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HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HAHA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HAHA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HAHA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HAHA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HAHA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HAHA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA...
Music
"______________"[sic], NICE BEAR, TRIADIC MEMORIES - MORTON FELDMAN, NOUMENON, LUIGI NONO, AN EVERLASTING WARNING, REACH AROUND FOR THE SUBLIME, NOUMENAL FRONT, POETRY AFTER AUSCHWITZ, THE THEE, ASIAN NOISE, SLAKES, LUCKY KOALA, DYSPAREUNIAX, COW WOMB, EXCISOR, COLLABORATOR, THE SHAGGS, WHITEHOUSE, COMA FURNITURE, POWER IMPOTENTS, BACK CHERRY, ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS A CURE FOR MY VAGINISMUS, SUCKLES, THE SUBLIME IS NEVER, COMA PAW, ABUSER FRIENDLY, FUNCTIONARY, CYRK, LUCAS ABELA/JUSTICE YELDMAN, MARVIN GAYE, JOHN WALL,
"FREIZEIT MACHT FREI"[sic], SCHADENFOTZE, ROBIN FOX, SELF INFLICTED, FAUSTRALIA, NED COLLETTE, ERELLE GUTHRIE, DON'T ABUSE YOUR WEAKNESS, GANG OF MO, NINA SIMONE, PIL, CUNCTI, MANIPULATOR, CIRCUMCISION SISTERS, MASS GRAVE RAVE, THE CLASH, GARY NUMAN, SIOUXSIE, THE CREATURES, SOFT CELL, THE GYNAECOLOGIST, CORNELIUS CARCRASH, EXECUTABLES, CAROLINE HARRINGTON?, SISTER RACISTER, DROP BEARS, CAPTAIN BEEFHEART, THE MAGIC BAND, DAVID LYNCH, ANTHEA CADDY/THEMBI SODDELL (ILAND), NEW DISABUSERS, BLACK BUTCHER, TALKING ABORTIONS, VINDALOO BUMBACLAAT SCOTCHEGG, FRITZL FODDER, STORM AND STRESS, BATTLES (2 or 3 ditties - the rest is fizzy postmodern rubbish), HELMET, GREY POWER, BLOCKSPERRE, PRIKLOPIL, CIRCUMBUSTION, NAPALM DEATH, KREATOR, TOY, RE-RAPE, CUBICLES, JAMES MULBY, AFRIKA BAMBAATAA, BIG BLACK, drew mcrae 'n shalini where are you? THE SHAGGS, CHLAMYDIA LUNCH, WHITE GOLD, CUNT JAZZ, PATERAS/BAXTER/BROWN, VICTRIX, ESTABLISHMENT, THROBBING GRISTLE, SARCOMASINE BLOC, SARCOMASIGN BLOC, SUTCLIFFE JUGEND, EINSTURZENDE NEUBAUTEN, BUDGIE, A BROKEN REACTIONARY CUNT LIKE YOU, RAPEMAN, BARK PSYCHOSIS, Grapitalista Sound System, Will Guthrie, AUSTRALIAN MEGAFAUNA, The EX, Umpire, Thirst, RAPESCAPE, FERAL, PHOBIAPHOBICS, The Jam, LUKE YOUNGER IN 2009?, DENESH, PJ HARVEY, TRICKLEBUM ROUGE, BRIGHT HOLES, Venetian Snares, HIBER LOFT, MAN AUBERGINE, DYSPAREUNIACS, ANAL HYMEN PLINTHS, PARTICLES, Scott Walker, Phil Ochs, Swans, THE FIRST DEF JAM 12"'S, DEFLAG HAEMORRHAGE/HAIEN KONTRA, death rattles, HASHIM, MANY MANY OLD BREAKS that for instance Malcolm Goldie (Paws), Pogo, Cutmaster Swift, Mister Dexter, Cash Money, Whizz Kid, Grandmaster Flash, Kool Herc, Cheese and and and....... used to cut up - like YELLOW SUNSHINE, AMEN BROTHER or MICKEY MOUSE!!!! Morricone, DEAD KENNEDYS, DJ HALAL KOOL J, WHITE EYES, Jonathan Kane, CRASS, MC MELLO, Public Enemy, THE PAEDOPHILES, James Brown, PHILIP BEST ABORTIONS, THE LESS DECEIVED, DONG SCABALLERO, stalking in bed, LIQUID LIQUID, ESG, TIM BUCKLEY (STARSAILOR album especially), SPAX, TART PILE, FORESKIN SWASTIKAS, GYNOPHOBES, BeeGees, ABBA, MARK E. COLI, CONSUMER ELECTRONICS, BONEY M, SHITEHOUSE, purring, THE