"It is not our differences that divide us. It is our inability to recognize, accept & celebrate those differences." - Audre Lorde
Sins Invalid's Artistic Core
ELAINE BEALE is a writer. Her first novel, Murder in the Castro, was published in 1997. Her second novel, Another Life Altogether, is forthcoming from Speigel & Grau, a division of Random House. In 2007 she was selected as the winner of a California statewide fiction contest held by Poets and Writers and she was one of three finalists for the 2007 Penelope Niven Creation Nonfiction Award (Center for Women Writers, National Literary Awards). Elaine has a graduate degree in Education from the University of London (UK), and is a Masters of Fine Arts in Creative Writing candidate at the University of British Columbia. Elaine teaches creative writing to adults and has also taught as a resident artist in Richmond public schools. Previously, she developed and taught a creative writing program for survivors of sexual assault through San Francisco Women Against Rape; the program was funded for several years by the San Francisco Arts Commission. She worked in the nonprofit field for almost 20 years where she directed programs combating domestic violence and anti-LGBT hate crimes, and later worked in the fundraising field as an independent consultant. She has raised more than $25 million to support nonprofit and community organizations in the Bay Area and trained individuals in fundraising at CompassPoint, the Foundation Center, Dominican University, and Cal State, East Bay. She is a former board member of Survivors International and is currently a board member of the International Media Project. Elaine lives in Oakland, California with her partner of 14 years. Visit her blog at www.elainebeale.wordpress.com
PATTY BERNE is a Co-Founder and Director of Sins Invalid. Berne's background includes advocacy for immigrants who seek asylum due to war and torture; community organizing within the Haitian diaspora; international support work for the Guatemalan democratic movement; work with incarcerated youth toward alternatives to the criminal legal system; advocating for LGBTQI community and disability rights perspectives within the field of reproductive and genetic technologies; offering mental health support to survivors of violence; and cultural activism to centralize marginalized voices, particularly those of people with disabilities. She is pursuing a Psy.D., focusing on trauma and healing for survivors of interpersonal and state-sponsored violence. In 2008, she had a chapter published in the Routledge Press book, Telling Stories to Change the World, on the work and history of Sins Invalid. She currently chairs the Board of Directors at San Francisco Women Against Rape and is the 2009 recipient of the Empress I Jose Sarria Award for Uncommon Leadership in the field of LGBTQI and disability rights by the National Gay and Lesbian Task Force.
VANESSA HUANG is a poet, writer, filmmaker, cellist, community organizer, and consultant who has worked to integrate cultural work, digital/social media, and fundraising with communications strategy to support campaigns, leadership development, and movement building from the margins. Vanessa brings a history of collaboration across the prison industrial complex abolition, gender liberation, reproductive justice, anti-violence, and immigrant rights movements. Vanessa is a founding member and core organizer with Transforming Justice, part of generationFIVE's program team, a grantwriter for the Asian Pacific Environmental Network, and a member of the shifting narratives film collective. Previously, Vanessa organized people in and outside of women's prisons to challenge prison expansion as Justice Now's campaign and communications director and wrote a news column for ColorLines magazine about the war on terror's impact on communities of color.
NOMY LAMM is a writer, musician, and activist whose work has been featured in magazines (Ms., Punk Planet, Make/Shift), anthologies (Listen Up, Body Outlaws, and most recently Word Warriors and Working Sex, all on Seal Press), and onstage across the US. She has toured with Sister Spit, the Sex Workers Art Show, and the cabaret showcase Dr. Frockrocket's Menagerie and Medicine Show. She has released two solo albums (Anthem, 1999, and Effigy, 2002) and co-wrote, co-produced, and performed in The Transfused, a post-apocalyptic rock opera about multigendered animal-human hybrids, in 2000. She teaches voice lessons, and is currently working on her first novel, The Best Part Comes After the End
LEROY FRANKLIN MOORE JR. is a Co-Founder and Community Relations Director of Sins Invalid. As a Black writer, poet, hip-hop/music lover, community activist, feminist and consultant on race and disability with a physical disability, he has been sharing his perspectives on identity, race, and disability for the last 13 years. His work began in London, England where he discovered a Black disabled movement which led to the creation of his lecture series, "On the Outskirts: Race & Disability". He is also producer and columnist of Illin-N-Chillin at Poor Magazine and creator of Krip-Hop Mixtape Project. He is one of the leading voices around police brutality and wrongful incarceration of people with disabilities and has studied, worked, and lectured in the field of race and disability concerning blues, hip-hop, and social justice issues in the United States, United Kingdom, Canada, and the Netherlands.
