The smoke clears and in whispering waves of self-mutilation I can see the dark sky fall to pieces.
The world is sometimes too heavy to breath and the dead surround me like an ocean. I can’t recognize the reflection looking back through the mirror.
I only grasp the concept of what it’s like to walk through life with a stranger holding a knife to my neck.
The empty shell of a shattered boy I know possess is my new skin.
Pain is my only horizon, hate, is my only form of flattery, ugly is the world around me and nowhere beyond the infinite infrastructure of the eternal lonely soul can my blackened heart be found.
If you want a glimpse of torment and bittersweet visions delight, I’ll gladly cut my head off so you can look down the hole.
Nothing there will bring the joyful bliss you crave.
Drinking lighter fluid to start a fire inside my guts, I am on a slow painful ride through the underbelly of hell and I wont mind if this is where we say goodbye and go our separate ways.
Hey i remember meeting you in southhampton joiners in september in the UK i gave you a cd from my freind Jeffree murder and asked you to do a quick clip saying check this out. If you have time check it out and give him some feedback i know your really busy on WC but he would really apreciate it he is a huge fan of you and aiden www.myspace.com/jefffeast
I Hear Your Voice- Soft But Direct with a Quiet Seduction to it. I Imagine Holding your Hand. And In holding it, feeling like every Mystery in my life has just been answered. I see you as Strong, Inspiring. My Imagination is filled with a Million Scenarios. And Then it hits me. It Doesn't Matter. I was Only Meant to admire you from a distance.
Best Wishes to You My Darling & Your Beautiful Child. xo
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