FALL, JOY DIVISION, THE SMITHS, AMM, Guru Poo Pure, Guru Scraps/sparcS, STEREOLAB, KRAFTWERK, JAPSEYE, AUTECHRE, AMERICAN MUSIC CLUB, WHITE CUNT, MARK EITZEL, PRONG, John McCage, Nico, Cure, Iannis Xenakis, ABJECT MUSIC, Slayer, Sparks, pan sonic, tim hodgkinson, the carpenters, NicOLAI Galen, NICK HOBBS, HENRY COW, Iancu Dumitrescu/Maria Avram, ED RUSH (SKYLAB EP especially), Shellac, FUGAZI, FAGUZI, Tom Hirst, This Heat, JOHN EDWARDS, GABRIEL PAIK!!! LUCIO CAPECE, DANIEL BEBAN, SKINNY PUPPY, MELVINS, MC5, GANG OF FOUR, STOOGES, SEX PISTOLS, WIRE, BLACK SABBATH, SHUDDER TO THINK, DILINJA, John Coltrane, PAEDOPHOBES, THIS FIST WILL NEVER BE FLACCID, MAX ROACH, Miles/Matt Davis, Tony Conrad, Joanna Montelius, KOABA, Shostakovich, WASTEL! MARGARIDA GARCIA, ULULATES, SPECIAL FEATURES, Cameron Bain, Ghost Club, LisaLabrador, Suicide, GRIMPROV, IMPOV, Parasuicide, Jacob's death rattle, BLOODCLAAT MASK, PRIKLOPIL, TIMEZONE, HASHIM, SUCKLES, EQUAL OPPORTUNITIES, FRANKIE GOES TO HOLLYWOOD, GAYSTED, STICKY PANDA, GRANDFATHER KOALA, BILLY BAO, SUCKLES, NOUMENONCE, STEREOTAXIC SLAKES, CHARLIE CHARLIE, PRIDE AND PREJUDICE, THE HUNG JURY, PROSELYTE, SUCCESSOR, BARRY WHITE, BLACK PAINTINGS, REVERSED MIRROR ON CANVAS, VOLTE BLOC, SCARFEGRAL, IGLOMAT, GLUE, many ________e songs/artists names I can't _________r anymore or be bothered to _______, can't smell the fumes anymore. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
Movies
MY OWN, GERMANY IN AUTUMN (RWF), SWEET MOVIE (I FUCKING HATE ONE SCENE IN THAT FILM THOUGH - YOU CAN YOU GUESS WHICH ONE) BENNY'S VIDEO, INLAND EMPIRE, PIA BORG, HAROLD AND MAUDE, LAST SUMMER, LIPSTICK, THE FALL OF THE HOUSE OF USHER, LA SOCIETE DU SPECTACLE, THE YOUNG ONE, THE ROCKSPIDERS ARE NOT WHAT THEY SEEM, BILL VIOLA, GARY HILL, THE EXTERMINATING ANGEL, ROCCO AND HIS BROTHERS, TOM DALE, WILLIAM RABAN, CHRIS MARKER, SALLY GOLDING, ELLIOT HOWARD, CHARLIE CHAPLIN, LIPSTICK, LE CHAGRIN ET LA PITIE, TINSEL AND SAWDUST, NIGHTMARE ALLEY, THE RITE, RED ROAD, NIGHT OF THE LIVING DEAD, PINK FLAMINGOS, THE VIRGIN SPRING, THE PASSENGER, WHASSUP ROCKERS, SEVENTH CONTINENT, PROMETHEUS (TONY HARRISON), THEOREM, JASON MASSOTT, GYDA CHARLES, PAM, STYLE WARS, COMPANY OF MEN, 400 BLOWS, WHY DOES HERR R RUN AMOK? A MA SOUER!/FA GIRL, SATAN'S BREW, SCUM, WATERSHIP DOWN, Gods of the plague, PLAGUE DOGS, THE ANIMALS FILM, Solaris(Tarkovsky fucking obviously), PERSONA, The Firm, CRIES AND WHISPERS, MEANTIME, darling, MICHELLE NAISMITH, MARK AERIAL WALLER, BLACKBOARDS, Ken Park, Odd Man Out, LARRY CLARKE'S SHORT ON DESTRICTED, Some Matthew Barney, The Servant, Meet the Feebles, THE BIRTHDAY PARTY, NO END, MADE IN BRITAIN, IRREVERSIBLE, TAXI DRIVER, NOSTALGIA, in a year of thirteen moons, TROPICAL MALADY, BLISSFULLY YOURS, 71 FRAGMENTS, SEVENTH CONTINENT, Grizzly Man, Johnny Guitar, threads, shivers, andrei rublev, come and see/ idi i smotri, pavee lackeen, BEWARE OF A HOLY WHORE, mama roma, the passenger, the last movie, the cat returns, pompoko, THE THIRD GENERATION, FOX AND HIS FRIENDS, despair, THE CARETAKER, THE BROOD, naked, straw dogs, Battle In Heaven, Christiane F., texas chainsaw massacre, the conversation piece, Blue