Program Staff
RALPH DICKINSON, Assistant Managing Director, is a queer artist and producer and a long time Bay Area resident. He has worked as a Community Health Outreach Worker at New Leaf and Haight Ashbury Free Clinics, a volunteer for Health Care for the Homeless and the Berkeley Free Clinic, and a video production educator at Bay Area Video Coalition, San Francisco State University and Washington Primary School, to name a few. He recently survived a year long stint as a producer working in post production in Los Angeles and is happy to be back in the Bay Area working with socially conscious organizations like Sins Invalid. His website is www.ralphdickinson.com
Advisors
TODD HERMAN, Project Advisor, is a filmmaker, photographer, and co-founder of Sins Invalid. His film and photographic works, often exploring relationships between documentary images and poetic texts, range from a newly released photography book about several marginalized communities in Kathmandu, Nepal; to film and book projects exploring the connections between birth, memory and mourning; to video productions and visual art exhibitions exploring aspects of disability, sexuality and eugenics. He was the recipient of the San Francisco Arts Commission Gallery’s 2004 Emerging Curator Award, and was the 2008 winner of the 51st Annual San Francisco International Film Festival Golden Gate Award for best bay area short film. Todd has facilitated filmmaking workshops for adults with disabilities for nearly ten years. He exhibits his work internationally. For more information, visit www.todd-herman.com
Where
Quote
"There is never time in the future in which we will work out our salvation. The challenge is in the moment; the time is always now."
- James Baldwin
Performers
Swallow
Photograph: Richard Downing(c)2007
Lighting Design: Stephen Siegal
by: Lateef McLeod
copyright 2007
Swallow
You say to me
And I really do try
Cuz I be wearing tight fits
Like Rocawear jeans, big Ekco shirts, Gap hoodies
And when I am really GQ in tailor made suits
And drool does not go with a tailor made suit
You know I try to look suave 24 7
So there shouldn’t be a problem with me swallowing, right?
Well I have to remember to swallow
Every minute
Every hour
Every day
That means when I roll down the street
Swallow
Whenever I talk to someone
Swallow
When I exercise
Swallow
When I go to school
Swallow
Cuz I don’t want anyone to see me drool, especially you
You always say that it makes me look gross
And It is not my attention to gross you out
So I try to swallow like a mad man
I
(swallow)
Try and
(swallow)
Consciously do something
(swallow)
That everyone else
(swallow)
Does unconsciously
(swallow)
And you still
(swallow)
Can’t understand
(swallow)
Why
(swallow)
Can’t I
(swallow)
Learn to swallow
(swallow)
All the time
(swallow)
It is like
(swallow)
To toss you a tennis ball
(swallow)
Telling you
(swallow)
To throw it
(swallow)
The air and catch it
(swallow)
Every 15 seconds
(swallow)
And yell at you
(swallow)
When you drop the ball
Swallow
Just swallow
Come on and swallow
You know you want to
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by: Patty Berne
copyright 2007
you're like torrential rains pounding in my joints creating drenching of my
sheets like a gale wind whipping 'cross my little tits standing nipples
hard howling me through my mouth like a jagged flashing bolt cracking heat
in my ears calling your turn calling your cunt like a storm baby you fucked
me a good summer storm and like a good summer storm you left me in a daze
cleared skies a kiss of breeze with my skin warmed and me lazy watching the
sky for the next thunder cloud
Quote
"And in the belly of this story the rituals and the ceremony are still growing." - Leslie Marmon Silko
Inspirational
Satisfaction
The most beautiful thing
for those who have fought a whole life
is to come to the end and say;
we believed in people and life,
and life and the people
never let us down.
Only in this way do men become men,
women become women,
fighting day and night
for people and for life.
And when these lives come to an end
the people open their deepest rivers
and they enter those waters forever.
And so they become, distant fires, living, creating the heart of example
The most beautiful thing
for those who have fought a whole life
is to come to the end and say;
we believed in people and life,
and life and the people
never let us down.
- Otto Rene Castillo, a Guatemalan revolutionary cultural worker [guerilla fighter & poet], assassinated in 1967
Sins Invalid's Details
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Networking
Zodiac Sign:
Aries
Sins Invalid Mark your calendar: November 15 2009 Writing the Body -With Elaine Beale -please see blog for more info. Posted at 5:54 PM Oct 22 view more
Sins Invalid: An Unshamed Claim to Beauty in the Face of Invisibility was born from the creative wombs of two people whose passion and vision for change brought to life an extraordinary, sensual, honest and courageous artistic show to add to the dialogue of social justice, the arts worlds, and disability culture.
