I have been with the most amazing girl for 13 months. Her name is Jolyn and I am so in love with her. I honestly believe I have found the person I'm meant to be with.
I come from a huge family, and huge is an understatement.
I have 3 amazing sisters, Angi, Amy, and Ashly, who I may not always get along with, but love just the same. And one amazing brother, Eric.
I love my mom to death, she means the world to me.
I have a father, but not a dad. (some of you may know what I mean)
I have 5 nieces, Missy, Elizabeth, Olivia, Bridgette, and Giada.
I also have 9 nephews, Zachary, Timothy, Thaddeus, Riley, Elijah, Luciano, Conner, Bryce, and Vincenzo.
My family means the world to me, mess with them and you are messing with me.
I have been through a lot in my life, two of the biggest things being my friends, Bonnie and Sarah, killing themselves. (RIP I love and miss you both)
Life is tough and although sometimes I tend to complain I know my life could be a lot worse.
I don't have many friends, but the ones I do have I know I can trust completely and that's all that matters to me.
I have always put everyone before myself, it's kinda a downfall of mine.
Another downfall is that I hold things in until I explode. The people I love unfortunately usually get the brunt of the explosion.
I am used to people walking out of my life, so I won't expect you to stay, unless you have proven to me you are gonna always be there.
I miss high school. I graduated in 2007.
I have a pretty shitty job, which I don't like, but it pays the bills.
I love sleeping, but then again who doesn't?
In some ways I am still a little kid at heart, for example, I love to color.
Reading is one of my main hobby's, it gives me a chance to go into a different world and get away from reality for a while.
I don't mind being around people, however, I am perfectly fine on my own.
I have been diagnosed with depression, which as a lot of you know is a never-ending battle.
I don't watch too much tv, although it may seem like it, because I hate silence, so I often have the tv on whether I'm watching it or not.
However if it's american idol season good luck pulling me away from the tv.
I love going to the movies, unfortunately there just isn't enough money to go as much as I would like to.
I go on the internet a lot, you can often find me on myspace, facebook, or youtube.
I am in love with music, I am really excited to start teaching myself how to play the guitar.
I was in chorus for many years of my life and it's the only class that I actually miss.
I love little kids and they are often drawn to me as well, not sure why...but I love it.
I am a texting fanatic, people are often stunned by how fast I can text.
My room is often messy, but hey, no one is perfect.
I really like to draw, although I know I am no good at it.
I will not leave the house without make up on, but the people I live with can see me without it.
I hate getting my picture taken, except for some days that I try to look good.
I have really bad self esteem issues.
I apologize a lot, even when I don't need to, what can I say? I just feel bad about everything.
I am a very open minded person and I love listening and trying to help people, so don't be afraid to ask for help.
I'm sure I will think of more to add later but for now, this is me, take me or leave me, just don't expect me to be too heartbroken if you choose to walk away.
yea it was good to see u again. yea im seein someone. hes in the military so hes in california right now but he comes back next friday! woot woot. lol. so how r u?