Velvet, Mulholland Drive, SALO - 120 DAYS OF SODOM (there was a fire in the cinema when i first saw this), ken loach's 9/11, Night 'n Fog,The Holy Mountain, Bring Me the Head of Alfredo Garcia, The Addiction, The Wicker Man, Bus 174, Time Out, Death, Of A Salesman(1966), Exorcist, Scarface, The Wild Bunch, THE VANISHING(Jesus wept the Dutch original), L'ARGENT, the shining, Clockwork Orange, Autumn Sonata, PASSION OF ANNA, Mouchette, THE WIZARD OF OZ, FISTS IN THE POCKETS, HEAT, Blue Murder, enter the dragon, fist of furry, The Devil Probably, Thief, The Driver, The Five Obstructions, Blade Runner, Love Streams, Uzak, In A Lonely Place, Mother Kustars Goes To Heaven, OPENING NIGHT, CARNIVAL OF SOULS, THE SERPENT'S EGG, Who's Afraid of Virginia Wolf?, don't look now, London, DEATH PROOF, The Tin Drum, Wittgenstein, The London Particular, The Butcher, Brown Bunny, Theorem, Medea, Porcile, The Bitter Tears Of Petra Von Kant, Alan Clarke, John's Not Mad, Bunny Lake Is Missing, Darwin's Nightmare, DUNE, Theatre Of Blood, Whatever Happened To Baby Jane, The Garden, my hands are violently shaking. This list this haemorrhaging... "AMBIVALENT"[sic]
Television
ARMCHAIR THRILLER, THE WORLD AT WAR, BERLIN ALEXANDERPLATZ, TWIN PEAKS, DAY OF THE TRIFFIDS
Books
My new book: TOTAL ASBO, The Female Eunuch, Larkin, De Sade, Kafka, Joyce, Conrad, Mann, Chomsky, Sotos, Pilger, Genet, 1984, Malcolm X, Camus, Story of O, Dostoevsky, ULOSIS CATALOGUES, Vivisection Is Scientific Fraud, Tony Harrison, The Piano Teacher, Shibboleth - Penny Rimbaud Auto-bio. Kundera, Sacred Cows and Golden Geese - The Human Cost of Animal Experiments, Mr Tickle, Story of the Eye, John McVicar auto-bio, Sylvia Plath, Art and Language, Hotel Darfur, Graham Obree, Arthur Miller, Henry Miller, Nick Hobbs, Harold Pinter
About me: NEW MYSPACE MUSIC SITE - www.myspace.com/sarcomasign
NEW WEBSITE UNDER CONSTRUCTION
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IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT YOU ARE THE AUTHENTIC VERSION OF WHAT THE REST OF US CAN ONLY IMAGINE.
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NOW AVAILABLE - "ABJECTOR"[sic] new solo (double cd) on h.m.o/r record label (www.mattin.org) and http://www.hibarimusic.com/
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http://www.difficultfun.org/items/sarcomasine.html (Free download - TWO UNMASTERED TRACKS - LIVE SOLO (DRUMS/VOICE), NO OVERDUBS, RECORDED WITH 2 AKG 414 BULS DIRECT TO DAT BY
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http://www.mattin.org/DHHK.html (Free album download - DEFLAG HAEMORRHAGE/HAIEN KONTRA - LUXURY)
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http://www.mattin.org/desetxea.html (Free download - SARCOMASINE BLOC -INTERNECINE SLAKES and REFLUXUR- Also available on the Difficult Fun Compilation 12" - GAME AND ERRANCY)
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http://www.efi.group.shef.ac.uk/labels/match/mrcd47.html
http://images.google.com/imgres?imgurl=http://www.eaunaturelle.it/Photogallery_file/image049.jpg&imgrefurl=http://www.eaunaturelle.it/
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DO YOU WANT TOTAL REGENERATION?
