The smoke clears and in whispering waves of self-mutilation I can see the dark sky fall to pieces.
The world is sometimes too heavy to breath and the dead surround me like an ocean. I can’t recognize the reflection looking back through the mirror.
I only grasp the concept of what it’s like to walk through life with a stranger holding a knife to my neck.
The empty shell of a shattered boy I know possess is my new skin.
Pain is my only horizon, hate, is my only form of flattery, ugly is the world around me and nowhere beyond the infinite infrastructure of the eternal lonely soul can my blackened heart be found.
If you want a glimpse of torment and bittersweet visions delight, I’ll gladly cut my head off so you can look down the hole.
Nothing there will bring the joyful bliss you crave.
Drinking lighter fluid to start a fire inside my guts, I am on a slow painful ride through the underbelly of hell and I wont mind if this is where we say goodbye and go our separate ways.
Fuck it William! have you been raped by 5 men, then by our wonderful courts systems found to be crazy, have you been on the street with 2 kids no where to go? has your family rejected you as an outcast? pennyless, carless, friendless, moneyless??? and evryone hate you!? WILLIAM HAVE YOU? what? you had abit of trouble with your mind...fuck you! talk to me when you had real shit!
wiL, you need to make Ville go on a tour with you guys sometime and come to Cleveland OH. Because to see both you and Ville live together, I could die happy :)
Hey William Control, You rock dude, i can't wait for the next William Control album! I love the new Aiden album too. You and the rest of the Aiden boys got my full support no matter what homie.
william control, FTW. not only is he drop dead sexxxy, he's got a killer voice. --i first heard you on the new underworld && i watched the deathclub video. it was LOVE. so i got your CD ♥