Patty Berne (National Director) and Leroy Moore (Community Relations Director) both grew up with disabilities. Both Berne and Moore have been politically active in the arenas of disability rights, social activism and issues such as gender and race in relationship to disability. Their professional backgrounds along with their individual artistic expressions make Berne and Moore movement leaders in cultural work centralizing sexuality and disability.
The idea of organizing a show on sex and disability was generated from the awareness that there has been few artistic spaces in which the erotic beauty of the disabled body was respected and celebrated. Society's expectations of beauty leave little or no room for those with “non-normative” minds and bodies.
Bringing their idea to The Dancing Tree, Berne and Moore landed funding to organize what has now become a redefinition of beauty and sensuality, a venue for change, an experience of self awareness and healing and a celebration of our differences. 2008 is Sins Invalid's third year, colorfully represented by a deeply beautiful multi-disciplinary core of artists with disabilities under the creative direction of Patty Berne.
Sins Invalid's artistic expression brings people face to face with the sensual energy that throbs beneath
layers of silence and years of segregation. The collective works of the Sins Invalid performers bring a
wealth of education and inspiration.
The energy of Sins Invalid is one of sexiness and empowerment. At the same time, performance artists, poets, storytellers, dancers, and video artists shatter the myths and taboos attached to the word disability. It's an energy of passionate self expression; the sharing of personal disability history and the declaration of a new sexual liberation.”
Who I'd like to meet:
Artists, dancers, visual artists, film makers, poets, writers, musicians, comedians and all creative persons with disabilities whose artistic expression wants to be seen and felt.
Prospective funders and supporters of Sins invalid's vision, political voice and sexy activism that liberates society from the chains of prejudice through the power of art.
Colleges and Universities -Disability studies programs, gay and lesbian, race and gender studies programs.
Disability friendly recording studios, radio stations and all forms of multimedia entities.
Donors, volunteers, people who want to be part of this historical event.
The Dancing Tree
The Dancing Tree is an alliance of visual and performing artists that is devoted to makinng the hidden visible. We seek to facilitate, develop, perform, document and publish the stories of people who have been underrepresented because of disability, incarceration, illness, lifestyle, age, or circumstance. Combining movement, rhythm, music, writing, video animation, photography, drawing and painting, we help to create works that develop body and spatial awareness, encourage self-acceptance, self-expression, and self-advocacy among artists from these unseen communities, and at the same time challenge the public's notions of "art."
www.thedancingtree.org
Sins Invalid 2006 Artists
Patty Berne
Oriana Bolden
'ron daniella
Soledad DeCosta
Thanh Diep
Todd Herman
Ron Jones
John Killacky
Leroy Franklyn Moore Jr.
leah rae
Noemi Sohn
Lisa Thomas-Adeyemo
Lady Venus
Lee Williams
Sins Invalid 2007 Artists
Patty Berne
'ron daniella
Loree Erickson
Lezlie Frye
Todd Herman
Lateef H. McLeod
Leroy Franklyn Moore Jr.
Peggy Munson
Maria R. Palacios
Seeley Quest
Roopa Singh
Noemi Sohn
Lisa Thomas-Adeyemo
Sins Invalid 2008 Artists
Rodney Bell
Patty Berne
Nomy Lamm
Leroy Moore Jr.
Cara Page
Maria R. Palacios
seeley quest
Noemi Sohn
Sins Invalid 2009 Artists
Aurora Levins Morales
Cara Page
Antoine Hunter
Mat Fraser
John Benson
Maria R. Palacios
Ralph Dickinson
Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha
Nomy Lamm, Todd Herman
Leroy F. Moore Jr.