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SLAKES (" "[sic] TIM GOLDIE & DANIEL BEBAN) TRIPLE ALBUM COMING SOON. TITLES -
NOISIC MUCRIC,
HAPAXADIGM ADIPOCERE,
NICHTS ALS DIE WAHRHEIT NICHTS ALS DIE WAHRHEIT SUCCUMB NOT SUCCUMB
[NOT BEING TO BE
HEARD] DE UDSTILLEDE [Note: the words 'DE UDSTILLEDE' will be crossed
through at the
printing press],
DUO-SANG,
STEREOTAXIC SLAKES,
BOCEK PEERS ELITE KEIST SEDUCT: MENE POIS,
ISHANOU ISHANOU ISHANOU ISHANOU ISHANOU UONAHSI,
SUCCESSOR,
NEW DISABUSERS CLOAKED IN IDEALISM DROWNED IN FATUITY FRONT SLOFF
BLOCKSPERRE
BLOCKSPERRE BLOCKSPERRE BLOCKSPERRE BLOCKSPERRE BLOCKSPERRE BLACKSPOT
BLOCKSPERRE
BLOCKSPERRE BLOCKSPERRE BLOCKSPERRE NEVEIKA BLOCKSPERRE,
PINING,
SARCASTIC EMBRACE,
NATURALISED VERWINDUNGIST EXECUTABLES/PRION TANDEM PARALOGUE,
TEMPORIZER FAUTE DE MIEUX,
YOU FAILED HER,
DETAILIMUH BUKTALARE FLUCHTPUNKT ERALATKUB "OINARU GENEI GIRONE DELLA
MERDA"[sic],
MISPRISION MISMODIG,
HAKHOREF HA'ACHARON REACTIONARY EDUCER,
RE-INFIBULATION OTAXIA STITU: BATHETIC REFLUX NOITAL UBIFNI-ER XULFER,
PRZESLUCHANIE UNCONVINCING,
FACTOID FET GAVAGE SLUB ENGLUTS PUTATIVE CUT SWAP ABULIACS,
TOY,
GRAFT-VERSUS-HOST REACTION,
COLLABORATOR INCOGNIZABLE,
A TOLERANCE AS VAST AS IT IS FALSE,
PASSIBLE,
HUIS CLOS OCHNEBEBSIS SASAPLAO SLUTRUSCH [Note: this title will be
crossed through
at the printing press],
KIELI STOMASITE,
IMMATURE,
MUTUAL CONCILIATORY GESTURES INTERMINABLY THEATRICALISED,
PSEUDO-IMPASSE?,
MORAL AGENTS IDI I SMOTRI,
DEPICT HYPERPARASITIC FUNCTIONARY COUP DE MAITRE WHAT DID YOU WANT THIS
BODY THIS
EXTERNALISATION OF UNREALISABLE INTENTIONS INCONCEIVABLE INTENTIONS
FETISHIZE THE
ENDGAME SUBLIMATE THE " "[sic],
STYPTIC GAZE,
SECURING COMPLIANCE,
IMPERTURBIST BAULKLINE,
DON'T,
AAKALER SANDHANE EK BAAR PHIR: SPECIES OF ABJECTION,
EXTRAORDINARY RENDITION,
FUCKING YOU I'M REFLECTING YOU,
NACHTEIL HOIST OLIGARCHS,
DOCILE SCOPTOPHILE,
INCESSANT SUCCESSION OF EPHEMERAL PARADIGM SHIFTS [ECSTACY OF
SUBMISSION],
A NOUS LA LIBERTE,
MISOLOGIST DILATES,
"VERSUCHKANINCHEN XENOGRAFTS"[sic],
VICTRIX,
EMPATHY REMORSE RESPONSIBILITY SHINJU TEN NO AMIJIMA THIS IS HOW I
VANITIES BLED,
INFLUENCING YOU,
A REGION OF AMBIGUITY BETWEEN THE ABSOLUTES OF NAKED INSTRUMENTALITY
AND HYPOTHETICAL
DISINTEREST. I'LL TEACH YOU DIFFERENCE,
"SOMETHING IN IT MOCKS US"[sic],
MORBID DECELERATION,
NACHSICHT YOU VERSION,
UTTER [Note: this title will be crossed through at the printing
press],
HUMANE [Note: this title will be crossed through at the printing
press],
ULTIMATE ARBITERS COCOONING,
VICTIM TRICKS,
MAGUS BESESSEN IRRELEVANT,
SENTIENT VITIATE,
INTELLIGENCE LED GANASHATRU INFESTING,
SCARFSKIN,
