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Tomika Skanes
Be careful to never take the one who is deserving of your love for granted. Hold that person close to your heart because you may wake up one day and realize that you had lost a diamond while you were busy collecting stones.

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30 years old
Georgia Peach! ..Home Grown.. Atlanta, Georgia
United States



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I LOVE POETRY!

Here is some of mine:
(Scroll Down to read a few of my poems i wrote back in the day...)


My Poetry

All poems by: Tomika Skanes


'I wasn't finished loving you'
poem by: Tomika Skanes

I wasn't finished loving you
and like a moments thought
you came and went
I wasn't finished loving you
much too short a time was spent

and your song
so few had heard
I memorized each verse
I had not chance to love you more
our time was much too terse

I wasn't finished loving you
the day you went is the day I died
I never fathomed it would be so soon
we'd have to say goodbye

So many things we were to do
so many things I never knew
I damn the day you left, my love
I wasn't finished loving you



'Closed Doors'
poem by: Tomika Skanes

i was clutching at straws
receding further, behind closed walls
raking with fingers
at a tundra of things
unable to comprehend the ways nor means.
a single hope divided
beyond dispair
to ravaging like an eagle
with no wings.
unable to fly
to seek
to know
i stumble along
locked,
behind closed doors.

A wayfarer at best
too young to know better
too old to regress.
fighting the urge
to surrender it all
wasting time
as time wastes me
years surpassing
ambitions and dreams.

creating a prison
containing myself
remaking myself
repeating myself
my steps
my past
the same mistakes owning me
pinning me down
i suffocate, drowning
crying aloud.

yet unheard, unnoticed
my books unread
the pages keep turning
all the while burning
the steps that i've tread.

We grow to gain
yet in the scheme of things
there's no distinction
we're all the same.

The same journey
though different paths
yet we seek to attain
what the other man has.
in bettering ourselves
we forget ourselves
encircling a lie,
linking wrongs with rights.
falsely accusing
dispatching the blame
there's still no distinction
we're all the same.

The truth is apparent
yet seldom is seen
confused with knowing,
a different belief.
We pound at the door
misinterpreting the signs
the door was wide open
while locked was our minds.

Creating a vacuum
empty space to behold
pained to reveal
all lacking to know.
realizing the fault
now plainly i see...
i was held hostage
by no other than me.





'rain'
poem by: Tomika Skanes

rain
snips at me
panicked
like my mother's screams
i stand and watch
the sun
dying within my eyes

haunted by
this face of death
there is such
that nothing's left
but the sobbing, aching
sounds
that clouds the conscienceness
of the mind

reasoning all disipates
as i sit
and calmly wait
how grim
and calculated
is this fate
i've yet to analyze



'Mine Iniquity'
poem by: Tomika Skanes

beguiling words
you do secrete
preempting hands
do take hold
empty promises made to me
yet enamorously told

you occluded my empassioned heart
you bastardized my soul
and in a state of sullen stupor
my innocence you stole

an iniquity you were to me
and slimy to the touch
profound wonder it is to me
how i loved you much





'Moments'
poem by: Tomika Skanes

and with gentle touch
he bows my head
down
to kiss his cheek
so there we stood for a week

he looked at me with pure delight
slowly sauntered to my right
peeled off his shirt
what could i say?
there we stood for a day

soon that day turned to night
and the hours became minutes
until i found myself
grasping for seconds
or just a moment longer with you...

'The Lord is With You'
poem by: Tomika Skanes

When the road seems long and rugged
and you feel you're on your own
Remember the Lord is with you
you're never all alone

When you feel the tasks are many
more than you can do
Remember the Lord is with you
to help you make it through

When the baggage that you carry
is too much for you to hold
Remember the Lord is with you
to lighten up your load

When the results, you feel, are few
and you've done all that you can
Remember the Lord is with you
to lend a helping hand

When the days are full of worries
of the world that's so unkind
Remember the Lord is with you
to lift them from your mind

When you feel that life's a battle
and defeat is all you gain
Remember the Lord is with you
to ease away your pain

When you feel your heavy burden
is more than you can bear
Remember the Lord is with you
for God is always there

No matter how long the journey
or how rough ahead the ride
Remember the Lord is with you
He's standing by your side




'In My Arms'
poem by: Tomika Skanes

i held you in my arms
last night
i didn’t want
to let you go
i caressed the features
of your face
memorizing each life trace

i almost cried
laying there
your body
so close to mine
and i held you there
in my arms
as we slept away
the night




'Burning Brightly...'
poem by: Tomika Skanes

Maker of the light
keep light to my heart
burn it brightly
so it waits for one

sometimes i forget
and soft fingers sway
to cap the light
for which i wait

now glass shield surrounds it
i've willed it there
through time
i've found the strength
to hold it
steady with my mind

until you come back to me
waiting i will be
forever burning brightly
so you'll know
exactly where to find me


Please visit my poetry section of my website to read more of my poetry!



