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About me:

Changes on a daily bases......if I stick to certain things like society teaches you drones then I would be drawing a box around myself like everyone else in todays society. I have no boundaries like the weak minded many...Unless it's a negative influence to my existence... Yes this might include you no apologies if I offend.

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Dark is tomorrow but the light of today is a star upon it. Today is a guide for tomorrow. I worry not of tomorrow for that day may never come if it strays. Today is bright full of adventure, opportunity, and hope. This day I take and conquer with all my strength, will and being, adding another mark in history, so that if tomorrow comes it will know that I was yesterday.

"My Opinion" RELIGION = SLAVERY and BRAIN WASHING of THE MASSES! for CONTROL
We are or as the gods and goddesses of once was, we will be the creators.
The only thing I like about Religion is some of the fashions and its idols (aka) cross design kind of goes with my Neo Victorian, Gothic, Medieval love and Art.

The Sumerian's had it right I think and I would rather wait for the Annunaki to return than Jesus if I had to chose but yet again I have chosen a long time ago!
So say we all.... Let Science, Facts, Truths Perivale!



Speaking about humanity I strongly believe we are not alone and being visited or have been for a long time by extraterrestrials. There was life on Mars at one point, and there are structures on the moon as well. NO its not all: Swamp Gas, Weather Balloons, Venus, Mars, Flairs, Mass Hallucination, Your Mom, or planes flying in formation. If you believe that you're a moron don't waste my time. Also if you think that you need to be a train "observer" to look up in the sky and know WTF is going on, please STFU as well your asleep and need to wake up. Open your eyes there is something going on and someone is keeping secrets.

This would sum it all up: Gamer, Computer Geek, Sci-Fi Freak, Just a Geek in General, Armature Ufologist, A little Style in what I wear, an Artist, Cosplayer, Anime Lover, J-rocker, J-pop lover, with an obsession for Utada Hikaru. Did I mention my love for the 80's? My education and growth has come from: a hard up brining, video games, computers, and a lovely company called Square ENIX. Final Fantasy is the rules I live by. Someday I will play these games in their native language, Japanese. I will sing a complete Utada Hikaru song not missing a beat in Japanese as well. Besides all this Technological up bringing and conditioning I am trying to find my way back to my human roots and to the natural world to the real human connection and experience. That is all if you want more "CALL" me.

"To conquer others is to have power. To conquer yourself is to know the way."

If you live your life fighting others or proving things about yourself to the world you will live a life of constant war with yourself and others. What would you gain in fighting someone, a stranger, instead of showing love and forgiveness? I rather spend my short life that I have here working on myself and not pushing things on others. Believe me others will notice if are looking my way and those are the ones that matter.

Why are we here, what is our point of even being here? Well the answer to such a question lies within each person. I can only answer and account for my own. Why am I here? Well to be honest with you I am still trying to find the answers to that question. I have theories as to why but not a definite answer. What I do know is that I am here on this planet to be me, to live a life that is full, rich, and righteous, to my perceptions of things. The rest really does not matter when it comes to the world and even this Myspace that is a mere reflection, slice of who I am. I can only hope that in the end I lived a life that was well lived and remembered for the next to come after me. For what lies ahead after that I do not know but I hope the experiences of when I was alive will help me in the next existence to come what ever it is.

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