DEPICT OMVAG TOTALISING TRANSFORMATORY PURPORT AND SUPERSTRUCTURAL
GHETTOISATION IN
THE. RERAPED RERAPED RERAPED RERAPED RERAPED RERAPED RERAPED RERAPED
RERAPED
RERAPED/DISPLAY DISPLAY DISPLAY DISPLAY DISPLAY DISPLAY DISPLAY DISPLAY
DISPLAY DISPLAY,
DE UDSTILLEDE,
GENERICALLY 'EVACUATED' MUSIC,
PETITS JOUERS,
ULOSIS CATALOGUES,
L'UDIENZA BEMANI/FIGURINE,
DEVIECED SSEL EHT,
RHETORICIAN,
WERDE ICH DICH EIGENTLICH NIE LOS?,
INCITE,
BATTOLOGICAL ULTIMATUM,
CAUL OF PROSELYTE,
SAPROSIGNCURIST OBSCURANTIST SEETHING WO AI NI TY MILUJES CELL IMPOTENT
DUSMAN PATHIC
PROJECTOR SUMSARAM ASUROT SHE BEG MYSTAGOGUE [NOT BEING TO BE SEEN]
EVAGINATES
HYSTERICAL MALINGERER SAMOTARI MEKIVUN HA YAAR ZUGRUNDE,
KARI,
INTELLIGENTSIA IN AT THE DEATH,
"WHITE PERISTALTIC INTERROGATIONS"[sic],
DELIQUIUM,
SADISTIC REFUSAL,
KUB SUTTARAPPA VOLTE BLOC RESECTION FLAY PURIST STYLISTIC FETISHISM,
THERBLIG IN VACUO,
TYRANNY OF,
DAS LETZE LOCH DIE ULTIMITIVA ERNIEDRIGUNG SARCOMASITE. NO NO
METAFURBISH,
PYRRHIC DEFEATS,
QUIETUS DEHISCE,
"INTERDEPENDENCIES"[sic],
I'VE STARED AT YOUR FACE SO MANY TIMES. WHY?
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----------Deceptions-----------------Philip Larkin
"Of course I was drugged, and so heavily I did not regain
consciousness until the next morning. I was horrified to
discover that I had been ruined, and for some days I was inconsolable,
and cried like a child to be killed or sent back to my aunt."
--Mayhew, London Labour and the London Poor-----------------------
Even so distant, I can taste the grief,
Bitter and sharp with stalks, he made you gulp.
The sun's occasional print, the brisk brief
Worry of wheels along the street outside
Where bridal London bows the other way,
And light, unanswerable and tall and wide,
Forbids the scar to heal, and drives
Shame out of hiding. All the unhurried day,
Your mind lay open like a drawer of knives.
Slums, years, have buried you. I would not dare
Console you if I could. What can be said,
Except that suffering is exact, but where
Desire takes charge, readings will grow erratic?
For you would hardly care
That you were less deceived, out on that bed,
Than he was, stumbling up the breathless stair
To burst into fulfillment's desolate attic.
yo, uncle timmy, when are you over in germany again? my sister is moving to berlin and it looks i'm staying in da german cunttree for a while. left UK for goodie. i think. how is my beautiful little vegan stranger? xxx
FROM VEILS OF HAZE NOW COMES THE GLEAM! A tHOUSAND SPARKS OF FIRE. VOICEs IN THE HEIGHT WE SAIL AROUND THE TOP FIRST SKIN THE GROUND THEN FILL IT UP. tHAT ALL THE BROKEN LIGHT MAY BE SMOOTHED IN SWARMS, AN aNCHOR OF RuINS ENCAMPED IN TILtEd SHADOWS.