MusicMy favorite artists are Maxwell, Mary J. Blige, Prince, Joe, Carl Thomas, MJ, Alicia Keys and the Debarges. And of course I love Beyonce'! I love LOVE MUSIC...any song that tells a story and stirs that deep emotion.
Movies Pretty Woman, Braveheart, The Sixth Sense, The Last Dragon, GHOST, The Butterfly Effect, I Am Sam, BORAT, The Little Mermaid, Alex Haley's Queen, The Skeleton Key, Beloved, There's Something About Mary
TelevisionI'm a HGTV and TLC junkie...(House Hunters, Designed to Sell, Property Ladder...i love home improvement shows) I also like to watch Top Chef & Project Runway when I get a chance to catch it on TV.
Books Wuthering Heights (omg, never cried so hard in my life, lol), Native Son, Alex Haley's Queen
Heroes my mom - she's 200% Amaazin!

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Status:In a Relationship
Here for:Networking, Friends
Orientation:Straight
Body type:5' 6"
Ethnicity:Other
Zodiac Sign:Leo
Children:Someday
Occupation:Model / Web Designer / Agency Owner

   TomikaSkanes.com 1/2Black+1/2Asian =100%..AMAAZIN's Schools
Georgia State University
Atlanta, GA
Graduated: N/A
Degree: None
Major: Computer Science
Minor: Math
 

1996 to 2000
Redan High School
Stone Mountain, GA
Graduated: N/A
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
 

1992 to 1996



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Special Thanks to THE REAL SKY
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I AM...

I love to love, and i love to laugh.
im passionate, sincere and try to be as honest as humanly possible.
I am stubborn (not hard-headed - there's a difference)...i get that from my momma too, lol.

im not extremely sensitive, but i AM extremely emotional...
but im too proud to let just anybody see that side.

Im quiet and shy...til you get to really know me...

i keep friends few, family close, and enemies just in view. i seldom let anyone in my personal world and space...if i do, you must be someone Xtra darn special to me.

I am compassionate and forgiving,
but there are somethings in life i dont tolerate from anyone and if you cross those lines...
i wont hesitate to X that negativity from my life - it is just too draining to hold on to something or someone who is trying selfishly to drain your personal light from you.

i like to think i'm a realist, but at the same time i dream big..sometimes too big.
but i know what i deserve and i will not settle for anything less than that.

..just like the line, "I want the fairytale", from my favorite movie - if you've seen the movie, you know what i'm talking about...

Remember we all have a personal light that shines within...
it is just our job to learn to love ourselves first...when you truly love yourself and let go of all your insecurites and remove yourself from the drama of life, that is when your personal light will shine through for the world to see.

Sometimes you have to let go some of the things that mean the most to you
if it turns out not to be right for you...
if it was meant to be... it will...you just cant force it where it doesnt fit.

i love to write and express in words my thoughts and emotions...words speak volumes...


"Everyone that comes in to your life, enters for a reason, whether it be for a lifetime or for a season"

I Love all my fav people in my life right now... I'm grateful to be starting this new year with so many blessings!









"Some people live for DRAMA...I choose to live for ME.
So if you have haters...(as many of us do)...Let them hate...
they are only TRYING to hide...THEIR own INSECURITIES"


So True!
So those of you with your own haters, just remember that you must doing something when people are too worried with what you have going on rather than taking care of home.
Remember to take care of home first & foremost or someone else will.









"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person
that wasn't supposed to ever let you down...
probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time.
You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You'll fight with your best friend.
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.
You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.
So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset...is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin.."

LOVE YOUR LIFE.
You only have this one opportunity to live your life for you.










Who I'd like to meet:



"Life can be understood backwards, but can only be lived forward...no one is flawless, so dont let your mistakes own you. When you know better, Do better....but always keep it moving." - T.S.





