I do love you and nothing has changed about that. Just when I thought I had everything figured out and had chosen the right path, I look up and along the way someone is throwing rocks at me. Irony, huh, the whole one month thing...3 days from now will be our 1 1/2 year mark. I am so sorry to be putting you through this. You deserve so much better than anything I am giving you at this moment. I only hope that someday you can look back and understand that I am trying to do the right thing. I know that you will be there for me no matter what I decide but I don't deserve that either. You have been nothing but good to me, everything I could have asked for in the past year and a half. We have been through so much and overcome so much. I am sorry.
MyHotComments Not funny haha, funny odd. I am so sorry and I know I don't even deserve the chance to post this to your page, but I want you to know that I am hurting, too, and I am not doing this because I don't love you. If it makes any sense at all, I am doing this because I do love you. I don't ever want to be dishonest with you and I never want to lose your trust.
