without a doubt; I don't know what I'd do. The pain would be unbearable; I can't bear the thought of losing you. We've had a lot of good times, and we've shared a lot of the bad, but we are always there to help each other when one of us is sad. You are more than a friend to me, you’re my favorite, my spark, and my love and since the moment I laid eyes on you. I've thanked the Lord above. I want to thank you for always being nice to me, and staying by my side. Helping me with my problems and never leaving me behind. I love the way you accept my thoughts and feelings, even though you don’t always understand. I love you for never giving up on me, and always being that true best friend. Everything you mean to me, I could never show. In all the ways you have helped my life, you will never know. I love the way you take care of me, you're my shining star. What’s so amazing is; I know that’s just the way you are. I will walk a thousand miles, and swim a thousand seas. I'd do anything to be there, 'cause you've been there for me. You know you have my heart, and I hope I have yours too. I'll stay by your side forever, if that's what you want me to do. Now you’re ready for bed..lol!!! So goodnight my little sleepy head!!
Who I'd like to meet: I am a very interesting person, I change my mind more then anyone else. I think to much about stupid stuff, and I miss my family more then ANYTHING!!!! I used to hate it when people talked shit, but now I FUCKING LOVE IT!! If no one talked shit then I wouldnt have a drive. Ive learned since I have moved to California that Im not so good of a driver, I may have rammed my car into 3-4 peoples cars/trucks in Arkansas, ran my car off the road going 65, but never hit so many fucking curbs or been honked at so many fucking times!!! Californians are mean, pushy drivers! haha. I wanna meet new friends, and live my life the best that I can, I wanna wake up to a new challenge everyday, and be thankful for the things I have.. and dont have for that matter. I wanna work hard for all the money I earn, and appreciate the people that deserve appreciation. I LOVE MY HATERS BECAUSE THEY ARE MY BIGGEST FANS ----> LOVE YOU GUYS/GIRLS! I want to give every Bum in the USA $100 next christmas... Damn, That would be a lot of money! <3 Matheas thank you for holding me up and helping me through the worst times of my life..You are my bestfriend, and words cant describe how much your support means to me.XOXO
Thank you for your friendship. I am
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health! LG. Eric and Nina from Graz / Austria :)
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whats going on? Thanks for accepting the request so quick. I don't
believe we've actually met but that's why I requested you. Just
networking Definitely get back to me when you have some time to talk..
hiya addi so where ya been?? you know if i get too much time to think up new questions, i will right?
ok so have you been working hard? hows your doggies getting along? did you change your hair again? are you still into photography? when you watch your video of just funny lil la la la stuff, do you still crackup?..i do. will you comment on my page? did i wish you a happy birthday? are you going on a vacation this year? can you get some self pics of yourself in public? hows sparky doing?
ok enough of that, but for real i remember your top friend boondocksaint. i thought it was a cool name so i searched it and found the movie wow funny and groosum at the same time..very cool ok lastly um let me see oh yeah my son is back in washington state for air force training. daughter has just lost her license so while im laidoff im her taxi driver. wife just made me a gooseberry pie. if youve never had a gooseberry pie you got to try it
ok ok im rambling now i miss you and hope to hear something from you. even a peep is cool blessing you and hope all is good for you and youres
chrispi ps happy birthday...i know il shut up now lol
When every will and thrill has gone, you have to change or just move on. You cannot live without your heart. For what is life, to play a part? When you don't have a joke to tell, and all you do is scream and yell, you need to step aside and see your life the way it ought to be. Are things worth getting stressed about; worth causing you to wail and pout? Weigh every loss against each gain. Don't let each day be full of pain. You have to do what you enjoy, for in repression there's no joy. So seek your dreams where they may go, and when you catch them, you will know. The will and thrill will come again. You'll find your happiness and then your heart will be in all you do. You may just tell a joke or two. Do what it takes, don't waste away. Give life your best in your own way.
i just wanted to ask if you have seen the movie "boon dock saints" wow i sure hope your bds is nicer than the guys in that show lol joking miss you addi bb kf been wondering how your doin. i love to read your blogs.. you use so much emotion in your words. and the video of you making faces lol lol lol. have you ever thought of doing standup comedy?? you would be great at comedy...
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