MUSIC
MAGICK
BOOKS - READ AND WRITE
PORN - WATCH AND BEING WATCHED
CINEMA - ACTING AND DIRECTING
SEX - FUCK AND BEING FUCKED
FALLING IN LOVE
WITH MUSIC OR BOOKS WITH BEAUTY OR FREAKY WITH SOMEONE OR SOMETHING
Music
"There are only two kinds of music: good and bad. " Duke Ellington
The Cure is obviously the musical love of my life, the very first one that metamorphoses you, and you can never forget.
(Especially addicted on Seventeen seconds / Faith / Pornography and others Curiosities...)
Many other major romances or flirts, since the age of 9 and by order of appearance:
Madonna (not ashamed! ) , Ray Charles, Carmina Burana , Marvin Gaye , The Doors , Pink Floyd , Bob Marley , Israel Vibration , Culture , Dub Syndicate , Public Enemy , NTM , Metallica , Sex Pistols , Bérurier Noir , Mano Negra , Toy Dolls , Exploited , Dead Kennedys , Joy Division , Bauhaus , Sisters of Mercy , Christian Death , Virgin Prunes, Das Ich, Dead Can Dance , Specimen, Mephisto Walz , PIL , Siouxsie and the Banshees , Skinny Puppy , Fields of the Nephilim, X-Mal Deutschland, Kortatu, The Skatallites , The Specials , The Selecter , Dr Ring Ding , Lee Perry , Hole , Kickback , Black Bomb A , Madball , Eminem , Rammstein , Punish Yourself
Waiting for the next crush...
Movies
DISNEY MOVIES (Alice in Wonderland... ) GREG ARAKI (Doom Generation, Nowhere ) MICHAEL HANEKE ( Funny Games...) GASPAR NOE ( Carne, Seul Contre Tous, Sodomites...) ABEL FERRARA ( MS.45, Bad Lieutenant... ) TIM BURTON ( Edward Scissorhands, Corpse Bride, Ed Wood, Sleepy Hollow...) QUENTIN TARANTINO ( Reservoir Dogs, Pulp Fiction, Kill Bill...) CHRISTOPHE GANS (Le pacte des Loups , Silent Hill) ASIA ARGENTO (Scarlett Diva...) CHARLIE CHAPLIN and BRUCE LEE
Some Cult Movies :
Elephant Man, Cabaret, The Wizard of Oz, STAR WARS (I to VI ), Brain Dead, Willow , Dracula , Princess Bride, Legand , Dark Cristal, THE WALL, Monty Python's The Meaning of Life, Cabaret, Hidden Dragon Crouching Tiger, The 7 Samourais, Clockwork Orange, Dogville, Breaking the Waves, Delivrance, Les aventures de Jack Burton dans les griffes du Mandarin , L'Empire des Sens, From Dusk till Dawn (Une nuit en Enfer) The Good the Bad and the Ugly, Scarlett Diva ...
Television
Too much TV... But I just listen to it like a radio except for Documentaries (animals, brain mysteries, psychology, criminals, mythology, civilizations...) >
Some Series Nip Tuck (I have a crush on Matt, of course), Buffy the vampire Slayer (I have a crush on Spike, of course) Queer as Folk -US- (I have a crush on Brian, of course) (Damned, they are all insanely sexy in that show)
South Park ( Got a crush on Cartman...ok, just kidding...)
And really appreciate english humour, like Absolutly Fabulous, Father Ted, Brian Bastard... Even when nobody's sexy enough to get a crush.
Oh, at night, or very early in the morning, when even my cats are deeply sleeping, I watch some french crap series like Tribunal, or Mesaventures, but please don't tell anyone.
Books
Hundreds of Myths, Legends and Tales from the Whole World Hundreds of Anticipation / Science Fiction books Hundreds of Religion, Psychology and Spirituality Studies, with a special interest in Chamanism and Chaos Magick Hundreds of classical novel, poesy, short stories books...
Yes, it makes thousands of books. Here are the few I remember at the moment...
Serge Brussolo (Cauchemar a Louer, Les Demoniaques, Krucifix, Le Vent Noir, Les emmures, La Meute, Les Betes, Les Reveurs d'Ombre , L'Epave, A l'Image du Dragon...) Daniel Keyes (Des Fleurs pour Algernon) Stephen King H.P. LOVECRAFT (especially an integralk book i read without a break, this journey may have seriously damaged my teenage logical brain) Ray Bradbury (The Martian Chronicles, Fahrenheit 451, short stories...)
