About me:
While you march to the beat, I dance to an unspeakable rhythm.I do things my way but sometimes that doesn't always work out. Music is my anti drug. I see the world in technicolor while the world sees it in black and white. Having depression isn't the funnest thing. Everyday it's a struggle to get through. There are days when I feel like nothing could go wrong, and then there are days where I want to die. Paranoia...not the most pleasant thing in the world. Feeling like the whole world is after you, saying things behind your back. I would always sit in the back of the room, to keep an eye on people. Fear and nervousness build in my system at the most random times. Friends are a rare commodity. I don't have many, and when I do I do everything I can to keep them.I have three that have lasted since high school. I don't want to loose them. When it comes to dating, I need him to know that I'm not a perfect person. I will never be. If he can't handle me at my worst, who says that he can have me at my best? I need a man who has been through the mill and understands what I've been through. Most of all I need him to be my best friend.