In my life I have seen it all. If God came down and granted me one wish, I would wish to find happiness and hold on to it forever and take it with me to my grave. All the money in the world, all the glitz and glamor of fame, could never amount to the joy that I feel when I am happy. I would give it all up; money, fame, success, in a second for the only thing in life that truly matters to me.....love. People tend to throw that word around loosely and amidst all the hustles and bustles of life....we forget how beautiful love really is. Life is not worth living without love and happiness. Love heals all. Love is a mysterious and powerful force that is the key to all that is...and all that ever was. With that said.....I have a heart inside of me that is ready to explode. I have suppressed my desires to love for so long that I feel my heart cannot retain this anymore. I am no longer afraid to admit that I am a hopeless romantic and all I want to do is fall in love, and be in love for the rest of my dying days. I was given one life to live and that is exactly what I plan on doing......living my life to the fullest! Filling it with positive things and doing my best to heal those who are also lost and broken....just as I once was. There is always enough room for love and hope in everyone's life. You just have to have faith that it is there........you don't have to search for love when love has always been searching for you all this time. Love, Tila.
"Tila Nguyen was 1 year old when she moved to the U.S. from Singapore, but she's Vietnamese by heritage and blond by choice. As for what she does for a living, there isn't really a word for it yet. Nguyen, who goes by Tila Tequila professionally, is some combination of rapper, singer, model, blogger and actress. But what she mostly is is the queen of the massive social-networking website MySpace..." - Time Magazine
I love it how some people that don't know me personally have all these different
views and opinions on me. People really love to judge a book by it's cover and
it makes me laugh at how some people have that whole
I'm-so-hardcore-and-so-much-more-punk-than-you image down to a tee, yet they are
really only a little wimp. People love to judge me only from the photos they
see, but let me tell you something about photos....they don't say much about a
person at all. I am who I am and I'm not a poser. I'm not going to get a mowhawk
and start punching walls just to prove to everyone how hardcore I am...Anyway...
I'm not gonna sit here and babble about my whole life and the shit I've been
through however I will tell you this.....I like to have fun and I like to stay
away from violence cuz I grew up with nothing but violence. That's all I knew.
That's what was in my blood and I moved away to start a new life for
myself...violence is retarded....HOWEVER, I don't let people step on my toes
either. So that's all I gotta say...don't ever, ever judge a book by it's cover.
I never do. You never know what's out there and if people really are who they
say they are.... P.S.-I hate to say this but I will fucken slam you if you fuck
with me. Give me respect, I give you yours....got it? Good...now let's go have a
cigarette.....xox
You people probably won't even be able to read this
because my page is so cluttered...sooo...imma blab a little bit here...hoping
you won't read it. Here we go: i like people who are really fucked up. I mean
like tormented in one way or another because then i won't feel like such a freak
around those that are "normal." nerds, geeks, and freaks are all my friends.
Cool people are pretty damn lame. I am very high strung and suffer from multiple
personalities. Jane. She's crazy and she always wants to kill me. Tila...poor
girl..she works so hard and always wants to make others happy...she deserves a
break. I haven't had boyfriend for so long. I always want one, but when there is
one around i run. I'm too busy. I love being in love but i hate the
consequences. I do a lot of things that are self destructive. I try not to. I
like being at home alone...a lot! So much more fun than surrounding myself with
a bunch of wacko's out there. I am also bi-polar so that should explain my
irratic postings. I like to read. I love to read. I am a nerd. I've always been
a nerdy geek trapped inside a umm...woman's body. Yea....that's me. People love
me for some reason. I don't know why...i do but i just say i don't know why just
to be modest. I want to be a multi-millionaire by the time i reach 25 years of
age. And i will.
Hows it going? Just emailing everyone to let you know what I have going on and if you have any suggestions! As many of you know I am recording this years Christmas Cd "Winter Dream Vol.II" In case you don't know the Winter Dream Cd's are dedicated to my father who was killed by a drunk driver Back in 2006. The guy who caused the accident had TWO other EXTREME D.U.I's this one resulting in a death and another person seriously injured! Yet the Drunk driver ONLY received 4 years in prison and $1000 restitution! Like always I try to pull the positive out of a negative situation, which is where my Christmas Cd's come in!! The Winter Dream Cd's will come in 7 volumes (7th volume being a best of) each Cd cover will be part of a puzzle, resulting in one main picture when all Cd's are put together! Part of the proceeds will go to M.A.D.D..... This years Cd will be promoted with my new on-line Music School called Musia Institute (MusiaInstitute.com). When you buy Winter Dream Vol. II you will also receive a months worth of free guitar lessons @ Musia Institute! So my main goal for Winter Dream Vol. II is to have at least 10 retail stores caring my Cd, encouraging friends and students to buy Winter Dream Vol. II as stalking stuffers, or bosses to give out to their employees. I will also be on Ken Sharps "Ridin Dirty" Talk show on 830am sometime in early December. Your suggestions and help would be greatly apperciated!! Please pass this email on to anyone and everyone....Thank you!!! Tracy Kimbrell www.musiainstitute.com www.myspace.com/tracykimbrell
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