Charles Baudelaire (Les Fleurs du Mal... ) Guy de Maupassant, Carlos Castaneda, Camus (La Chute, L'Etranger, Caligula...) Theophile Gauthier ( Le Roman de la Momie) Amelie Nothomb, Virginie Despentes ( Baise Moi, Les Chiennes Savantes, Mordre au Travers...) Le Livre des Transformations ( YI KING) , Carl Jung, The Holy Bible, The Satanic Bible, The Book of the Law, Maud Sejournant (Le cercle de Vie), Eliphas Levy, Les admirables secrets de magie du Grand Albert et du Petit Albert, (this one is the funniest in the world !) Eric-Emmanuel Schmitt (Oscar et la Dame Rose...) Neil Gaiman (De Bons Presages, American Gods, Miroirs et Fumees...) Pierre Bordage (L'Evangile du Serpent, L'ange de l'Abime...)
Heroes
Sorry, I really suck for idolizing people... but I am grateful for
This is where the troubles begin...At the age of 17, as I looked strange enough to attract attention, I made my first photo shoot as a model.
I was just drinking a beer in the street, near my college, when a photographer saw me as a piece of art. Damned!
It was not a joke.
It was black and white pictures in gardens and streets of Paris. I started modeling from time to time. I enjoyed it.
Unfortunatly, I was a very bad girl, with obsession for sex , drugs and rock'n'roll, so the photo shoots became weirder and weirder, untill I throw most of my all black clothes at the face of a photographer. Of course he didn't take it as an offense.
I made hundreds of photo shoots of all kinds, for artwork, training, charm magazines, hardcore porn magazines, covers, ugly report press pictures, and even some stupid fashion shoots in which I was commiting suicide by putting my head in a oven, or parodying Pulp Fiction having a octopus on the head. (Octopus is translated Poulpe in french...Pulp, poulpe...Sorry for that)
Modeling is a great way to self-estime AND self-derision.
ACTING:
PORN ACTRESS
FROM 1994 TO 1999,
UNDER THE SHORTER NAME "CORALIE" .
Glad to mention : "PORNOVISTA" ( Freaks) "PARIS CHIC" (Andrew Blake) CYBERIX (John B-Root) PURE ANAL (Private) and like 60 hardcore movies avalaible in Europe and USA. My most famous movie in France is obviously LA PRINCESSE ET LA PUTE (Marc Dorcel). Still not sure if I prefer to be the princess or the whore, but as they gave me the Best European Actress Award (Hot d'Or 1996) for this one, I became a kind of queen of sluts hahaha.
Extatic to mention :
"SODOMITES" Gaspar Noe, 1998.
Find complete informations on a real amazing fansite, including photograms, free videos, and everything you want to know about Noe.
And...if you follow the white rabbit, you can find out who's really not afraid from the big bad wolf...
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As a Pornstar in Europe, I had opportunity to explore "real Cinema ".
So I made a few and short appearances, mainly for nude playing (I said, as a pornstar!), but sometimes dying or speaking, and sometimes speaking with my clothes on!!!
SOMBRE (Philippe Grandrieux) DEJA MORT (Olivier Dahan) PARFAIT AMOUR ( Catherine Breillat) and some more.
My biggest dramatic role was in the fabulous under Z movie TERROR OF PREHISTORIC BLOODY CREATURES FROM SPACE (Richard J. Thompson) where you find out why I will never be a singer. (I said, I love music, and it would be a crime)
DIRECTING:
BAISE MOI
( co-author and co-director with Virginie DESPENTES, based on the novel of Virginie DESPENTES) 2000
Hot Link: http://www.baise-moi.co.uk/
(Trailer, papers, synopsis, press book and many more from the UK Website!)
WRITING:
MUSIC JOURNALISM
(My strangest trip through the looking glass : please remember I made Baise Moi War, and Journalists were THE ENEMY... So I never considered myself as "a journalist", but as an undercover explorer of the evil power of media)
Many papers (live reports, chronicles, interviews...) for the french magazine ROCK'N'FOLK and from Johnny Rotten to Marylin Manson, 2000 to 2004.
CONTRE OFFENSIVE
, ESSAY , EDITIONS PAUVERT MAY 2002 , collective, instant reactions from french writers against extreme right wing menace, after 21 april 2002 elections disaster.
BETTY MONDE
, NOVEL , EDITIONS AU DIABLE VAUVERT OCT. 2002
Not (yet...) translated, but here is an english presentation.
DEEP INSIDE PUNISH YOURSELF
COMIC BOOK
( Script and Art Direction) 2004
OSEZ LA SODOMIE
PANSEXUAL GUIDE
2007
LA VOIE HUMIDE
PORNO-INITIATIC AUTOBIOGRAPHY
2007
INSPIRING:
HOLY TRINH THI, PUNISH YOURSELF / SEXPLOSIVE LOCOMOTIVE, 2004
Amazing Song in the Glory of my Holy Name mouhahaha.
Have you ever dreamed one your favourite bands composing a song for you ? Alleluia ! I am christened in the blood of porn.