Here's a little story that touched my heart...hope you find it touching as well:

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her. She told her boyfriend, 'If I could only see the world, I will marry you.'

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages came off, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend.

He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?' The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.'

This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was always by their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a Gift. Today before you say an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak. Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion. Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet. And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and think: you're alive and still around.






What most people need to learn in life is how to love people and use things instead of using people and loving things.






Here's something new for yall:
Check out my new commercial airing late nights on BET, go ahead and text Tomika to 99199, i know u're curious!!!! lol:



"CRIBS!"

A behind the scenes look at a mansion shoot i did back in the day....ahhh, when i was blonde. Just me and randal playing around with the camera before the actual shoot.

It's definitely rare video footage of me TALKING...lol...as some of you may already know...i hate talking on camera!! Most of the time I sound like a complete retard when i do talk on camera because i get so flustered easily. I'm such a dork!! So enjoy a chuckle as u watch it. ;O)





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May 30 2009 11:39 PM

thanks for the add dear, stay beautiful and blesed!
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May 30 2009 11:38 PM

Hey luv, juss came through to show u sum & thanx 4 the add...
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May 30 2009 11:38 PM

Have a good one easy out Peace.
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May 30 2009 11:38 PM

Simply a woman amongst the girls! Baby Girl u look amazing!
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May 30 2009 11:38 PM


I DREAMED OF THE DAY WHEN WE MEET FACE TO FACE, YOU WERE LIKE THE NEXT BREATH THAT I WOULD TAKE. MY MEMORIES OF YOU ARE LIKE A STORY UNTOLD. THE STORY OF WHAT TRUE LOVE IS THAT ONLY YOU AND I KNOW. ITS LIKE THE WORD OF GOD THE BEGINNING AND END YOU WERE MY LIGHT THAT KEEP ME GOING EVEN WITH DISTANCE BETWEEN! NO GREATER LOVE WILL I EVER ENDURE BUT THE TOUCH OF YOUR LIPS IS LIKE HEAVEN ABOVE.
SO MY LOVE LISTEN TO THESE WORDS I SHARE AND LET THEM BEGIN TO GROW FOR OUR LOVE FOR EACH OTHER IS ABOUT TO UNFOLD.
YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE IN THE MORNING AND MY MOON IN THE NIGHT, YOU MAKE EVERYTHING FEEL SO RIGHT.
NO ONE CAN TAKE THIS LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU ITS THE LOVE I HAVE NEVER KNEW.
SO WALK WITH ME AND TALK WITH ME AND LISTEN VERY CAREFULLY YOU ARE THE ONE WHO HAS WON MY HEART......
Lil Lilche





May 30 2009 11:38 PM

thanks darling ...
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May 30 2009 11:38 PM

Simply a woman amongst the girls! Baby Girl u look amazing!
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May 30 2009 11:37 PM

hey cutie
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May 30 2009 11:37 PM

Hey, stopping by to show love and say hi... Hope you have a wonderful weekend!-Danny.
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May 30 2009 11:37 PM

even doe u lookin good 4 yo fans keep it 100 all day
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May 30 2009 11:37 PM

dam
SMILEY





May 30 2009 11:37 PM

just showing some myspace love, like the pics and the page
keep doing your thang
SOOOO LOVEABLE!!!





May 30 2009 11:37 PM

hi ma..comin thru to show some love since its been a while...stay beautiful
' YUMMS '





May 20 2009 8:42 PM

showin u sum love beautiful lady
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May 20 2009 8:42 PM

BRAVO!! BRAVO!! I LOVE YR DEFAULT PIC. SEXY!! SEXY!! SINCERELY I LIKE THAT SHIT. /POPPIE.
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May 20 2009 8:42 PM

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May 20 2009 8:41 PM

just lovely
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May 20 2009 8:41 PM

Showin all my love to this fly girls page x &o's!!!
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May 20 2009 8:41 PM

Everytime I come to this page i get my feelings hurt...dam
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May 20 2009 8:41 PM

showin love beautiful hope life is good 4 u!
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May 20 2009 8:41 PM

Love the main photo! You are one beautiful lady!

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May 20 2009 8:40 PM


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May 20 2009 8:40 PM

Hi Tomika!
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May 20 2009 8:39 PM

Came thru to show love boo, hope all is well with you.

be well

~Peteyluv~
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