thank you for your thoughts/prayers.... please give my love to trevor, ferrell, baylee, and blakey. Let them know that they do mean a lot to me. I truly cherised ALL of my cousins.... even if I don't get to see them very much.
Do you ever remember whats being said in your dreams? This is just a snippet from a much larger epic dream but i remember these words. It was a father talking about his son who commited suicide shortly after winning on a gameshow like who wants to be a millionaire. He said "And he shall be exiled for five years and when he returns he shall knock out my teeth so i cant speak and step on my feet so i can't walk and now i must wait" Pretty weird right??
Last night i had a dream that i saw my ex bar tending and then i went up to her to say hi and she ignored me so i got pissed and started talking shit to her. then we are in a car and iam degrading her to the whole time and then we are at a house and i am still degrading her just being cruel making her feel like shit. She turns into a little mouse and scurries away! Thoughts or opinions? Degrading people and being cruel is not my nature at all!
On a side note in that same dream before i saw Alice i met Johnny Cash and shook his hand and said his music is what got me through my time in Folsom and he thanked me then i walked away and looked back and felt the need to go back and i said man i drove 5 hours down here to see you, you are a great influence in my life then instead of giving me an autograph he like did an eraser burn of his name onto my arm.
my dream had a whole other bunch of shit too but those 2 sequences stand out!
Hey honey pie wanted to stop in and say Happy Easter. Im so happy, all the kids will be here, our whole family under one roof again !!!!! Ill cook ~~even make for u all the famous family ~~ home made mac n cheese;p ! I am just glad you will be here! You missed church and the egg hunt today, thats ok~ we will all eat and be happy tmrw! our "6pack" plus one future family member Steph ...we will have a baseball team by the time all the kids get married and stuff LMAO!!!!! BIG ASS family for sure!! who would have ever thought ~you an me ~and all these kidz ~ 10 yrs later....we just keep on keepen on! i love it and i love you!Happy Easter .
Hey, I am starting a new business, but it needs a name! I am having a naming contest and the winner gets an awesome prize. Read my bulletin for details.
H0nEy...... send me vibes of good energy i need them, Im low!!!!Do y0u have any 2 share or y0u feel'n a little lazy today also?? i must get the desk an work n order and do rest of wash......4 sho! vibes, baby vibe me......... mine are way 2 chill rite now! gotta get moving and going!!! i think it is the gloomy weather...... :/
NO UR NOT!!!!! we r on the right track you an i both know this we have seen it in them both! theolder ones...well,2late but please, you have been the most wonderful father an most loving kind understanding husband.... GEEZ!!!we both have grown , WE made up our minds to change our ways, an we have done just that!!!! last nite was crazy ,Blake ,of all things, he has come so so far in just the past month...I know it's hard to hear the things from our past, lord knows I hear my screw ups so much, remember ~what you told me.....It does not matter what others think they know about us "WE" know what is going here and how happy things have been and peaceful......You honey are not the person you were even 2months ago you have sooooo changed and even your mom says you seem so happy these days, Lets just step back and breath an know in your heart that you have been doing a outstanding job as a father and a husband, YOUR CHANGED!!You are not that person nor am i that person that was so unhappy and took it out on everything and anyone....We aregoing to be jus fine and so will our little ones!!!! We are try'n hard to not makethe mistakes from b4 and i c it u c it in our kids already! We are close and get'n even closer let's not let this be a se back in what we are doing!!! You are wonderful and a joy to be with around and my gosh i cant get enough of just haven you around these days your so helpful and dont get mad at little things any more I am so into you now GEEZGEEZ!!!!! i c u playn wih the kids teaching with the homeschooling man I havent wanted to be so close to you ever like i feel now!!!!!mylove has grown leaps and heaps for you in the past months you have been the love of my life and i knew one day you would"chill" the day has come/had come/ you did it!!! OUR WORLD has changed Ihave you have EVERYTHING and forthe good!!!!!! Iam so happy so happy and proud of you! oh man !i am! i so ever proud of you! hell im proud of me......BLAH today yaeh, tmrw a new day homeschool a
hello my work24/7 husband , i mean geez! i have not had a conversation with you in like 3 maybe 4 days!!! your son is telln me his dream right now a lego dream.......hum wonder why???any way........i never c u an ur in own out of town. right now, i woke up, i have no idea if your if comen home tonight or not. your bag is gone so i take that as a sign of not but again what do i know.......I miss you. i miss our long talks and chilln n bed watchn shows about MaGooGoo.....this run ur on sucks! i mean we never c u! but flip side ,MONEY, yeah i know.....the mighty dollar.....I hate the freaking economy is really doing a number on us! well i just wanted to tell you i love you and the kidz miss you really bad. I cant wait to spend some time with you again.....miss him much
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On a side note in that same dream before i saw Alice i met Johnny Cash and shook his hand and said his music is what got me through my time in Folsom and he thanked me then i walked away and looked back and felt the need to go back and i said man i drove 5 hours down here to see you, you are a great influence in my life then instead of giving me an autograph he like did an eraser burn of his name onto my arm.
my dream had a whole other bunch of shit too but those 2 sequences stand out!
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