Free Download at: Punish Yourself
PORNO MANIFESTO , OVIDIE, ESSAY , EDITIONS FLAMMARION 2004
Interview about porn, censorship, punk hardcore sex, and feminism.. (in fact, about why I will never be a feminist lol )
LA TRICHERIE SACREE ou le Chemin de la Bonte, Alejandro JODOROWSKY and Gilles FARCET, SPIRITUALITY , EDITIONS DERVY 2004
Interview about my meeting with Jodorowsky and “ Psychomagick”…
"Fear is the path to the dark side. Fear leads to anger.
Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering.'"
You scored as Existentialism.
Your life is guided by the concept of Existentialism:
You choose the meaning and purpose of your life.
"Man is condemned to be free;
because once thrown into the world,
he is responsible for everything he does."
"It is up to you to give [life] a meaning."
--Jean-Paul Sartre
"It is man's natural sickness to believe that he possesses the Truth."
--Blaise Pascal
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Take the quiz: Your Psych-Ward diagnosis Bipolar Disorder Diagnosis: BiPolar Disorder Sometimes severe mental disorder involving manic episodes that are usually accompanied by episodes of depression. The manic phase of the disorder is characterized by an abnormally elevated or irritable mood, grandiosity, sleeplessness, extravagance, and a tendency toward irrational judgment. During the depressed phase, the person tends to appear lethargic and withdrawn, shows a lack of concentration, and expresses feelings of worthlessness, self-blame, and guilt.
Si ça te dit : le vendredi 6 Novembre c'est la seconde et dernière soirée"Shoot ton Goth" in Paris !!! C'est au Klub !! (14 rue Saint Denis, metro Chatelet) et c'est 9 euros
Le mix ultime des DJ's déjantés "Paul Toupet, Nico l'Helvetique, et Bastien "B." Il seront accompagné du terrible Cyb@l pour affronter une fois encore Joli-Monstre et les Saigneurs de la Night !!!
Coralie, Je te remercie du fond du coeur pour l'add. De "Betty Monde" à "la voix humide" jusqu'à "osez" de hors circuits, ici ou là-bas, au cabaret des curiosités, la musardine, en passant par une radio où officie Brigitte Lahaie. Je te suis dans ta carrière si riche. Ta réflexion, tes mots, ton interprétation est toujours de grande qualité à chaque fois. Et dire qu'en devanture des gondoles de ma librairie tu n'y es toujours pas et qu'il faut que je bataille pour avoir "la voix humide". Trouver la voix....trouver la voix je l'ai cherché et tout simplement trouvé dans quelques unes de tes phrases et par delà tes mots. Ce n'est pas le remède total mais c'est un commencement.
Merci de m'avoir ajouté. J'attends patiemment, lové et recroquevillé dans mon petit chez moi mental les futurs add pour "la voix humide", "osez" et "bettymond"
Même si vous ne trouvez pas votre beau visage dans les nuages, qui semblent de notre porche ... peut-être vous trouverez un certain plaisir dans leur beauté toute façon ...
May your heart be touched with Love as your beautiful thoughts have always touched mine... Tonight beneath the moonlight he will be my beams of love lighting up the darkened crevices that seem to hide the pain... Every star a twinkling reminder of the many reasons why, that I love this man beside me and the love he loves to share...
Thanks for being so thoughtful.... Hope you day is sweet and special ~John~
L'autre partie sera un DVD Live du concert des DUM DUM BOYS au Nouveau casino en Octobre 2005. C'est à ce jour le seul filmage d'un Concert de cette mythique formation Niçoise.
Comme on ne fait rien comme tout le monde, voici le nouvel ABUS avec les jeux pour la rentrée ! Mais pas que ! Dossier spécial Ecrits Rock ! :
ABUS DANGEREUX #111 Septembre 2009
En Couverture : dossier special ECRITS ROCK Au sommaire: 44 pages avec des interviews d'éditeurs (Minimum Rock'n'Roll, Le Camion Blanc, La Machine à Cailloux, Exact Change) et d'écrivains (Jean Noel Levavasseur, Alain Feydri, Pierre Mikailoff) ainsi que des textes d'Alain Feydri (extrait du livre The Cramps), Jean-Luc Manet, Thierry Tuborg, Caryl Ferey (nouvelle noir sur The Clash) + chroniques de livres, cd, dvd...
Ainsi que le sampler inédit 10 titres avec : DEAR READER, DOMINIQUE A, ARMAN MELIES, JOHAN ASHERTON, DAMON & NAOMI, DEATH OF THE NEIGHTBOURHOOD, XAVIER PLUMAS, PAUL ROLAND, WILFRIED.
dans le x, il n'y a pas eu plus belle actrice que toi je me souviens de "cyberix" de john b root où tu tournais avec le grand Roberto Malone, la scène était très réussie ! tu t'en souviens ? bises à toi et bonne continuation
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