Seeley Quest
Patty Berne
Bring Sins Invalid to your community. For more information please contact us at www.sinsinvalid.org
What Makes a Man?
by Leroy F. Moore Jr.
copyright 2002
A man with a big heart
has to be tough & rough
can’t be soft & tender
mirrors turned inwards
passed brown skin & disability
to reveal what really counts
The beating that flows blood
through the body up to the brain
creates this poem
breaking down masculinity walls
to make room for feminist seeds
April showers & August rays
Blossoming a new type of man
who is not scared to wear
his heart on his sleeves
going back to the garden of Eve
corroboration not competition
seeing everyone as equal
Worshiping his mother
protecting his sister
strengthen his vows to his wife
loving his unborn daughter
should be expressed
among all women
A closet of feelings
need Spring-cleaning
men have to learn
tears are healing
not a weakness
glue the pieces
Of the Black family
forming a strong community
healing historical wounds
understanding, our enemies
won’t and can’t give us medicine
Our ancestors were doctors and nurses
their treatment were not western
but they’re our own inner medicine cabinet
no wonder we have survived all these years
shaped by friends and family
not by societal norms
So let go of a stereotypical vision of what makes a man
Revenge
Photograph: Richard Downing(c)2007
Lighting Design: Stephen Siegal
by Noemi Sohn
copyright 2007
i goolged your name and
found you on the web
you look so different
an oncologist in tucson
curiosity opened
old memories for me
do you remember?
twenty-six years ago
as you run down the stairs
i scream and yell out
eleven months of hell
yes, there were moments of
bodies locked in sensual paradise
but only moments
all other time marked
by mind fucks
subtle and not so subtle
directed towards me and not
meanness unknown to me
you say—women carrying
down syndrome fetuses
by law should abort
you whine—affirmative action
kept you out of ucsf medical school
what, stanford not good enough
you torture a little lizard
don’t kill it outright
you poke and prod in delight
and then you have more fun
at my expense of course
my speech or moves
for you a cause for laughter
you pretend to be me
the key keeps missing
the doorknob with shaky hand
you think the way i
blow my nose—a comical event
and that last night together
etched in my bones
earlier in the day
on a beach somewhere
south of san luis obispo
in anger, i throw
7-up in your face
so mad you pull me to the car
drive eighty miles an hour
back to san francisco
come up to my flat
take a shower
and won’t go home
crawl into bed with me
i want to talk
you want to fuck
i say no—but, you
pin me down anyway
wanting to escape
i say okay, just first let me pee
and you let me up
i think to run out the front door
but you get there first
drag and push me into bed
you straddle my body
your hands hold down mine
my only control
avoiding your kisses
for many years i dream revenge
take you to court and
you get twenty-five to life
or i play loreena bobbitt
cut off your dick
and shove it down you throat
or a simple public confrontation
with friends who can kill with looks
but today, almost
twenty-six years to that day
my sweet revenge is living
fully in joy and peace
for when i see your photo now
i feel nothing.
My Normal Abnormalities
by Maria R. Palacios
copyright 2007
The normal in me can tell you
about distracted bones
that refused to learn
about motion,
about fingers that speak
a language of tangible deviations
and feet that fell asleep
before their time.
The normal in me
is the underexposed flesh
half shown to you
as you explore my imperfections
pretending that your hands are deaf
to the whisper of my scars.
My normality
has been redecorated
as an unusual
biological masterpiece,
a human canvas
displayed in front of you
the artist who values
the rare
the sensual
the woman.
Its that time again! Sins Invalid wants u! Are you up for it? Read and then Submit your work or pass it along through your network.
Call to Artists from Sins Invalid: An Unshamed Claim to Beauty in the Face of Invisibility
Sins Invalid is seeking submissions from performers, writers, visual artists and other cultural workers on topics of disability and sexuality for relationship-building and future collaboration.
This call is open to all artists familiar with the experience of disability, especially artists from queer communities and/or communities of color. Submissions can include all types of artistic expression – performance art, video, spoken word, dance, storytelling, song, visual media, and words on page – whose core expresses sexuality, power, healing, embodiment and activism.
We define disability broadly to include physical impairments, sensory minorities, emotional disabilities, cognitive challenges, chronic/severe illness, and others whose bodies do not conform to our culture(s)’ idea of “normal” or “functional.”
Sins Invalid began in 2006 as a performance project that incubates and celebrates artists with disabilities, centralizing artists of color, queer and gender-variant artists as communities who have been historically marginalized. In 2007-2008, Sins Invalid grew to include an annual show, community-based performance workshops, political education workshops, and our growing presence online at www. sinsinvalid. org.
Submissions will be looked at for all Sins Invalid projects, including performances, workshops, online blog, and possible printed media and/or visual art shows.
Please submit a CD or DVD of your work (those submitting written work for publication can email or send a hard copy), along with a short personal statement about why you are interested in working with Sins Invalid, and how your work relates to issues of sexuality and disability.
