I love women, music (playing, singing, writing, and listening), art, friends, and love itself. I also write poetry and dabble in photography which is all available for viewing on my deviantART account at http://www.sessor.deviantart.com
Music
I love music, and if I ever went deaf, I'd literally go insane. My favorite band is 3. Although I love hard rock, I am pretty flexible in my music selection. Some of my other favorite bands/artists include Weerd Science, Joey Eppard, Static-X, A Perfect Circle, Matchbox 20, Michael Jackson, Fall Out Boy, BT, Days of the New, Atom & His Package, Tool, Powerman 5000, DragonForce, Boston, pre-"Minutes to Midnight" Linkin Park, Radiohead, Disturbed, AC/DC, Jack's Mannequin, MIKA, Does It Offend You Yeah?, Jack Johnson, Papa Roach, Pantera, Chicago, and HIM.
Movies
Some of my favorites include The Last Samurai, American History X, Unleashed, Edward Scissorhands, Stranger than Fiction, Requiem for a Dream, A Scanner Darkly, The Crow, The Number 23, the original Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles live action film, Religulous, Halloween (especially Zombie's remake), Grandma's Boy, Pi, Falling Down, Beavis and Butthead Do America, The Fountain, E.T., Vanilla Sky, Saw, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, 300, any of Kevin Smith's movies, Now You Know, I <3 Huckabees, Black Snake Moan, Click, and Donnie Darko. I like all kinds of movies, depending on if they're good or not. I like comedy, horror, action, suspense, romance, you name it...as long as the movie's good, the category doesn't matter much.
Television
I don't watch much TV, but I enjoy South Park, Metalocalypse, Family Guy, and stand up comedy.
Acoustic Antithesis had a very pleasant Christmas, and thank you to everyone who called or texted me with holiday wishes! Posted at 4:21 AM Dec 26 view more
About me:
..WARNING: YOU DO NOT WANT ME..
You want a challenge, and I'm too easygoing to be a challenge.
You'll think I'm boring because I'm not a challenge.
You want to fix me, but you can't.
You want an asshole, which I'm not.
I probably won't like your music.
You probably don't like anything I like, especially where hobbies are concerned.
My idea of love is strong and loyal. Your idea of love is fickle and fleeting.
You're not worth my time if I'm not worth yours.
If you break my heart, I will push you away so fast and hard your head will spin.
Heartbreak makes me burn bridges like crazy, even if I don't want to.
When that happens I shut everyone and everything out in an attempt to not be hurt by that person any more than I already have been.
But if you treat me well, you'll feel like a million bucks with the reaction you'll get from me.
..DON'T SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU. YOU DON'T WANT ME..
Others' opinions of me: worthless human being, sexist, amazing, funny, has the most interesting opinions and ideas, sexy, narcissistic, a pig, emotional, bitchy, insecure, sweet, charming, a tool, a pushover, a brat, show classic signs of an abusive personality, as bad as a spoiled little kid, blame others for my problems and actions, throw fits when things don't go my way, a whiney pussy, disgusting, handsome, get attached way too fast, overbearing, kind, generous, take things too seriously, great personality, different because I have this unique mind, my opinions and how I see the world are realistic but I still have the power to see that life can be truly beautiful. 'Cause I am whatever you say I am, and if I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
My opinion of myself: I'm nice, patient, funny, confident, and outspoken once I grow comfortable with you. I'm deeper than most people are willing to delve, and I'm often completely misjudged. I'm very open with people I trust, and I like it when people can be open with me as well. I'm quite frank and most often am not afraid to express my opinion about something.
I'm very careful about choosing my friends. If I go out of my way to spend time with you (such as call you and ask you to hang out or something), it means I think you're a really cool person and are one that I could actually see myself forming a great relationship with, whether it be friendly or romantic. I've had too many people fuck me over to allow myself to get close to everyone I meet.
I like when people make the effort to spend time with me as well, because that tells me that you think I'm worth your time and that you'd like our relationship to grow. If I don't take well to you when first meeting you, don't give up right away; try contacting me so we can hang out. That might spark my interest in showing me that you really do want to be my friend, and therefore I'll think more highly of you.
Who I'd like to meet: 1. I'd like to meet some new friends and that one person I can spend the rest of my life loving.
2. My dream girl: sweet, genuine, and loving, with a very naughty side.
3. I also think it'd be cool to meet myself if it were possible. Think about it: meeting another you. That'd be weird.
Actually when I say "all the kanji", I'm referring to all of the jo you kanji. Those are just about the only ones that I will ever need to know, aside from the additional twenty or so that are sometimes thrown onto the hardest level of the JLPT, but I actually know all of those too. You're right about me not knowing all the kanji in existence though, I'm actually not even sure how many there are.
I didn't mean to sound as if I was bragging btw, it's just that it has been a tradition (obsession?) for me these past couple of years to buy a big box of flashcards and learn new kanji everyday until I run out. After running out I would have to go out and find the next set in the series, and they always sold them at these oddball places so it was always an adventure to go seek them out. Now that chunk of my life that I used to learn new kanji is left blank, and there are no more boxes to look for this time. It's the entire process that I miss, and I'm currently trying to find something as equally gratifying to fill the void.
Anyway sorry about the long explanation, just felt I should explain myself a little as you did make a good point ^_~
silly myspace isn't letting smash respond to letters. :( i have to go take a nap, i haven't slept since yesterday... i was trying to re-regulate my sleep schedule, but it seems i've only succeeded in throwing it off in the opposite direction. instead of waking up right now, i'm going to sleep now. both are fail. xD
<3 i will respond to letter later. i will say, just so you know, that you shouldn't take his moodiness too personally. he thinks you're neat. he's just moody. (and icky. boys are icky. not you, of course, but other boys. this statement is generalized; he can't say i'm just calling HIM icky. ...silly boy.)
you're not icky.
i'm free after tomorrow.
whoo.
sleep deprivation. i've been awake o25 hours. tiiired.
hello, dear buddy. :) you should come over and help me clean... i'm finally tossing out the shit that homeless girl left at my house, and i'm rearranging furniture to make my apartment feel bigger. xD we could do that, and you could help me eat the muffins i made for breakfast. or i could make dinner.
Honestly, I think you're overreacting a bit. We arent especially close. We chat a bit here and there over the internet, but that's it. And it's really not the same as befriending the guy who broke Danielle's heart again and again. We parted on good terms and still talk.
Therefore, I don't see why I shouldn't be friends with her. She seems nice enough, so until she proves that she has ulterior motives in being friends with me, everything is staying the way it is.
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