I hope you can make it to our New Year's Eve Ball 2008 with Armand van Helden in Houston Wednesday, Dec. 31st! Texas' Largest NYE show. Tickets are super cheap right now if you buy them early. See you soon! Mike with NightCulture
I hope you are having a beautiful day!!! We are just about to take the first step into the unknown on the next part of our incredible journey. Our goal is to promote children to think for themselves and to give them strength, support, self-confidence and love so that they can grow up into adulthood without fear, doubt and with the belief that they can achieve anything and that there is nothing out of their reach. We want to give them the tools to bring those things to life, the knowing that they can do anything they set their minds too, absolutely anything. We need to allow children to be who they are without imposing our own beliefs onto them.
When we unleash our own creativity, our own passion, free from external sources, that is when we can to begin to find our own original ideas that could create the possibility of a better world. This project will be in the hands of children and it will be them that will create that possibility.
There is nothing more amazing as a child than to have encouragement to go beyond your boundaries and create something unexpected, we want to give children the ability to feel the unexpected but at their own hands, in their control, without doubt and with complete freedom. We will go on that journey with them through our photography and film to bring fun and joy into their hearts to show them what passion and a love of life can truly feel like.
Please subscribe to our site www. theopenmind. org/subscribe to help raise awareness and to enable us to take this journey to as many children in the world as possible. Xxxx Anne & Lisa
MetaFest is a juried online and offline film festival presenting the best in international creative and contemporary short-form video entertainment. Presented by MetaCafe and curated by Microcinema International
MetaFest 2008 Premiere at The Roxie - San Francisco with After Party (21+) at Dalva and a Chance to Win an i-Pod!
November 13th, 2008 8pm, $5 at the door Roxie Theater 3117 16th St San Francisco, CA. 94103
info: 415-447-9750 info@microcinema.com
16 films by 14 filmmakers from 6 countries - selected from more than 750 entries by juror Hillman Curtis, an award-winning filmmaker, designer and author whose books include "Creating Short Films for the Web," and Glenn R. Phillips, who is senior project specialist and consulting curator of contemporary programs for the Getty Research Institute and recently curated the "California Video" exhibition.
Top reasons to attend MetaFest 2008:
1. Comedy, Animation, documentary and the avant-garde -- all in 70 minutes 2. Works by filmmakers from six countries -- Australia, France, Germany, Italy, Poland and the United States -- including local Bay Area filmmakers Christian Simmons and Danny Plotnick 3. Attendees will select the Audience Favorite Award winner, who will receive $1,000 cash plus DVDs from the Microcinema catalog worth $250 4. It's Cheap! Just $5 at the door and drink specials at the after-party. And the chance to win an i-Pod!
MORE INFO: The after-party (21+) will be held at Dalva (right next door to the Roxie), hosted by the San Francisco Bay Guardian from 10pm til’... $2 Pints from Anderson Valley and free pizza from Pizzeria Restaurant.
The Men's Project Leroy (of Sins Invalid) & Rob will unveil their new song &
Come out, Leroy is apart of The Men's Story Project Building Strength, Creating Peace at LA PENA Cultural Center, Berkeley, CA Aug 17th 7:30pm
I'll be reading a poem and playing a song I co-wrote with, Rob DA Noize Temple, another Black disabled artist around sexuality, masculinity, race and disability entitled Strength of A Man. The poem is titled Man To Man Talk. There will be men talking true stories examining social ideas about masculinity through spoken word, dance, song, monologues and discussion more.
So read on and come out!
About The Men's Story Project
(MSP) is a new public performance and community discussion project examining social ideas about masculinity, using the arts as a medium for community-building and social change. It aims to give voice to men's stories that are less often heard; to break silences on issues including sexism, racism, heterosexism, ableism and violence – and ways in which these interplay with norms around masculinity; to celebrate men's beauty and strength; and to stimulate active discussion on what being a man can be all about. The ultimate goal of this replicable project is to help expand the presence of genuine personal expression, open dialogue, peace, and social justice in communities. The project is getting started in the San Francisco Bay Area.
In each MSP performance, a diverse group of approximately 16 local men of all ages will share short pieces they have created about their own lives, on subjects including sexuality, romantic relationships, friendship, family, mentors and role models, rites of passage, HIV/AIDS, perpetration of and healing from violence, immigration, personal transformations, and the men they wish to be – all with a framing focus on examination of masculinity and men's roles. Performances will include spoken word, monologues, prose, music and dance, supported by local music